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Chapter 15
After Randy left he went to the only person in the world who he knew wouldn't judge him and just be there for him and that was his Nan, she was always there for him his whole life and he missed her while he was living in Cameron North Carolina.
"Hi Nan" Randy said as his Nan opened the door.
"My dear sweet boy, come here" Nan said as she hugged her grandson she'd never seen him this upset and it broke her heart.
"Nan I don't know what to do anymore" Randy cried as he sat down.
"Your mom told me you and Lita were going through some things. Don't worry Randy you're going to get through this" Nan said as she sat with her grandson.
"Nan, Lita wants a divorce, I can't lose her I just can't" Randy cried he didn't think he'd ever be going through this.
"Randy your mom didn't really tell me what happened I think she thinks I'm too old to worry, but you are my first born grandchild and I worry about you. What happened between you and Lita" Nan asked.
"I cheated on her with Stacie, it only happened one time but now Lita can't trust me, and I can't really blame her I wouldn't be able to forgive cheating either" Randy said it felt nice to talk to someone who wouldn't judge him he already hated himself for the pain he's caused his family.
"Randy baby did you try and make Lita see how sorry you were for what you did" Nan asked.
"I've been trying every day since but nothing I seem to do works. I'm broken without her Nan and I can't live without her. I just wish I never started anything with Stacie how could I have been so stupid" Randy cried.
"Why did you have an affair Randy, if you can answer that maybe you'll be able to win your wife back? When your mom was living here with me when you were little it's because your dad had an affair and your dad tried for so long to win your mom back and eventually your mom forgave him" Nan said hoping she could get through to him she hated seeing him go through this.
"I really don't know how things started with Stacie, we was working together again and it was just like old times and the more time we spent together I started to feel something for her again and instead of being honest to myself and Lita I lied and hid things from my wife" Randy sighed as he told his Nan everything he was feeling.
"So you had feeling for Stacie again do you still have feelings for Stacie is that the problem with you and Lita" Nan asked she knew Stacie quite well when Randy was going out with her all those years ago and she liked Stacie. But Lita was her daughter in law and mother to her great grandchildren and to her she was family.
"Yeah maybe, I think Lita thinks I'm going to regret being with her and the kids because I could have a simpler life with Stacie" Randy said.
"Do you want to be with Stacie" Nan asked it was time for Randy to be honest.
"No Nan I don't yes I had some resurfacing feelings for Stacie but I love my wife and I just realized that too late if only I'd been honest to Lita from the start we wouldn't be going through this. I just don't know how I'm going to show her she's the one for me. I broke her too many times" Randy cried this was the hardest thing he's ever had to go through.
"Randy that girl loves you more than anything, she will take you back but you need to make her see she's the only one in the world you want to be with. It's time for you to go and speak to your wife before it's too late go and wait by the lake I'm going to ring Lita and ask her to meet you" Nan said as she picked up the phone.
"Nan what if she won't come" Randy asked he wanted to believe she would but he'd broken her pretty bad and he didn't think she'd want to see him not after what he did.
"Don't worry she'll come now go" Nan said as she hugged her grandson, she just hoped this worked.
After sitting there thinking about what she was going to do with Randy for the last hour Lita still didn't know what to do she wanted to be with him more than anything in the world but she still didn't know whether she could trust him. She wanted to believe when he said he loved her and would never do anything to hurt her again. But she just couldn't get over what happened at what was supposed to be there wedding renewal service. She couldn't get over the fact he'd chosen Stacie yet again over her and their family.
"Hello" Lita said as she answered her phone wondering who it could be it was quite late at night.
"Lita dear it's May and I heard you're in town and I was wondering if you would meet me by the lake and we could catch up" May asked hoping this would work.
"Ok I'll be there in about five minutes" Lita said she loved Randy's Nan she was such a nice person and she loved sitting but the river having there chats she spent most of her pregnancy with Alana with May and they became really close.
When Lita arrived at the lake she couldn't believe who was there now she knew she'd been set up by May she should have expected this she knew Randy's Nan wanted them to be back together again.
"Hi Li" Randy broke out as Lita made her way over to him she still took his breath away and he couldn't believe she was really here as much as he believed his Nan when she said she was coming he still never expected her too.
"Hi Randy why do I feel like I've been setup" Lita asked as she approached him she thought about turning round but she couldn't she knew how broken he was and maybe with them talking this divorce will go more smoothly.
"Is there a reason I'm out here" Lita asked Randy has just spent the last couple of minutes just staring at her it was starting to make her feel nervous.
"Li we need to talk" Randy said as he broke out of thought it felt like such a long time since he last saw her and he wanted to take everything in again.
"I know we do Randy but why now late at night we could have spoken in the morning" Lita said she knew she'd have to talk to him eventually she couldn't keep running away from him.
"I know I'm sorry it's just every time I try and talk to me you won't let me in, I'm dying here Li, I need you in my life" Randy cried as he moved closer to her.
"I know this is hard on you Randy it's hard on me too that's why I think we should get a divorce, we need to try and move on from this. I need to move on from this I can't keep feeling like this I need to heal my heart and I can't do that while I'm still your wife" Lita cried it broke her heart knowing what they were going through but she'll never be able to move on if she doesn't do this.
"Li please I love you, I love you more than anything in the world, I can't live without you and the kids please take me back, I promise you we'll be together forever. I know what I did was wrong and I'm going to spend the rest of my life making that up to you. But please don't give up on me, I'm dying here without you" Randy cried it broke his heart all the pain she was going through because of him but he couldn't let her go she's his life and he can't be without her.
"Randy please stop I can't hear anymore. I, I know you love me but you love Stacie too and I can't take anymore I just can't" Lita cried she wanted nothing more than to be with him again but she just couldn't he hurt her to much this time.
"I don't love Stacie, not any more. I love you and I don't know how I'm going to make you see that. I've tried everything, what do you want me to do, please just tell me and I'll do it I'll do anything" Randy begged he knew he looked pathetic right now but he didn't care he needed his wife like he needed air.
"I don't know I just don't know any more I want to believe you when you tell me you don't want Stacie, but every time I think I'm ready for us again I keep picturing you with her and I don't know how to stop. When you asked me to marry you again I was sure we could make this work because you made me see how much you loved me and how sorry you were for cheating on me. But then, then you just left me waiting again while you was with Stacie, how can I forgive you for that, please tell me how I can trust you" Lita cried
"Lita I" Randy started to say but was cut off.
"I haven't finished, please tell me how I can forgive someone who broke me so bad and then came back to me only to brake me again, please Randy tell me how I can be with someone who would throw everything we built for someone else" Lita yelled as tears streamed down her face she'd kept this all bottled up inside for so long she just blew.
"Li baby I'm so sorry, I'm sorry for cheating on you, I'm sorry for running to help Stacie when I should have been marrying you again, I'm sorry for breaking your heart and breaking our family apart and I really can't blame you for wanting a divorce you deserve someone better than me" Randy cried as he turned away from her this wasn't how he wanted the evening to end but he just realized that everything she said was true he should have been fighting for them but he was selfishly off with Stacie instead of being with his wife and children.
"Randy you don't get it do you I don't want anyone else I haven't since the first time we went out. You were my best friend you were there for me when I was going through that shit with Adam and when you asked me out I was going to say no because I didn't think I was ready to be with someone again and you looked so hopeful I couldn't say no. From that day on you were it for me and I'm sorry you didn't feel that way about me or we wouldn't be going through this. I'm not divorcing you because I want someone else I could never want someone else not now not ten years from now. I just want to be with my kids I couldn't take anymore heartache" Lita said as much as she was hurting right now he needed to know the truth.
"Lita I hate myself for the pain I've caused you, and you may not want to believe me but you're it for me too. When I first moved from Smackdown to Raw I was relieved because of the hurt I caused Stacie I just wanted to get away from the situation so when the chance came to go to Raw I took it. I'm so happy I did because it gave me the chance to meet you and getting to know you and falling in love with you was the best thing that ever happened to me. You gave me everything I ever wanted you gave me your love and our kids and I'll never be able to repay you for the love you've given me for the last eight years. Even if you don't believe me I don't want anyone else, I've never wanted anyone else" Randy said hoping she believed him she just had to all this was killing him.
"How can you say that Randy if you really wanted me why did you start this thing with Stacie" Lita asked she wanted to believe him more than anything but she just couldn't.
"Lita it's the truth sure for a split second I thought maybe I could have something with Stacie. But I never really could you're my wife the love of my life and yes for a split second I questioned that and I'm going to spend the rest of my life hating myself for it. But I was so confused when Vince asked me to work with Stacie I know I should have told him no, but I couldn't because I needed to apologize for the hurt and pain I caused her all those years ago. Then somehow I started to feel something for her again we were going through some problems and Stacie was just there" Randy said it was time she heard the truth maybe then she could let him in again.
"Randy we were only going through problems because you was lying to me about Stacie why couldn't you have just been honest from the start" Lita asked she needed to know the truth now.
"I know and I'm so sorry for that, if only I had been honest about everything we wouldn't be going through this but there's something I need you to know. Yes I had a few resurfacing feelings for Stacie but not once did I stop loving you, you are my wife my soul mate and I never stopped wanting you, I'll never stop wanting you and I will wait for you I know you need time to heal after what I've done to you. Even if I have to wait forever for you to be mine again I'll wait hell I waited a year to be with you while you were with Adam I can wait again" Randy said as held her hand he thought for sure she'd move away but she didn't maybe his Nan was right they just needed to talk though their problems.
"What do you mean you waited a year while I was with Adam" Lita asked she never knew they were together so long and she never knew.
"That first night I was on Raw I bumped into you and you were so cute babbling on about how clumsy you are. From that moment on I couldn't get you out of my head so when Vince suggested I join you and Adam for rated RKO I had to do it I needed to get to know you and when I did I couldn't help falling in love with you. It killed me knowing the pain you were going through when you found out Adam was cheating on you that's why I was there with you every day I didn't want you hurting, I never wanted to see you hurt and that's why it kills me to think I hurt you more than Adam ever did. I promised myself if you ever went out with me I'd make sure you felt loved and cherished like you deserve. You deserve the world and I'm sorry I ever let you down, I'm sorry for not being the man I should have been, but if you can find it in you to forgive me and take me back I promise you I'll never hurt you again. I'd rather die first" Randy said as he wiped the tears from her eyes.
"Randy I'm not going to say we're going to get back together but how about we try to make things work again. Because I don't want to live with the what if's, if I walk away from you right now. I never knew you had feelings for me all that time and I guess deep down I always had feeling for you too you were my best friend then and I'd like you to be that again and maybe even more" Lita smiled as he swooped her up in his arms.
"Li baby you have no idea how happy your making me right now" Randy said as he held her in his arms it felt like such a long time since he last held her and he never wanted to let her go again.
"Randy put me down I said we're going to take one day at a time" Lita laughed she hasn't seen him so happy in so long it felt good to be near him again now that they've worked through some of their problems.
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