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Chapter 11
It's been a few days now since they decided to renew their wedding vows and they've never been happier. Today was the day everything was set Randy was at the spot on the beach that meant so much to them waiting for Lita and everyone else to show up. He got there early to make sure everything was perfect. They needed this, this would be the day when everything turned right for them again.
Lita was getting ready when Trish and Jeff walked in "Are you sure about going through with this red" Jeff asked he didn't want her to hurt anymore.
"Yes I know what he did was wrong and he knows that to but I know he loves me and he's going to spend the rest of his life making up to me the hurt he caused I know I still don't fully trust him but that's going to take time. But today when we get up there and show everyone how much we love each other and how much we want to be together it will just be the start we need to make this right again. I can't be without him anymore I need him like I need air" Lita said.
"Ok red as long as your sure" Jeff said hoping this day went as well as she hoped he didn't want to see her hurting anymore.
"I'm sure Jeff and thank you both of you for being there for me throughout all of this" Lita said as she hugged her best friends.
While Randy was getting ready his phone rang his phone had been going off all day so he decided to finally answer it. "Hi what's up" Randy asked.
"Randy it's Stacie I know this is a big day for you but no one can get hold of her and while we were out last night Ryan came over they got into a bit of an argument and then they left" John said.
"John I can't not now I'm getting married in an hour" Randy said.
"I know but I don't know what else to do I'm worried man" John sighed he knew something was wrong he just knew it. Stacie and Torrie were best friends they didn't go a day without speaking to each other.
"Ok I'm on my way but we have to be quick I can't miss this Lita will never forgive me if I do" Randy said as he hung up.
He had to call Lita and tell her what was happening but he couldn't get hold of anyone all their phones were off. The only thing he could think to do was write a note explaining what was happening he just hoped she understood he wouldn't be able to forgive himself if something bad happened to Stacie because of him.
When Lita arrived Randy wasn't there she was a bit worried Jeff could see the smile drop from her face. "Red are you sure you still want to go through with this" Jeff asked.
"Yes I have to give us this chance he's probably just gone to get something, he loves me Jeff I know he does, you should have seen him earlier nothing would keep him from marrying me again" Lita smiled.
"Mommy where's daddy" Alana asked.
"He's coming baby he's just running a bit late" Lita said as she sat with Alana and RJ she knew how excited they were about today.
When Randy and John got to Stacie's there was no one there so he tried ringing her phone but got no answer. He didn't really know what to do he knew he had to go soon or he was going to be really late. Finally after about ten minutes of waiting Stacie and Ryan came round the corner and they looked happy.
"John, Randy what are you doing here aren't you supposed to be getting married right now" Stacie asked shocked to see them both standing there.
"Yeah I am but John here was worried because he couldn't get hold of you and I see now you're ok" Randy said wishing now he'd never came.
"Yeah sorry John I lost my phone last night and Ryan and I made up I was going to come and see you and Torrie later" Stacie said.
"Sorry Randy, I really did think something had happened" John sighed knowing know he was an idiot and may have wrecked his best friends life.
"It's ok we have to go through or Li's gonna kill us" Randy said as he started to walk away.
"Randy I hope you and Lita are really happy together you both deserve it" Stacie said.
"Yeah you too" Randy said as he got in his car.
After waiting for over an hour she knew he wasn't coming she couldn't believe he'd hurt her like this again her mom took the kids with her so they wouldn't have to see them arguing yet again.
Trish and Jeff sat with her while everyone else went home no one really knew what to say to her they'd never seen her so broken.
When Randy got there he knew what had happened he hated seeing his wife in so much pain because of him. "Lita" Randy whispered as he walked over towards her.
Trish and Jeff decided it would be best to leave them to talk even thought Trish wanted to kick his arse for hurting her again.
"I'm so sorry, I was here everything was ready and John phoned me he needed my help to find Stacie everyone was worried. I tried calling you but your phone was off so I left you a note, did you get my note" Randy asked.
"No I didn't" Lita cried.
"I really thought I'd be back in time but then we couldn't find her and then when we did she was fine, so I rushed straight back here. Where is everyone" Randy asked.
"It's over Randy I can't do this anymore" Lita cried.
"Please don't do this not right now" Randy cried he knew what was coming.
"You had a choice you could stay here with me or you could go after Stacie, you went after her" Lita cried.
"I was under the impression she was hurt, what else could I do" Randy asked.
"I'm sure you were, but you always go running to her" Lita cried.
"That's not true I thought it was some dire emergency, it seemed like a big deal" Randy said.
"It's a big deal to leave the wife you claim to love more than anything standing at the altar waiting for him and trying to explain to people why you were late" Lita cried.
"I was sent on a wild goose chase do you not understand that" Randy asked.
"You could have come and told me what was going on and that you needed to do this but you never include me when it comes to her. And today I realized it will always be like this, you will always want to be there for her because she was your first love and I can't do it I just can't do it anymore it's not fair to me or my kids" Lita cried.
"Li please I can't live without you I asked you to marry me again because I want to prove to you, you're it for me. These last few days have been the happiest in my life because you let me back in. You did that after all the hurt I've caused you but you have to believe me I never wanted to hurt you again I'd rather die than cause you pain" Randy cried.
"How do you expect me to believe you when you can't even keep promises you made a couple of days ago" Lita cried.
"I'm sorry I love you please don't give up on me on us we can make this work I know we can" Randy cried.
"I love you, I love you with all my heart but I don't trust you and you don't trust yourself with Stacie and you can't let go" Lita cried.
"I can't let go of you and I won't" Randy cried as she started to walk away."Li please don't go" he sighed as he pulled her towards him she slapped him so hard it echoed.
"Don't just don't" Lita cried as she pulled away from him.
"Please don't just walk away, fight for me, fight for us our family" Randy cried.
"We can't fix this, it's not about love we both know the love is there, it's about you and your feelings for Stacie" Lita cried.
"So you just want to give up on our marriage, our family. For Stacie, I can't do that and I won't I don't want Stacie I want you" Randy cried.
"I know you want me Randy, but you want her too and I won't play second best I just can't. I don't want to wonder in ten years time whether we made the right decision. I don't want you to resent me and our family for keeping you from her. I love you I will always love you I've had the best years of my life with you, but I can't share you" Lita said as she walked away she couldn't stay anymore.
After leaving Randy Lita knew what she had to do she couldn't stay anymore so she went home to pack some things she was going to stay with her mom until she figured out what she was going to do.
When Randy got home he knew Lita was gone he could tell and he'd never felt so broken. He went to their room and that's when he noticed her ring on their bedside table with a note.
"I thought about what I was going to write for so long and this song kept coming to mind".
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last eight years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
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