A/N: Okay, the disapproving reviews I got are starting to make me more demotivated than anything really .
I guess I really suck huh?
I get it.
Sorry for taking my time about things and writing the story the way I wanted to in the sequence I wanted.
Anyway…
Here you go.
Chapter 4:I knew it
*Natsu POV*
Its been almost a week and still,she's not home yet.
This week has been utter hell for me...Everywhere I turn...
Lisanna is there . And to be honest,it scares me.
It scares me that I did...That...with her,and she's alright with the entire thing.I don't understand. I CAN'T understand.
What kind of person would be fine with defiling their friend? I'm certainly not fine with what I've done.
Honestly, I'm disgusted with myself.
Beast or no beast, as a fairy tail wizard, I should have been able to control myself.
And that's what I don't understand...
What I did...That...That was not me.
I'm not a sexual monster.
I'm not a Casanova.
I'm Natsu.
Since when have I become a person strung up on urges?Somethings not adding up. Maybe I'm being paranoid,but I feel the whole situations a bit fishy.
And not just because Mira's just bought a barrel of fish for Happy for when he returns.
Somethings definitely not right.
"Natsu!"Lisanna says, running towards me.
Number one:Lisanna was supposedly a Virgin.I had not smelled any changes in her body since that mission,and from what I saw,she walked fine when we were back at the guild.
"Where have you been hiding all this time!I've looked everywhere for you!"She gushes.
I blink twice.
Number two...Now that I think about it...Her powers...
Wasn't it just Animal Take-Over Magic?
"Natsu?"She asks, coming closer.
I step backwards.
Why would a Take-over mage have the ability to perform Transformation magic?
Unless...unless they didn't really...
Number three...How did Juvia read the Journal...
The Journal had a shrinking enchantment,Lisanna carried it in her hairclip.
How is it that Juvia managed to retrieve it...
Unless she didnt.
She must've saw Lisanna writing in it.
Lisanna never wrote in front of people...Unless she wanted someone to ask her about it so she could tell them all about whatever she was writing...
Number four,If I slept with Lisanna...Why am I not feeling the symptoms of pangs in my chest,caused by the beast being hurt by me being unfaithful to Lucy?
I always felt pain when I accidentally woke up drunk with some woman unintentionally...
Why was I feeling nothing hostile towards her?
The beast always made me feel slightly hostile towards people that I had done things with.
To be honest, so far I've slept with three women unintentionally,and the guilt and pain I felt the mornings after was unbearable...That was around two years ago,and I had been careful not to get that drunk again...
"Hey?Natsu?Are you listening to me?"
But this doesnt make sense!Why would she stage something like that?
From the vivid memory I have of that horrible night,I'm almost certain that it happened...
But all the evidence makes me wonder...Did it really?
"Lisanna,please tell me something-"
"Right after you agree to hot chocolate at my place!"She says with a smile.
I feel a shiver run down my back.
The bad kind.
"Lisanna-"
"Come on,I'll answer whatever you have to say at home."She says with finality, turning into a bird and flying us out of the guild.
Oh fuck,the motion...
*burp*
I can feel myself being layed down...
This situation feels fimiliar...
*why did we come to a hotel after?*
Thats right,I dont even remember how or why we went to the hotel that night...
*flashback*
My mouth tastes...Strange.
I sat up from the bed, tummy hurts, what did I just do?Fly?
"Oh Natsu,Youre awake!"Lisanna says
I look around.
"You passed out after the mission,I collected the reward and decided you should rest for the night."
*end flashback*
"Natsu,open your mouth,this will make you feel alllllll better."
Instead I open my eyes,widely.
She was not expecting that.
The spoon she was holding dropped.
"N-Natsu?Why Are you not feeling sick?"She asks,looking at the spoon with a mysterious Cyan liquid dripping out of it.
The distance wasnt that long,I recovered fast...
But just what was she giving me?
I look down at the liquid, then at the glass bottle containing the rest of the liquid that sat behind her on the small coffee table.
The smell of the liquid hits me.I don't know whats in it, but I know thats not motion sickness potion.
"Lisanna,whats that?"
"It-it's just some-"
"Nnnnghhh . . ."I hear myself growl.
She tries to grab the bottle but I reach behind her and snatch it.
It reads,"Oblivion".
"Natsu-"
" Lisa,whats going on?"I ask quietly.
"Nothing Natsu Its just to-" She starts and I can hear her heartbeat spike,she's about to lie.
Number five,she avoided speaking about it because she knew I would pick up that she was lying.
"This is memory alteration potion,Lisa."I state.
"I-I-"
"Why were you giving me memory alteration potion Lisa?"
"Its-"
Just then, The front door burst open, and Erza,Juvia,Cana,Levy and Mira come in, in their PJ's.
I look at Lisanna.
What was she thinking of doing...
Why Did she make me come here...Especially in her bedroom...If she was giving me a Memory Alteration Potion...
On the day of the girls sleepover...
I look up at her.
"You wanted to make it seem like I just slept with you."I said
She looked scared.
"So that they would tell Lucy..."I continued
She began to cry.
"So she would hate me...And that you'd be waiting for me with open arms."
Number six,I am Natsu Dragneel.
I will never be a rapist.
I knew it.
A/N:So there, to everyone who dissed me and said shitty things about the story, this is what I wanted to happen.I would never make Natsu a sexaholic.
To those who supported me thus far,let me know if I should continue this story.
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