No poem today, just this;

A/N: AHHHHH IM SO SORRYYYY I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN FOR FUCKING EVER I JUST PROCRASTINATED AND FORGOT AND HAD SCHOOL AND HAD NO IDEAS OF WHAT TO WRITE! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE FORGIVE ME! I REALLY AM TRULY SORRY! HERE'S SOME TERRIBLY WRITTEN SMUT TO FIX IT!

Eren

He screamed and squirmed, trying to get out of the death grip on him, but never succeeding.

"Please! I'm sorry! It was an accident!"

"The hell it was! How could that be an accident? Hm, Boy? Just stop struggling or you'll get it even worse! And trust me when I say this- I will enjoy giving you even more lashings for this!"

The whip burned against his skin, causing tears to fall down his face. Blood was everywhere; all from him. His back, chest, and abdomen were covered in cuts, burns, reopened scars, and more unmentionables. He'd pass out he could, but knew that if he did there would be even more wounds when he awakens and he'd receive new ones for not staying awake.

"It's all your fault! Why would you do that?! We should have never had you! This is what you earned you selfish, whiny son of a bitch!"

"Please! I'm sorry!"

"NO! It's all your fault! It's all your fault! It's all you-

Eren awoke suddenly with tears streaming down his face. He hadn't had a nightmare in a month and the PTSD pills should've been working. "I must be getting immune to them," he assumed. His shrink did say the nightmares might come back eventually; Eren had hoped it'd at least be longer than this.

He felt Levi shift beside him and groan before sitting up on his elbow. He reached out and slid his fingers through Eren's hair.

"Hey, you ok?"

Eren realized that he was sobbing and took a few deep breaths before replying.

"I'm fine; just a bad dream is all."

"Wanna talk about it?"

"Damn I love his voice like that…we should take more naps like this"

"No, I'm ok-really."

Levi merely grunted in reply and shifted to check the time on his alarm clock. 5:30 PM blinked at him.

"Do you want to go out for dinner or have me make something here?" Levi asked.

"Can we stay in, please? I don't think I really wanna go out right now…"

"Sure." Levi kissed his forehead and got out of the bed, only for Eren to realize he was naked. Eren stared in awe at the perfectly chiseled frame, not knowing Levi was staring back at him.

"Like what you see?" Eren blinked out of his daydream and tried to say something, but had nothing to say.

"I-um..I Just…I was….um…" was the only reply he could muster.

Levi chuckled at Eren and walked out to make dinner.

"Oh the things I'd do to him." Eren thought whilst walking to the kitchen.

"Do tell." Levi smirked at him.

"WAIT- I said that out loud?! SHIT. I didn't mean it that way! Well I did but, uh…um…fuck."

"Maybe later, darling." He winked causing Eren to blush.

"Time for a change of topic please."

"So, what's for dinner?"

"Oh no- you are not getting away that easily. I'm still curious of what you'd do to me." Levi walked up to him and put his arms around Eren's waist.

"I might actually want to test some of them out." They were so close and Eren hated that he was being teased, but loved the seductive tone in Levi's voice. He felt a nibble on his ear and stifled a moan.

"C'mon baby, why are you holding back? I want to hear you moan like a whore."

That was it- he couldn't hold back the moan anymore; it was quiet, but Levi still heard it.

Before he knew it, hands were on his ass, lifting him onto the counter as his neck was being bit at.

"Ah-Le-ah- Levi c'mon, stop teasing me already!" Eren whined; he could only take so much. His hands shifted down to Levi's cock, wrapping them around it.

"E-Eren…" Levi moaned as Eren's hands stroked him oh so slowly.

"Eren…c-come o-on…Stop t-teasing me..a-ah."

"It's payback for being naked when you got out of bed, luring me into this, and teasing me as well. Do you have any lube?" he'd stopped stroking by then so Levi could answer audibly.

"It's in the drawer under you." Eren pushed Levi back and open the drawer, grabbing the lube inside. Putting some on his fingers, he got on all fours and puts one in his ass for Levi to watch. "I hope he likes this"

"Eren please. I beg you let me do it." Eren pulls the finger out and motions for Levi to come over. Levi puts some lube on his fingers and gets to work, slowly sliding the first number in to the knuckle.

"L-Levi m-more, please."

"Look who's begging now." Eren moans at the seductive tone in Levi's voice. "Why does he have to be so sexy?" Another finger is slipped in and Levi starts to scissor Eren's hole, stretching it out even more.

"Ngh Levi, don't stop."

"Didn't plan on it baby." "Goddamnit, he had to use the same tone again!" Eren moans continue to fill the room as Levi slips a third finger in, looking for the spot.

"A-Ah L-Levi, hit t-there a-again."

Eren whines when the fingers are pulled out, leaving him feeling empty. He turned his neck around when he heard the lube being popped open, seeing Levi put it on his member and stroke it a few times.

"Levi p-please; I d-don't wanna w-wait much l-longer."

"God, you beg like a whore, keep it up and I might not be able to resist you much longer."

If Eren wasn't fully hard before, he was then.

"P-please Levi, just p-put i-it in al-already."

"Since you asked so nicely. You'll have to jump off of there though." Eren hopped off the counter only to be picked up by Levi instantly.

"L-Levi w-what-" He couldn't finish as he felt the tip of Levi's cock at his entrance. He wanted more; it was too slow for him. He pulled himself down and was practically impaled.

"Ah Levi, y-you're s-so big." It was intense; he may have been able to go down earlier, but Levi had a sure grip and wouldn't allow for Eren to speed up. After a minute, he it it again.

"A-Ah Levi hit there again!" Levi sped up and continued to hit Eren's prostate.

"L-Levi I'm about to-"

"Me too." Eren felt his body clench in ecstasy around Levi, knowing soon enough that he'd be filled to the rim, and he was right. A loud moan sounded from Levi as he released. Coming down from their highs panting and smelling of sweat, Levi carried Eren bridal style down the hall and into the bathroom, setting him down on the sink counter. He turned on the water and got Eren in before letting himself in and they sat on the floor, washing each other's bodies in silence before Eren couldn't take it anymore.

"Levi, I'm sorry if I went too fast; I wasn't thinking and I j-just…" Tears started rolling down his face.

"Shh Eren its ok. I'm not mad; we both wanted it. Trust me, I would've said something if I didn't."

"Really?"

"Yes, really." They sat there a few more minutes before getting out. Eren had a slight limp, hoping Levi wouldn't notice, knowing he would.

"You ok there? You seem to be limping a little." Levi smirked at him.

"Oh shut up; if I ever top you'll be the same."

"Is that a challenge? I might bottom once to see if that's true." Eren blushed at this comment and stayed quiet.

"So, I'm thinking we go out for dinner now considering we just fucked on the counter I cook on. What do you think?" Eren's face got even hotter.

"Sounds good to me," he chuckled. "The café ok to you?"

"Yep. Let's go." They grabbed their jackets and wallets and headed out.

The rest of the day was pretty uneventful, except for every time Eren thought about their fuck, he blushed-which was almost constantly.

"You need to stop blushing; it's too fucking cute." This just made Eren blush even more. They had had dinner and went to the park for a walk. Levi snaked his arm around Eren's waist and pulled him close, continuing to walk until Eren saw a bench near the pond.

"Come on Levi! I wanna see the ducks!" Dragging Levi behind, Eren ran towards the ducks gleefully, wishing he had brought crackers with him.

They sat on the bench in silence, but unlike the other times, this wasn't awkward, but peaceful. As Eren watched the ducks, eh felt someone watching him, moving to see it was only Levi.

"You look beautiful like this." Eren blushed furiously and returned with a small, but sincere, smile, as he didn't know how else to reply. No one had called him beautiful before, guys were hot and handsome, but beautiful? Nope. Minutes turned into hours and it was dark, but there they still were, on the bench holding hands; until someone's stomach just had to growl.

"Hungry already Eren?"

"Already? What do you mean already? It's been hours since we've eaten!" He had a goofy smile and giggled.

"Well fine then, Mr.I-eat-all-the-time. How do tacos sound right now? Because I think they sound delicious."

"Yes please, I beg you. I need something, anything!"

"Hmm….Anything?" Levi said with a smirk.

"Leeeevviiii come oonnn. I'm hungry as fuck; can we just head to the stand over there?"

"Fine! Fine!" Levi threw his hands up in the air as they walked towards the taco stand.

Levi

He knew that Eren would get hungry sometime, and he also knew the stand would be there. He knew who worked there, but Eren couldn't know that. Eren couldn't know a lot of things.

Levi paid for their tacos and they sat down at a nearby bench. "Mph this is really good! Holy shit Levi, try yours!"

Levi didn't need to try it to know they were decent tacos, but he acted like he'd never had them before, for Eren.

"Yea, they're alright." Eren looked at him, surprised.

"Alright! They're not just alright, Levi!"

Levi chuckled at his response.

"You haven't tried mine yet, Titan Brat,"

"I'm not a titan, you're just short."

They exchanged a few kicks and laughs before heading back to Levi's dorm.

"Do you wanna stay here or go to your own dorm tonight?"

"I'm going to go my own. I don't trust you after this afternoon and I have classes tomorrow."

"Well, goodnight Eren." Levi pulled him in for a kiss and they said their goodbyes.

Eren

That night was the best of Eren's life; the sex, dinner, the walk and ducks, and the tacos. It was simple, but cherishable. After a long, hot shower, he headed to bed with no nightmares.

He awakened and groaned into the cold darkness, trying to grab his blanket to only realize he was handcuffed to his bed. No, not his, just a bed. His struggles echoed and he heard a familiar voice.

"Hello Eren. How are you today?" No. No. They wouldn't do this to him; they loved him…but why?"

A/N: Clifhanger! Hehehe Not sorry! Have fun thinking about who it is! (Sorry about the really late update though!) -Zinx