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Chapter 13
Lita didn't really know what she was going to do with the kids being in ST Louie for the next few days. She thought about going to Toni's wedding but with Randy being there she knew it'd be too hard and she didn't want to ruin the wedding with their problems.
Trish was coming over to help Lita redecorate the house while the kids are away like a whole fresh new start. The house didn't really feel like a home anymore without Randy so if she changes a few things it might help her move on. She thought signing the divorce papers would give her some closure but it just made her feel more alone. Now it was really over and there is no going back, and that's the part that breaks her the most.
"Hey red where do you want us" Jeff asked there was no way he could let Trish help in her condition.
"Oh hey Jeff where's Trish" Lita asked not expecting him there.
"I'm right here I told Jeff it was going to be just us girls but he insisted I tried to tell him I'm pregnant not elderly" Trish smiled as she hugged her best friend.
"I know that Trish but I can't risk you falling or inhaling fumes from the paint. I am here to do all the jobs you need doing while you two can go out the back and relax" Jeff smiled as he walked towards his wife she was too stubborn sometimes and it drove him mad but he wouldn't have it any other way.
"Trish you're so lucky to have a guy like Jeff and you are too sweet Nero" Lita smiled as she kissed him on the cheek.
"Ok Jeff we can do that but we'll be checking in every so often to check on you we love your painting but that doesn't mean we want a house painted everywhere with them" Trish laughed at the face he was giving her.
"I'm hurt" Jeff sighed clutching his chest.
"You'll get over it" Trish smiled.
"Thanks Jeff and please no multicolored rooms either I don't want any rooms to match your hair" Lita laughed.
"Ok, ok I got it no weird stuff no shoo go do whatever it is you girls like to do, I'm just heading to the DIY store I'll be back soon" Jeff said as he grabbed his keys.
"Trish you really are lucky to have someone who loves you so much, so how did he take the news" Lita asked as the lounged by the pool.
"I've never seen him so happy he won't let me do anything it like I'm a china doll he's scared I'm going to break I really don't think I could handle being smothered for the next nine months" Trish sighed she loved her husband more than anything in the world but sometimes he's just too much.
"You need to talk to him Trish and at least he's there for you Randy was away most of my pregnancies with being on the road all the time, at least Jeff is there for you no matter what" Lita sighed she didn't mean for what Trish said to effect her but she just wished she had someone she could count on all the time.
"Li I'm so sorry I wasn't thinking and trust me I know these things one day you and Randy are going to work things out an if you don't you will find someone it's just going to take time" Trish sighed as she hugged her best friend.
"I can't stop thinking about him Trish I thought if I signed the divorce papers it would make me feel better but it doesn't I miss him so much Trish I don't know how I'm going to get through this" Lita cried.
"It's ok everything is going to be ok, we're here for you Li and we going to get through this" Trish cried as she held her.
Randy had been at his parents a few days now and he's managed to stay out of his father's way he didn't need one of his lectures right now he knew he'd screwed up the best thing that ever happened to him.
"Randy get up the kids will be here shortly and we have to get you fitted for the wedding it's in a couple of days your dad and brother Ryan are going to meet you at the shop so you can spend the morning with Alana and RJ" Brenda told her son as she woke him up she had to get him out of this slump all this drinking and staying all day in bed wasn't healthy.
"Ok I'll be down in a minute" Randy grumbled he had the hangover from hell but he knew he had to get up he couldn't let his kids see him like this.
"Grandma" Alana yelled as she saw her walking down the stairs.
"Hi my babies" Brenda smiled as she hugged them.
"Hi mom I take it Randy's still in bed" Toni asked as she placed there down.
"Yeah come kids lets go make breakfast for your dad" Brenda said as they walked through to the kitchen.
After showering Randy got ready to go and meet his dad he really didn't feel like going but he knew he had no choice his mom would never take no as an answer.
"Daddy" Alana smiled as her dad came through the kitchen.
"Hey princess" Randy smiled as he took a seat next to his kids.
"Daddy we made you breakfast" RJ smiled.
"Thanks little man it's the best breakfast ever" Randy smiled he knew he had to pick himself up because he couldn't let his kids see him so depressed.
"Randy, dad and Ryan are at the suite shop I told them you're on your way" Brenda said.
"Ok thanks mom kids I'll be back soon be good for grandma" Randy said as he got up he thought he'd have a bit of time to spend with them but his dad had a way of ruining everything.
"Randy so nice of you to finally join us" Bob smirked.
"Cut the crap dad I'm only here for Toni" Randy said as walked passed him.
"What I didn't say anything damn your wife leaving you has left you all sensitive" Bob laughed.
"Just shut up" Randy said trying to keep calm he didn't know why things were like this with his dad he always thought it had something to do with his dishonorable discharge from the Marines but that life wasn't for him.
"Ok I'll just talk to Ryan my one son who isn't a quitter" Bob smiled.
"Dad stop" Ryan said he really hated being put in the middle like this all the time.
"No Ryan its cool, let dad say what he has to say. Because really does he think I don't know I screwed up, I lost the only person in the world who loved me for me she didn't care if I was a screw up she saw past all my insecurities and she loved me no matter what and I broke her. So please dad continue tell me again what a complete screw up I am" Randy yelled.
"Randy I" Bob started to say.
"No don't, you don't get it do you, I know you love to see me broken it's like you get a sick frill from it. I've lost everything you should be happy no I really am on my own so don't just don't, you know what I don't need this shit I'm out of here" Randy yelled as he walked out he knew he was taking the cowards way out but he couldn't be in his presence a second later.
Bob finally saw he'd crossed the line he didn't mean for Randy to feel like that he thought about going after him but he knew his son needed time to calm down.
Randy thought about going back to his parents but he couldn't let his kids see him like this so he decided to go and have a few drinks and book a hotel room for the night he was to upset right now and the last thing he wanted was another lecture from his mom. He couldn't sleep so he decided to take a walk by the docks to help him clear his head.
"Bob what did you do to Randy and don't tell me nothing he was supposed to be back hours ago" Brenda asked she knew something must have happened he wouldn't just leave his kids like this.
"What I didn't think he'd be so sensitive I just asked a few questions and he lost it and walked off" Bob shrugged his soldiers.
"Well you better get looking for him because if my boy isn't home in the next couple of hours you're going to be spending the next few nights on the couch you love so much" Brenda said as she walked away she really hoped this week Bob and Randy could work through their problems she couldn't have been more wrong.
"Ok, ok I'm going" Bob said as he walked out the door.
After walking around town for a few hours Bob finally found Randy sitting by the water where he used to take him fishing when he was a kid. "Randy do you mind if I sit here" Bob asked as he walked towards him.
"If you want" Randy said as he clutched the full bottle of Jack Daniels he couldn't bring himself to drink it he knew he couldn't keep going on like this.
"Randy I'm sorry about earlier I never meant to make you upset" Bob said as he sat next to him.
"Yeah you did dad but I don't get it why do you hate me so much" Randy asked.
"I don't hate you Randy you're my son I love you I just want what's best for you. I know I don't really show it but I really do care about you and I really am concerned so what happened between you and Lita" Bob asked he knew there had to be a reason for the splitting up.
"I made a mistake, see Stacie came back to the wwe and we were back working together and I started to feel something for her again and instead of being honest to myself and Lita I ended up doing the one thing I said I'd never do. I cheated on my wife and now she hates me and I don't blame her I broke her so bad dad and I don't know what to do anymore" Randy cried.
"Ok, Randy I'm not going to be like all the others and tell you what an idiot you were for doing that. I can see you didn't mean for all this to happen so you need to try and find a way to make Lita see what a big mistake you made by doing what you did" Bob said hoping to help him.
"I've tried dad but it's no use she'll never take me back" Randy cried this is probably the most he's spoke to his dad since before he left the marines but he was here and he needed to speak to someone.
"Don't give up so she loves you, it's going to take time. You probably don't remember this because it was when you were all kids but I cheated on your mom and even though it was hell when she took you and Ryan with her I knew that one day she'd be my wife again and we'd be a family and I was right. I had to show your mom how much she meant to me every day and eventually she took me back. You just have to prove to Lita your going to wait for her no matter what and one day she'll come round" Bob said hoping he was right he hated seeing his son so broken.
"I hope your right dad" Randy sighed.
"Come on let's get you home before your mom kills us both" Bob said as he got up.
"Ok and dad thanks who knew it was take my wife leaving me for us to talk" Randy sighed.
"Randy I'm sorry about that and from now on things are going to be different" Bob said as he hugged his son for the first time in years.
Jeff had finally finished it was now time to show the girls what he'd done he really hoped Lita liked it she needed some happiness right now.
"Trish, Red come with me, I'm done" Jeff said as he came out to the garden where they'd been kept all day.
"Jeff I love it thank you" Lita smiled as she hugged him it was like a whole new house.
"You're welcome, I did the kids room too RJ told me he wanted superhero's on his wall so I did that" Jeff smiled.
"Thanks Jeff I don't know how I can repay you" Lita smiled.
"Ah it's nothing I love to see you smiling again you're going to be ok Li, Trish and I are here for you if you need us" Jeff said as he hugged his best friend.
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