A/N: New oneshot! Another songfic...I couldn't resist. I honestly don't even know how I came up with the idea to write this, but I like it :) btw, it's pre-Vampire Academy :P It's about Mia!
Oh and sorry I haven't posted anything in a while. I've been really occupied with drawing and reading, plus my dad took my stuff again. I just got it back :P
Happy reading, everyone!
~Sarah~
Jar of Hearts
~Mia POV~
No I won't take one more step towards you,
'Cause all that's waiting is regret.
I loved him. Loved him. And he used me.
I was nothing to him. Just a nobody freshman Moroi who wanted desperately to fit in with the royals.
I regret ever falling for André Dragomir. There would have been a lot less heartache in my life if I hadn't.
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore,
You lost the love I loved the most.
I learned to live half alive,
And now you want me one more time.
If he thinks that he can just walk back into my life, he's got another thing coming. I won't ever follow him around like a lost puppy again.
I loved him so much. I'd thought he was the one I'd spend forever with. But, boy, was I ever wrong.
He used me for sex, toyed with my heart, and utterly destroyed me.
So who do you think you are?
Running 'round leaving scars.
Collecting your jar of hearts,
Tearing love apart.
He made my life hell. Sure, at the beginning, he'd been the perfect gentleman. A charmer. Everyone who knew him wanted nothing more than to please him. He and his sister ruled the school.
When he started talking to me, all I could think about was the fact that André Dragomir was actually talking to me. Me, Mia Rinaldi, the short, non-royal freshman. Nothing special. I couldn't believe that he, the extremely hot royal senior, would actually take his time to talk to me.
Before I'd met him, I'd been in a perfectly nice relationship with a non-royal in my class. He was everything I'd ever wanted and more. But André came, and I'd been so blinded by my want to fit in that I scorned anyone who didn't have a title.
Now, my old boyfriend won't even talk to me.
The funny thing is, I don't blame him. I was unnecessarily rude to him, and he didn't deserve to get his heart broken.
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul.
Don't come back for me,
Who do you think you are?
I don't think that André even feels bad about what he did. He was so completely heartless. I mean, what did I ever do to him? All I'd wanted was to fit in.
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found.
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms.
If he ever tries to come near me again, I don't know what I'll do.
What I do know is what I won't do.
I'll never, ever take him back. Some things just can't be undone, and what he did to me is one of those things.
It'll hurt, getting over him. But I need to. It's the only thing I can do.
I learned to live half alive,
And now you want me one more time.
Who do you think you are?
Running 'round leaving scars.
Collecting your jar of hearts,
Tearing love apart.
You're gonna catch a cold,
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me,
Who do you think you are?
And it took so long just to feel alright.
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes.
It's so hard to get over him. Even though I know now that he was a fake, I can't help but remember all of the good times we had. At times, he was so sweet. It's hard to forget something that was such a big part of your life.
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
Every promise that he ever made to me meant nothing. They were just words, nothing more. But I'd believed him. I'd hung on every word he said. I thought he could do no wrong.
And now you're back,
You don't get to get me back.
Who do you think you are?
Running 'round leaving scars.
Collecting your jar of hearts,
Tearing love apart.
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul.
So don't come back for me,
Don't come back at all.
I hope I never have to see André Dragomir again. It's a good thing he's graduating this year, because after that, I'll never have to say one more word to him ever again. He'll be out of my life forever.
Who do you think you are?
Running 'round leaving scars.
Collecting your jar of hearts,
Tearing love apart.
You're gonna catch a cold,
From the ice inside your soul.
Don't come back for me,
Don't come back at all.
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Did you peeps like it? I randomly wrote it the other day, and I'm just getting around to posting it. So, tell me what you all thought :) Imma go now, because my comma key keeps sticking and it's really starting to bug me :l
~I Heart Herondale Boys~