AN: I have read some of my other chapters and holy grammar and spelling batman ... So I will be cleaning it up soon ...maybe ... So I once agin want to say thank you to you all for your reviews, pm, and follows. I am a FF lurker too shout out ! Okay I am rambling so Stephanie Meyer owns twilight I own nothing but my LulaRoe pants ... Super comfy ...

I hope that you all had a good fathers day :) On with the show ...

Bella POV

As the priest walked out of the room on Sunday it felt so surreal to have my new engagement ring and now my platinum wedding band on my hand my arm is in a cast and my face is healing well I was released on Friday to go home. I had set up the movers to move all of mine and Jaspers things to the house that we have in Hyde Park. My nonno and brothers came to our simple ceremony in the hospital church, that was the important part all of the people that we love were here and we were all alive. We were only missing Garett he had been with me since I started school and he was a friend to me and he had died to protect me and my family. Jasper had held me while I cried I was sad that my friend had died, he did it out of love and loyalty.

Crying as I said I do was something I never thought would happen, I also never thought I would marry for love. But both happened I cried as I said I do and I loved Jasper and I didn't think anyone in history could have loved someone as much as I loved him. Officially I was now Mrs. Jasper Whitlock married to the mob.

The next few weeks flew by Jasper was released from the hospital and we moved into our house together. Our things were sporadic around the house most still in boxes. Waking up in a bed next to Jasper was surreal, he was recovering from a gunshot wound to the back so our honeymoon was on hold until he recovered and so was our sex life. Which for someone who had waited 24 almost 25 years to have sex it shouldn't be such a big deal but laying next to him and knowing he was mine made not having a physical relationship hard for me.

Esme was a great help in getting our house staffed and filled with furniture, and I am not sure I could have got it all done without her. Papa had stayed in the family house in Chicago he was worried about leaving with Jasper laid up. Jasper being laid up was a total pain in my ass, he was mad and grumpy as hell, I figured that soon enough he would be up and around regardless of how anyone felt about it.

The first week in May is when things got interesting. Jasper was up and around not at all 100% but he was up and on a rampage, he was screaming at his guys, the staff, and once me. Lets just say that the screaming attempt at me was pretty explosive.

"Could you stop fucking asking if I am okay? I am not okay I have not been okay in months I got shot and no one has any god damned answers now I am stuck in the house with all of you around me all the time." Jasper screamed at the top of his lungs in my direction. I stopped in my tracks instantly, I was raised to be a strong woman and no one not even my husband would talk to me.

"What and the living fuck is wrong with you Jasper? Would you like to me to go stay with my papa and leave you to your own devices? I can and you can sit here in this house alone and rot. I know that it is hard for you being hurt and not able to do everything you could before but I am not here for you to scream at. And for that matter if you keep treating your men like second hand citizens they will not respect you much longer." I threw the vase I was hold ing in my hand to the floor and walked out the door.

Jasper called for me and I kept walking. I went into the master bathroom and locked myself in I sat with my back to the door. Crying was not something that I liked to do or did often but I was so angry at him that it was crying or leaving and I couldn't leave him.

"Baby please open the door, I didn't mean to scream at you, I am so sorry Darlin being hurt is fucking with my head please open up." I could hear the strain and worry in his voice. I knew that he didn't mean any of it that he was just angry and tired of being laid up.

"Just leave me alone Jasper I just want to be alone for a while." Saying these words hurt me and I knew in my heart they hurt him, but him being hurt was hard on us both.

I sat there until my ass hurt and my feet were numb. When I finally decided to get up and leave the bathroom my body was stiff and my face hurt from crying. I pulled on the door to find my handsome husband sitting against the wall fast asleep. He looked at peace against the wall but I wanted him to come to bed with me.

"Jasper, love I wake up please and come to bed with me." I stroked his face trying to wake him gently. He slowly opened his eyes and looked up at me.

"Isabella, you look like you have been crying Darlin' I hope that I am not the reason for those tears. Let me take you to bed I want to hold you." He looked at me with saddened eyes instantly I felt terrible for being selfish and not opening the door and just being with him. As Jasper stood up I could see him wince in obvious pain. I kissed his cheek wanting to support him in anyway that I could. Climbing into the bed with my husband was surreal tonight, my emotions were all over the map I really just need to hunker down and get it together. I was laying in the arms of a man who loved me and I needed to focus on what needed to be done for us and our family. Tomorrow I would call Esme and find out the next event that Jasper was scheduled to go to and I would go and show the world that the Whitlock name was alive and well.

Jasper POV

Laying in bed holding Bella was my favorite thing in the world, I need to get out there and figure out why in gods name the Denali's would go after either family. The only thing that I could think was the merging of our two families must have been the catalyst I couldn't see another reason for a family whom we had really even had any interaction with in the past. Charlie was on a lead on where and when they could or would hit again.

Bella had been an amazing care taker her and Esme had got the house ready for us to live in. I did not deserve her and I know that, she is beautiful, kind and so very strong. We would need a vacation a getaway but sooner than that I needed to get in the gym and start to get my strength back my wife needed me to be strong and that is what I would be for her.

Come the end of May I was back on my feet on my own. Bella had made a public appearance on my father's arm at a charity gala. She looked beautiful and I was jealous of my father for the first time in my life. I was no closer to understanding what had possessed the hit. My body was mended as long as I was going to wait for it to be I needed to show all of the families mine included that I was alive and well, I needed to show my wife that she had a husband as well. I know that she loves me but I know that she wants children and a life as well and we have been married a couple months and I need to show my wife what her being my wife means to me.

As I get our night set up, I realize that I am nervous for tonight. Getting married was easy but making her happy for the rest of our lives was the hard part of my journey. Physically I knew that I would learn her body and please her but with the gun shot wound I couldn't be sure that I could perform at my best right now, but I had to try I wanted her to know that I was very much here. As I put the final touches on our room and bathroom I realized that it didn't matter if it was perfect it just mattered that we were together at last.

She came into the room in her work out gear and sneakers I assumed she had been for a run her hair pull up away from her face and her skin covered in a light sheen of sweat. She couldn't have looked more beautiful than when she wasn't trying to be. Pulling her ear buds out she looked up at me and smiled.

"Are you waiting for me handsome?" She said with a smirk.

"In fact I was, since you will be wanting a shower how about we take a bath together I have your favorite oils in there now." I told her reaching for her hand a kissing her running my tongue along the seam of her lips, sighing lightly she opened her lips and allowed me access. Wrapping my arms around her and pulling her body flush with mine I pulled my lips from hers and kissed along her jaw then biting her earlobe lightly before standing and looking at her face.

"Let's take this to the bath Darlin'" I say to her panting because I don't want to stop I would like to take her to our bed and bury myself inside her but I want her to be comfortable and I think the bath for our first time is fitting.

We went to the bathroom hand and hand, I sat on the side of our tub and turned on the water. Bella grabbed the lavender bath and poured some in the hot water. I stood and held her hands raising them above her head, grabbing the bottom hem of her shirt lifting it over her head. Inhaling at the creamy skin that came into view, she looked up at me as I threw her shirt on the floor.

"As much as I want this Jasper. Are you sure that you are well enough?" She said so quiet as I pulled my shirt over my head. She reached out at touched the exit wound that was scarring over. I shivered at the feel of her hand on the sensitive skin.

" I can't wait another day to make you mine. I want us to start being us more and that begins with making you fully mine." I lean down while holding her hand to my chest and kiss her again deeply. I let her hand go and run my hands down her sides to the waist band of her running shorts. I pull back from the kiss and look at her silently asking for her permission smiling she puts her hands over mine and pushes her shorts down with the little scrap of material that I assume was supposed to be panties.

Bella kicks her shorts away and reaches down to pull my shorts off as well. Just the sight of her standing in front of me naked made me hard as a rock. I kicked my shorts off and stepped into the hot bubbling water and pulled Bella by the hand in with me. As I sat in the water Bella settled in between my legs her naked back to my front and her round ass against my cock that was hard.

Pulling Bella against me she leans her head back giving me access to her mouth I slide my hands around her and wrap them around her full breasts they fit perfect in my hands her nipples harden and she moans in my mouth. I lick her bottom lip and run my hand up her neck and hold on to her jaw. Running my other hand down her torso when I get to her hips she spreads her legs. She wants this as much as I do she moans as I slide my finger between her lips and find her clit hard, I rub her clit in small circles loving that her hips move in time with my finger. She is moaning into my mouth rubbing her ass on my cock.

Sliding my fingers down and slide one in easily she was ready for me. She arches her back and her pussy clinches my finger, I whisper in her ear "You are so tight and wanton Darlin turn around I cant wait anymore." I get a moan in return and slowly put a second finger in curling them slightly rubbing her g-spot.

"Oh Jasper if you don't stop that I am never going to move." Bella says in a breathy voice. She is moments from cuming and I want her to come before she turns around and slides her delicious pussy onto me. I ramp my fingers up and grab her nipple between my finger read thumb pinching it lightly that's all it took she came throwing her head back, back arched and nails dug into my thighs. I have never seen anyone look so beautiful in my life. I rub her until she calms down and pull my fingers out of her with a sigh at the loss.

"I am going to rock your world ." She is standing above me flushed, nipples hard and sticking out. She sits down on my lap I put my hands in her hair and pull her face towards mine. Kissing her is absolute bliss, feeling her naked body against mine had me already wanting to cum.

"I want you inside me so bad." Bella moans at me and I couldn't agree more.

"Your in charge here Darlin' I am just along for the ride." I say in her face barely pulling my lips from hers. She smiles against my lips and lifting her hips. As the tip of my cock runs along her clit we both shutter. She slowly lowers herself down little by little and it is sweet torture. I felt her hymn with fingers but it feels a lot different no the head of my cock. I pull her face to mine kissing her hard knowing that this part would hurt her and I never wanted to hurt her. I pulled back and whispered "I love you Isabella Whitlock." She whimpered and pushed herself the rest of the way down breaking her innocence I moaned. "You are all mine now beautiful, forever."