Author's note at the bottom.

Bella POV

Tokyo was a magnificent city it truly was new meets old, you could find some of oldest temples in the world next to some of the biggest companies in the worlds skyscrapers. I grew up in a city with amazing public transpiration but I have to say Japan has cornered the market on efficient public transportation. Jasper and I have been in Japan for a week and I am in love. We had done a few touristy things but mostly we had eaten a lot of food and not just any food stunning food that could be found in alley's, grocery stores, convenience stores, and everywhere really. Jet lag had been a real pain in the ass considering it was a completely different day and 15 hours ahead of Chicago time.

The overhead voice on the train makes me look up at the screen by the door of the train car I reach over and shake Alec who has become like the locals and passed out on the train. "Get your ass up this is our station." Alec sits up and looks both ways as if he is crossing the street and we both get up as the train comes to a complete stop and the doors open. Exiting the train is a 180 form New York the stations are just as crowded but instead of running into you the people try to avoid you and when that is not possible they apologize. Walking from the station I walk toward the hotel that we have been holed up in like it is second nature now.

"Jasper?" I ask into a seemingly empty hotel suite and leaving my shoes at the door I pad through the room throwing the heavy drapes open to see the famed Tokyo tower in all of her magnificence.

"Thank god we are on the 35th floor of this hotel or I would be in jail" I turn to see Jasper chest bared dripping wet and only a towel swung low on his hips, smiling at him I lick my lips.

"Then I guess it is a good thing we are so far up or they would really get a show." I say as I pull my top over my head. Jasper quirks his eyebrow at me and drops his towel as I push my shorts over my hips and to the floor. He is gazing at me with fire slowly moving up my body with his eyes making my nipples pebble. I reach up and unhook my bra as his eyes cross my torso. I love when he looks at me like this it sets me on fire. Jasper takes a step toward me and I quirk an eyebrow and back up toward the bed and sit down opening my legs lowly. Jasper takes deliberate steps toward me as I go to scoot back on the bed. He catches my knees and pulls me back down to the edge of the bed and kneels between my legs a smirk on his lips and kisses up from my knee to the apex of my thighs licking the outside lips of my pussy making me moan in response. I try to thread my fingers through his hair and he grabs my hands and pins them to the bed.

"No touching yet ." Jasper says in his bedroom voice going back to licking me until I can't think about anting except the amazing orgasm I know is about to rip through my body. After pushing me over the edge of bliss Jasper kisses up my body licking around my nipples before grabbing my face and locking our lips and sliding his tongue into my mouth tasting my self on his tongue was something incredibly erotic. Jasper lips my leg over his hip and slides his cock deep inside me, I moan and my eyes slide closed.

"Open your eyes baby I want you to look at me." Jasper rasps out as he bottoms out inside me. I open my eyes slowly and kiss him as he pulls out slowly and rocks back in and groans. We kiss for a moment before I pull my face back and moan loudly as Jasper picks up the pace slamming into me harder as I get closer to a more powerful orgasm that the first. My orgasm coils tight inside and I drag my nails down Jasper back as he grabs my hips and pushes his cock to the hilt and moans loudly as he cums and my orgasm squeezes him tightly.

"God baby I love the way that you feel when you cum around my cock." Jasper says pulls out and lays next to be burring his face in my neck. I nod and run my fingers through his hair and sigh as the contentment of being in this bed with him covers me. I open my eyes and realize that we fell asleep which is fine with me. Running my hands through Jasper's hair while he is asleep, he always looks so young and peaceful. He is a good man and I know that this life is violent and bloody at times but he is so soft and easy with me he will be as good of a father as he is a husband.

" I always know when you when you are staring at me when I'm sleeping." Jasper says sleepily his breath ghosting across my neck giving me chill bumps all over my body.

"Well, husband if you weren't so damned attractive I would not be starring." I tell him as he leans up kisses me and rolls out of bed.

"This is my least favorite activity of the day " I groan watching my husband walk into the bathroom. Rolling over to look at the clock and realize that we have been asleep for hours and it is time now for me to get ready because Jasper has a business dinner in a couple of hours. After a very exciting shower and getting dressed rather begrudgingly in my case. We are in the car on the way to a very upscale yakitori restaurant in Ginza, Jaspers hand resting on my leg and I am watching out the window. Watching the lights and people outside of the window I am momentarily entranced by the life of this city it is so much different then any other city that I have ever been to. Jasper squeezes my knee and I turn and smile at him.

"I love you so much Bella you look so happy right now. I hope that I can always make you this happy." Jasper says and kisses me softly running the back of his hand from my cheek down the side of my neck. I smile at him and peck him softly and feel the tear hit my cheek not realizing that I was crying. Jasper sweeps my cheek with his thumb. " I wasn't meaning to make you cry baby I just wanted you to know I feel in this moment."

"I didn't mean to cry either Jasper I am just so overwhelmed right now and I love you so much which was more than I ever expected in life." I tell him as the car comes to a stop at the curb and the door opens. Jasper steps out of the car and holds his hand out to me. The inside of the restaurant is warm and welcoming as we got to our table the men who had been sitting stood and bowed speaking in Japanese to Jasper and shaking hands. Dinner went by quickly and I was lost most of the time Jasper spoke damn good Japanese. The food was delicious and on sticks which come to find out is what Yakitori is. After dinner the business men take us to local bar that was small and had dollar bills tacked on the wall with all kinds of writing on them.

"What would you like to drink darlin?" Jasper asks very close to my ear. Chill bumps break out across my body from Jaspers breath running across my neck and chest. He chuckles and rubs his hands down my arms.

"I am good for now." I tell Jasper smiling at him as he quirks his eyebrow at me.

Jasper POV

Business in Tokyo was going well I finalized the deal this morning for a multi million dollar merger for a Japan subsidiary. I have been to Japan many times in my adult life but seeing it with Bella had changed this trip for me. We are heading home tomorrow and I am almost sad for that because this trip has really been nice just her and I. Laying in this bed naked with Bella draped over me her full breasts against my chest and her beautiful hair fanned out on the pillow being her. I reach for her face and stoke her cheek with my fingertips knowing that things are going to get loud and busy again and life will be crazy once more. I will have my wife in my arms every night that I can and cherish these quiet moments with her.

"Boss everything is prepared for take off." Alec tells me the next day as Bella and I take our seats on the jet. I nod at him and he takes his seat as well I reach over to Bella and take her hand as she smiles at me. We were late to the plane this morning because I woke up naked in bed with Bella's lips wrapped around my cock and so two rounds of hard fucking later we were throwing things in bags and my wife left the hotel in little running shorts and a workout top and if she doesn't stop looking at me the way she is right now we may have to tell a child that they were conceived somewhere over the Pacific.

13 hours and a nap later we land in a very cold Chicago. Home.

*** 2 weeks later ***

Sitting at the dining room table with that paper my heart is beating out of my chest as I look down at the front page that shows Jessica Stanley's photo and the large print of FOUND DEAD IN ITALY. Any minute now Bella is going to come down those stairs and I am going to have to face the repercussion of my actions. I hear movement upstairs and set the paper to the side getting up to brew Bella a cup of her favorite coffee. She comes walking into the kitchen as I turn with her full cup of coffee.

"Oh is this for me?" She sounds surprised that I made her cup of coffee. Bella folds her legs under her in one of the chairs at the table and I take the seat next to her.

"Babe I have something I have to tell you this before someone else does and before I do, I just want you to know that I love you." I say all in one long breath. "When we were in Italy I had a task that I had to perform for the families." Bella nods in acknowledgement. "Well, part of my task was to take out Santiago because he was a loose end and a danger to the families. The second part of it was this." I reach out and turn over the paper. " I am sorry that I didn't tell you baby I just never found the right time." I look up at Bella as she reads over the paper shock crosses her face and she looks up at me with tears in her eyes. She says nothing not a word she grabs her cup of coffee and leaves the room. Yelling and crying I expected silence I did not. Two days not a word, not a glance at me or even a response to a thing I have said or done. She gets in bed with me every night but when I wake up she is another room curled up in a chair or on the floor. I am not sure what to do honestly I know that she is angry and hurt but she wont talk so I am going to have to do something.

"Isabella you have to say something just fucking talk to me." I yell the morning of day three while we are sitting at the table having coffee I slam my cup down hard enough to slosh hot coffee everywhere. " I know that your pissed so scream, yell, break shit but don't shut me out." My voice is louder than I actually intend it to be and it gets a reaction but not the one that I expect.

"I have nothing to say Jasper you lied to me for weeks and the only reason that you tell me is because they identified the body. I don't know why you wouldn't just tell me did you think that I can't handle it that I am frail? Because I am not and right now I can't deal with even looking at you because what will you lie about next. You told me that you killed Jessica and lied about it on the wrong day Jasper you picked the wrong fucking day." Bella screams in my face throws her coffee cup at the wall and walks into the next room.

" I am sorry love I am, I know that I should have told you when it happened but with everything that we have been through in our short marriage I didn't want to tack something else onto an otherwise happy occasion." I say reaching for her hoping that she will start to talk not that she has blown up. She steps back and looks at me with tears flowing down her cheeks.

"You have a knack for fucking up special occasions Jasper Whitlock. Because I took a pregnancy test that morning and I was coming downstairs to tell you that we are having a baby and now I don't even want to sleep in the same bed as you." Bella says grabbing her purse and walking out the door. I sit down on the floor trying to catch the breath that Bella has just taken away. She is pregnant, we are having a child, and she can't even stand to look at me. I really did fuck this one up.

AN: Thank you all once again for reading. I will be continuing this story 1 more chapter in Bella's POV only and then maybe a sequel if I can dedicate more time to it. I love this story and this chapter was really easy for me to write I loved it. I hope you all enjoy this chapter and thank you for all of the reviews, follows, favorites as always.