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Chapter 22:
I want to die
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"What do you mean you are not Nividia? We all are looking at-"
"Gimli!" Gandalf said, interrupting Gimli. "You are not Nividia, you are the person that belongs to this body right?" He asked and they all looked at the white wizard.
"Yes that is true. I am Amber. Morgoth went through Realms to find me, because no other creature here was strong enough to survive what he needed. He made Nividia, her demonic side by torture and then sacrifice me," Nividia, the one now Amber told them.
"What?" Gimli asked.
"That magic is forbidden," Legolas said. "It is very dark magic, just as bringing back Morgoth and Ancalagon." Amber nodded, as he was right. "But you died, how can it be that you are here now? I doubt that Sauron did anything to this."
"Yes, you´ve right, Sauron did not do this. Lady Galadriel told me that my God and your God did this…" She did not want to say the rest; she did not like it at all. "Because, what Lady Galadriel said, I am the only one who can kill Nividia," she said while thinking of what Lady Galadriel said. She did not want to say anything wrong.
"She must die?" Aragorn asked.
"She is strong now, is she not?" Gandalf asked and approached her. She nodded to what he said.
"Is it no other way?" Legolas asked. Amber looked down on the ground, knowing no one wanted her, but Nividia. "There must be something." They all began talking without her.
"All right, all right," Amber said, interrupting their conversation. "Nividia is evil, she has always been and always will be. NOTHING going to change that!" They all looked almost surprised at her. "There has always been evil in her and now that she died, thanks to Morgoth who did put a spell on the attack when his Fell Beast killed her, she cannot turn back to good. She will never find the light again!" She took a deep breath to calm herself. "When Sauron dies and if Nividia dies to, the evil in this world will die! So do not think about thinking Nividia can return. Because she will NOT!" She looked at them and then walked out of the room.
"Or is it because if she returns, you may die?" Amber heard someone say behind her. She turned and saw it was Legolas. She sighed and only continued to walk and then she ended up on the highest platform in Minas Tirith. There she saw the White Tree of Gondor. She knew Legolas was right behind her, she could hear his light footsteps even he was an Elf and so was she.
"Listen," she said and turned to him. "I know you loved her as a friend and want her back, but you can´t get her back. I´ve talked to your God Eru and that is how things will be because of who she is now. But I want you to know I am not getting out of this freely either." Legolas furrowed his eyebrows, not knowing what she meant. "I am the one who can kill her, because I am her and when she dies so will I. So don't worry, you will get rid of me."
"No wait, I did not mean it that way. I don´t want you to die, it is-" Amber interrupt him by raising her arm.
"I know and trust me I want to die. I do not belong in this world."