Whooo sorry for the long break people.
I know it's frustrating she left after they became a couple again but it is all going to end well...I think.

He stared at me with his cold and empty eyes, which I find rather ironic, he hates his brother yet he does not see how similar they are
I took a deep breath to calm my nerves and turned my gaze to the floor.

"I know how you must feel, well I don't know but I think I get it.
You have been alone with no family what so ever, you had to do it on your and own and I know it's not fair, but I had my reasons.
I wished so many times it had been different that I could have stayed, but I couldn't, they wouldn't allow it"

I took another deep breath, this was by far one of the most painful conversations ever.

"When I woke up after the..Incident I didn't know what had happened entirely but I was filled in shortly after.
First I didn't want to believe them, I didn't want to believe he was capable of such horrific acts but I soon realized that is must have been true, after all he did try to kill me.
Things turned ugly after that people were scared of me, they were afraid I would do the same thing, they even thought that I survived because it was part of the plan that I had helped your brother.
For those reason I was asked to leave the village and not return to it, for the villagers and my own safety."

The silence rang in my ears.

"I wanted to stay, for you, but I was assured that you would be well taken care off.
That obviously isn't true, you wouldn't be here if they had" I finished.

He stood there still, the same void still in his gaze and for a moment I was scared he wouldn't believe me.
Slowly he turned his back to me.

"I am not asking you to forgive me for leaving, or not telling you I was okay, but I am asking you to tolerate my presence because I am not leaving.
Sure you might be capable of protecting yourself but that man is on a different level entirely, that man has wanted the Sharingan for so long and you walked straight into his arms, he is dangerous and he will stop at nothing to get what he wants, so please accept the fact that I just want to look out for you" I pleaded.

Talking to him was like talking to a wall, nothing seemed to cause a reaction until suddenly.

"Whatever" he shrugged.

My jaw nearly dropped, here I was apologizing and trying to do the right thing and he just brushes it of like it's not a big deal.
I nearly cursed but refrained from doing so and just took another deep breath.
Those Uchiha brothers were impossible to deal with.

A few minutes went by as we just stood in silence before I had enough and left.
Protecting Sasuke was the main reason I was here, but I would be lying if I would say it was the only reason.
Orochimaru was well know for his...research and well let's say projects and from what I heard Kabuto is a well trained medic.
Sasuke wasn't the only brother I was looking out for and perhaps I could get some answers here as to what was happening to Itachi.

I walked down the cold, dark and damp corridor in search of the silver haired shinobi while thinking of a way to ask without looking suspicious.
I mean I couldn't really barge in and demand he help me without giving an explanation and I couldn't give him one.
Pushing open random doors in hope to find him I stumbled across a library, I looked over my shoulder to see if anyone was there before I walked inside.
Browsing the rather extensive collection I was overjoyed that most of it contained medical books, I took several from the shelves before leaving the library and find a room where I could start my research in peace.

As I rounded the corner my luck changed and I ran into the silver haired shinobi I had previously tried to find.
He glared at me and his glare hardened as he noticed the pile of books in my arms.

"You come here unannounced, claim that you are staying here and now you are raiding the library" He really sounded angry.

"What can I say, I easily feel at home" I smiled pleasantly.
"I just wanted to pass some time and figured why not learn something knew.
Do you by any change know a quiet place to read" I asked in what I hoped was a kind voice.

His eyes narrowed before he sighed in defeat and started walking.
I grinned in victory as I walked after him.
"I must say I was impressed by the collection" I tried but he remained silent.
"I don't think I ever saw that many books in one place" I tried again to no avail.
I sighed and gave up on the small talk, he just didn't like me and with good reason.

He opened a door and before I could say thank you he was gone.
I shrugged " Whatever" I mumbled as I entered the room and closed the door.
There was a comfortable chair in the corner, a desk pushed against the wall and a bed in the middle of the room.

I dropped the books on the bed before picking one to start with.
Settling on the bed I opened the book and stared at the first page, my thoughts wandered suddenly to the person who I was doing this for.
I couldn't deny how much I missed him and prayed that he would forgive when we meet again, I promised myself that I would find him again one day.
When I had been with Sasuke earlier it had been hard not to tell him the truth but I knew Itachi wouldn't want me so I didn't

I was a few pages into the book when my eyes started closing and before I fell into a deep slumber I swore I could feel his hand brushing over my cheek.
Smiling I fell into a peaceful slumber knowing that one day maybe in the not so distant future we would meet again and hopefully still be in love.