I do understand that Anderson might be from Ireland or is Scottish but hey. I won't try to do the accent. sorry. there will be times where I do the accent.

chapter 2: betrayal and the truth behind Seras Victoria

Seras' pov

I stood in my room, bruised, beaten, and bleeding. though I was healing quickly due to naturally healing faster. it finally happened. I broke. I snapped and lost my mind for a few hours. I fought back against Alucard. he had beat me for being a half-breed. for being only half of his race. he hated me for what I am. they had to take me down in order for me calm down. and in all the chaos, Alucard and I somehow bite each other. I'm free. I'm no longer bound to hellsing and the vampire. I may be a half vampire, but Alucard doesn't have control of me. not in the sightless. I smiled sadistically as I thought about leaving. I love causing trouble for people I don't like. though I feel bad kind of. Father Anderson taught me to never cause trouble unless it was necessary. but right now, it was necessary to cause trouble. the door opened and I turned around. "Walter? what are you doing here?" I asked as the elderly man walked in and pulled me out of the room. "Integra has ordered Alucard to kill you after what happened. I need to get you out of here." he said softly as we walked down the halls quietly. no one was in sight. "wait, I have a quicker way." I said as I pulled him to a stopped. he looked at me and I smiled. I opened up a portal and we fell through it. it closed just as Alucard came out of his room. we ended up outside the mansion a few miles away. "there. now that we are out of there, we need to go like now. I don't know how much time we have before Integra sends Alucard after us." I said as I turned back to see a building. I looked back at Walter. "why are you helping me?" I asked with a frown as we walked away. though I masked our scents well with my power. "well I never really was working with hellsing. I was sent there to find someone. though she found me." Walter said with a smile. I looked at him, but sighed as we walked. we didn't realize that we walked to the airport. we went inside and paid for our tickets to japan. we boarded the plane and went to our seats. we waited for the passengers to fill up the plane. we fell asleep.

a few hours later

I woke up to smell of holy water and cologne. I looked up to see the man who took care of me. well smell him. I looked at Walter to find that he was sleeping and looked back at father Anderson, who was smiling at me. "hello father Anderson. How have you been over the years?" I asked with a small smile. "I'm doing fine despite the fact that I was worried sick after what had happened. are you ok?" he asked and I nodded at him. "hurt? yes, but I'm recovering. are you planning to go to japan?" I asked as I cocked my head to the side. "yes. I betrayed the Iscariot because of what they did to you. I didn't want to be a part of a organization that use children for money." he said as he patted my head. "I learned your native tongue and moved to japan. I been living a semi-peaceful life." He added and I smiled sadly at him. "I'm so sorry for what happened back then." I said as I put a hand on his shoulder, but I wanted to put my hand somewhere else. I loved him so much, but I knew that he would never love me. we talked about what happened in the time we have been apart. we didn't notice that we have been put under a spell.

Anderson's pov

I was sitting by the girl I love the most. I had let my little angel lay her head on my shoulder. I noticed that her wild knee length snow white highlighted hair was in a loose ponytail. she was wearing a very big black shirt that was my size. it was tied on one side. she also had black baggy black knee-length pants and ankle length boots. she looked beautiful. I smiled as we talked. I missed the blind and mute little angel I saved on the battlefield. she was so scared, I have never seen such a look on such a beautiful child such as her. I trained her, protected her, taught her and fell in love with her. I accepted it along time ago. I accepted going to hell for love and I'll die a damn love sick fool. we swapped stories from the time apart. I just wanted to her mechanic voice again. I had met her small mismatch family. they showed extreme protectiveness. they were actually living with me in japan. though they had beat the ever-loving hell out of me when I told them what happened. we laughed when Walter woke up and freaked out when he saw me. we spoke a little and found that we had a lot in common. we talked until the plane took off.

Alucard's pov

I paced in my room. angry, beyond the level of fury. I had found out that Seras, the one I was planning to make my no-life queen, was a half breed. I had beat the girl to a bloody pulp for being a half breed. then all of a sudden, I was being pulled into a mind. I looked around to see that I was in the mind of a very young Seras. all I could see was black. "Seras-Chan! can you come and play?!" a young voice called from somewhere. I was suddenly pulled outside of a body, Seras' body. I saw my master not far away. we watched as Seras turned around with a unsure face. "don't worry sweet heart. you can go." a woman's voice said, one I knew all too well. we watched smiled gently at her and ran outside to play with her friends. we watched as they played, laughed and had a lot of fun. they made jokes and pulled pranks on other people. but no sound came from Sears' mouth. not one little sound then 4 older kids came glaring at Seras. "well isn't it the little freak. I bet that her mom and dad didn't want her because she's blind. she's a little monster." one of them, a girl, sneered at her as she hit the poor girl. BLIND?! Seras was BLIND?! DAMN IT POLICE GIRL! Seras didn't even give her a reaction as she got up, the only thing she did was gave her the bird and pulled her friends away. the girl got angry and attacked her with her friends. adults watched as Seras made a fool out of the 4 older kids without touching them. in fact, they all seem to hit each other. the parents of the kids saw the whole thing and went to grab them. "wait that little freak attacked us first! we were just defending ourselves!" they lied and got hit for it. "we saw what you did. you are not to go near that girl or her friends at all! and if We find out that they are hurt you will never see the light of day again!" one of the mothers said as they pulled them away. we stared wide eyed as Seras and her friends stood there laughing. the next memory will make me rethink if I'm sadistic. we floated as the next memory began.

Mina's pov

I smiled as the three in front of me talked. Zenji smiled at me. "you know you're evil. to put a spell on them to make them admit their love to each other. I smiled at him. "yes, but you love me for it." I said and he laughed softly. "yes I do, and I'm a damn fool for it." Zenji said and I laughed softly. I kissed him and he blushed. "I love you." I whispered into his ear and Zenji smiled. "I love you too." he said as he kissed me softly. I watched as Zenji fell asleep. I just continued to watch Seras, Walter and the Priest my daughter is in love with.

Integra's pov

we watched as the next memory in Seras' life start. what we saw it made us want to turn back time and hold the girl. there was Seras on the floor naked being raped and beaten. through it all she didn't make a sound. the police girl didn't even cry! then all of a sudden the heads of Seras' captors were on the floor and a sadistic grin was firmly on the lips of the girl I knew for sure didn't have a single drop of hate in her being. apparently I was wrong. the girl has a lot of hate inside. we watched as she killed the guards and eat the corpses. there was nothing left of them but their ,feet and hands. there wasn't even any bones! Seras made Alucard look like he's perfectly sane! I couldn't take it. I never felt so sick. then we saw a young Seras training and laughing, a deep mechanical sound underlining her laughter, she was playing with her friends without a care in the world. then, seconds later, we saw something terrible. Seras had watched as her parents were killed in the most gruesome way ever. Seras was then brutally raped and beaten. she was badly wounded and was sent to the hospital. we stood there as another memory started. we then noticed that there was a small faint small scar on her neck. she was going home after school with her friends. they were planning to run away. but after Seras got home, she was thrown against the wall by a hand. she got up and shielded her face as she gotten a beating. we saw another woman who wasn't her mother. "you little bitch! where were you?! you've been selling your body haven't you?! my god why did rose even take care of you?! you're the reason she's dead!" she shouted as she beat Seras. Alucard had to hold me back from killing the woman. tears ran down my cheeks for the young girl. there was even a little boy who ran and hugged Seras. he too was beaten along with Seras. I wanted to kill the bitch so badly. we watched as the woman beat boy and girl who looked like twins. they hugged each other until the door busted open. Alucard stood there. he walked in and saw the 2 bloody and bruised children. there was one thing I never saw on Alucard's face. absolute fury when he saw the 2 kids. Both Seras and the boy got up and ran to the back of house. though there was a very noticeable limp as she ran. we watched as Alucard shot the bitch and chased the kids. to be honest the girl was fast, even after being beaten to that extent. the boy was on the girl's back. he chased them through out the village. they ran until Seras' body gave out on her. they were near a rocky hill when she fell and they rolled down the hill at a break neck speed. Seras hit rocks and breaches on the way down. but her thin body was curled around the boy. we heard the unmistakable and sickening sounds of bones breaking. at the bottom the hill stopped and pretty soon the 2 kids flew off with Alucard running after them, his hand stretched out as to grab them, but the went off the edge. we watched as the 2 kids fall to their death down below. "Run, Denji please run, I'll find you, please. go to England. there's a hideout I made. you will be safe there." Seras whispered into his ear before she made a portal and pushed him threw it. the memory ended with when Seras hitting the floor, dead, and the boy screaming his for older his twin sister. the last thing we saw was Seras, crying silent tears as portal. the words floated from her mouth just before she hit the ground. "I love you baby brother." she said before she died. then the memory ended and we were pulled out. I shot up with tears running down my cheeks. Alucard slowly came out of the ceiling and gently landed. "why?! oh god, the girl was basically lived in hell!" I hissed as I got up. I wondered if Seras' friends is still alive. "Alucard I want you to find out where Seras friends are." I said and he nodded at me. I could only wait and hope that they will come home. They knew Seras and I can only hope that they will only listen to us. I sobbed in my bed, crying for the sweet girl we abused.

somewhere in japan

Denji's pov

I sighed as I looked up at the night sky. I wondered where my beautiful big sister was. I hoped she was still alive right now. if she still is, maybe she will take back the title of being leader of our small mitch match family. we can only hope that our guardian angel will come back. "Seras-Chan are you coming back, or are you really dead this time?" I asked nothing but the wind and sighed. I stood up from the spot I was just sitting on. not noticing the man in the red coat that was behind the tree, I took off in the sky.

Alucard's pov

I watched the boy fly off in the distance. my eyes narrowed. how did the boy know Seras? why did he ask that? did Seras die before? DAMN IT! So many questions but so little answers. my eyes glowed in anger as I walked down the worn path. damn you police girl. you manage to allude me even after I claimed you as my bride. just wait. I will find you and when I do, I will make you mine.

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