Author's Chapter Notes:

So I Hope you love this chapter guys! Its a short one but I'm leading up to something in the next chapter. Just want to let ya'll know I'm uploading it at school so I'm not gonna say what but you can guess ;) Lets just say that Darren and Chris want to... reaffirm their love :)

Also the grammar is really awful in this one, I had to rush to upload it at school so there will HEAPS of grammar mistakes and probably some spelling mistakes as well. Sorry bout that :(

And I know.. I know it's been so long since I've updated it. Since I've moved up a year the workload has been crazy and its been hard to keep up, but I've added in the last part of the last chapter so you don't have go bother going back through it. I'm going to try and upload more often but I don't want to make any promises.

Again, its an RPf so if you don't like it, don't read it. I'm putting it on here for more publicity.

'That's good but Darren I do need to talk to you about last night. I just. What did it mean? To you.' Darren looked at him and laughed a little.

'What do you mean what did it mean?' Darren was more than a little confused.

'Was it just one night, or is it a fuck buddies thing… or do you want something more...' He trailed off, leaving sentence open ended.

'I thought it was obvious.' He laughed awkwardly; looking at Chris like he was a little crazy and Chris' heart sank to the floor.

"Its okay, I get it." Chris looked at the ground with tears in his eyes as he stood up and walked to the door.

"Wait, Chris.." Darren began but the door had already slammed shut behind Chris. "I love you." He finished. He had no idea what was going through Chris' head. But maybe Chris didn't want a relationship, maybe he was reading into things far too much, seeing things that weren't actually there. But it didn't make sense, why would Chris react like that if that was the case?

Chris shut the door of his trailer and let himself collapse onto the door, sobbing to himself. He curled up, his whole body shaking from the force of his sobs.

He was so stupid! Of course Darren didn't want him. Why didn't Chris see that? Why would he give himself hope? It happened every time, he would convince himself that someone liked him and once he put his neck out he was made fun of.

But it was different with Darren. It hurt that much more because it was his best friend. He tried to breathe deeply, calming himself down so that he could go out there and act properly. But oh god there was a Klaine scene today, and Chris didn't know whether or not he could face Darren. Not after making such a big fool of himself.

Darren left his trailer. He needed to find Chris before he went and did something stupid. He ran quickly up to Chris' trailer and knocked on the door, hoping for someone to answer. When there was no reply he found Amber.

"Do you know where Chris is? I need to find him. Now."

"No I'm sorry, Darren, I've got no clue. But last I saw him he was with Ashley in his trailer that fat-"

"Look I would love to stay and chat but I have to find him." He cut her off quickly before she could start ranting about her. He ran past her, leaving a very stunned Amber looking confused.

Chris looked at the knives in the block, his vision slightly blurred by the tears threatening to fall.

Which one would cut the easiest? He needed something that would slice through really easily. Well it shouldn't be the hardest decision of his day, he had done it before, multiple times to be honest. He didn't tell anyone, not his mother, or Darren. Especially Darren. He was ashamed.

Darren ran into the break room to find Chris cutting himself a piece of cake. He knew Chris hadn't told anyone but he noticed when Chris was upset he tended to bake. A lot. And then eat it. He laughed to himself at the picture in front of him.

"Can I have a piece?" He asked him, smiling. Chris simply gestured to the cake miserably. After cutting himself a huge piece, he sat down next to Chris and didn't say a word.

Not long after finishing the cake, which for Chris was considerably longer than Darren, Darren turned to the man next to him.

He opened his mouth and tried to find the words to tell Chris what he wanted to say. But he found that words could literally not describe how he was feeling. But he made it up in the best way he could.

He leaned closer to Chris and cupped his cheek, his fingers rubbing soothing circles into his face. Chris leaned into the touch and Darren took it as almost a signal, his cue.

He brushed his lips against Chris', gently, almost like a feather and for a moment Chris wasn't sure whether Darren had actually kissed him, until Darren's lips captured his, and Darren tried to portray everything he was trying to say into this kiss.

Chris never wanted the kiss to end. It was the most cared for he had ever felt and he knew he had quickly become addicted. The way Darren was gently caressing his face, the passion and love he was expressing through it, Chris knew it couldn't be faked. It wasn't like when Blaine kissed Kurt or the Dublin kiss (which should have told him then that he was gay) but it was just... Darren. And Chris found that unsurprisingly that this was the type of kiss he preferred.

They broke apart, gasping for air although they were both sure that they would have died happy people if it had been from lack of oxygen. Darren looked at Chris and the look in his eyes tore him up inside.

"Chris I am so sorry. I never meant to upset you. I thought it was obvious I liked you. I mean, we had sex. It was my first time with a guy and I would never had done that unless I wanted to be with you. I'm not saying that it will work. I can't guarantee anything. But all I know is, that in this moment I love you. And I hope, God I hope that I will get to spend the rest of my life with you."

By the end of Darren's speech, Chris was grinning wildly, from ear to ear, laughing and crying at the same time.

Chris nodded. He didn't know what he was agreeing to, but he knew that if it was Darren, he would always agree. He threw himself into Darren' arms, kissing him for all he was worth, because Darren loved him. Darren Everett Criss had chosen him out of seven billion people it was him and Chris couldn't remember ever being so elated.

His and Darren's lips smashed together, their tongues battling in a messy, choreographed dance. Neither worried about air, it was irrelevant.

All Chris could focus on the Darren. He figured that all he could ever focus on was Darren. The way that Darren smelt of coffee and happiness. The way that Darren's tongue moved against his. The way that Darren held him tight, like he never wanted to let go, and Chris responded with equal fervor.

"Darren." He whimpered once they had broken apart, desperate for something, anything more.

"I'm here baby." And that was all Chris needed. He rested his forehead against Darren's and just breathed.

Darren continued to rub his hand in circles on Chris' back, gently rubbing his nose against Chris'. He felt a few tears fall from Chris' eyes and he lifted his head, brushing them away with his lips before moving and kissing his eyelids, feeling the wet lashes against his lips.

"Make love to me." He breathed.

"Of course. Always."

Chapter End Notes:

So I hope you enjoyed it :) Please please review and let me know if you liked it. Its starting to get a little more emotional I know but this won't be staying for too long, unless you like it of course :)