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Extraordinary
Chapter 23
DPOV
"I love you." I thought it was only going to be me speaking but when I noticed she had mirrored my words I was beyond happy. I had been so nervous to tell her. Now looking at her I had no idea why. I knew I wanted this moment to be something she would never forget. I had gone to Christian to tell him I wanted to tell her and he had gone all soft on me. He told me he was so happy, and when I told him I wanted to make it special he was more than willing to help, and when Lissa found out she had nearly made me deaf with that high pitched squeal. And so we had planned this moment. It was weird having them know I was going to do this, but at the same time it made me feel good. It was nice to have them to talk to, to tell them the things I was too scared to tell Rose. They were like family, like the friends I never thought I could have.
They soon noticed I would only need help finding the things I needed. I had already planned it all out on my own. This made Christian like me even more. I was afraid she would think I was doing something wrong, but I knew as soon as she had Lissa fixing her up she would figure out that at least it was a date for us. I had been going all week trying to make sure I could find all the flowers, focusing on the right candles. I even made sure the staff I hired had full background checks. Nothing was going to ruin this moment, and I needed it to go perfectly. I had not planned one thing since we moved down here but I knew this needed planning this was going to be exactly what I had imagined in my head. I spent the time cooking her favorite meal, and decorating the house. I wanted to find something other than roses, but I wanted this to be romantic, and red roses screamed that. I got her some lilies, it was what I had first bought her and I wanted to keep that a tradition.
I could not help but kiss her after she too admitted her feelings. I put everything into that kiss, she deserved to know and feel everything I felt. We soon stood up and I pulled her inside the house. I pulled her closer but no matter how much I did she did not seem to be close enough. Before I knew it I pulled her up and her legs wrapped around my waist. I stumbled around until I found the stairs and slowly made my descend up the stairs. I kicked the door open to our bedroom and pulled back we just stared at each other and repeated those wonderful words of love, and we kissed again. I could not help the lust that took over, I loved her so much and I wanted to show her every way I could. When we fell on the bed and she went for my shirt I snapped out of my lust haze. I did not want her to feel like she had to have sex with me because I had said I love you to her. I was not that kind of man. True I wanted to, but I would respect her.
"Rose I didn't say I love you to get you to give this to me. I'm fine with the way things are." I needed her to stop and know this was not what I had planned.
"Dimitri I wanted to do this before this even happened. I love you. Only you and I want you to be the one. I mean if you don't want me to be yours I understand." I could tell she meant it, but I did not want to take something so important from her, I was still not sure I deserved something so wonderful from her. And I wanted her to know I wanted it to be her, it had always been her I was waiting for.
"No Rose I want this, I have wanted you since I first kissed you. But I respect you too much. I only want to do this if you are sure." She had to understand. Before I knew it she kissed me again I knew there was no turning back this time. And I did not want to, our control was now lost and I was going to have my chance to physically show her how much I loved her.
RPOV
His touches caused a fire to rise in me. This was nothing like all the other times we had kissed and touched, this was more, hungry, pure passion and lust, it was love and wanting and us not being able to get close enough. He kissed every part of me never missing a spot, his lips held such pleasure I never knew was possible. He made sure to show his love in every touch every kiss, and it made this moment that much more special. He made me feel loved, wanted and so sexy. He mumbled soft russian words against my skin, making me moan with just his words. I never in a million years would have thought my first time would be this monumental. He truly was one in a million, I was so lucky to have a man this amazing love me, all of me. I was going to have to show him how much he meant to me, as soon as he would let me, I was crushed under him.
I somehow managed to turn us over so I hovered over him. I kissed his neck, his jaw and ended with a kiss on his lips. I worked on his clothes now and they soon joined mine in a pile on the floor. I traced every muscle, every piece of skin, and he threw back his head in pleasure. It was wonderful to think we both had such an effect on each other. He never felt so good against me, it was like our body's were on fire and only the other could put the fire out. But when we tried it only made it worse, or better depending on how you thought of it. He flipped me over and stared at me.
"Are you sure?" His question was pointless I knew he could tell I was. It made it better that he still asked that he cared enough to stop and make sure. This was about us, and we both had to be on this ship in order for it to sail.
"Dimitri you are the only one I want. This is what I want. I need you." I leaned up so my mouth was level to his ear and whispered. "I want you." That made up his mind. He kissed me even harder his hand slipping in between us.
He let out a small gasp as he lightly touched my folds. I moaned in pleasure wondering how I had ever lived without his touch. Dimitri pulled back and smiled. He slowly started kissing down my body and stopped when his lips were an inch from my core. He looked up at me, and a smirk graced his lips. A smirk that nearly made me come right then and there. Before I could react his lips were attaching mine, and not the one on my face. He was clearly on a mission. He licked and sucked like he had never before. There was passion, and lust, fuck there was so much lust. It was like he was starving and this was his one and only meal. My hands reached for him and he pushed them away. My legs started to close but he firmly planted his hands against my thighs pushing them apart. Before I knew it I was seeing spots and screaming his name. He positioned himself on top of me again, and kissed me. Tasting myself on him only furthering my need, my desire.
"Fuck Roza I need to be in you." His eyes were wide and black and it made me hungry for him. My core ached and I knew only he could fix the problem.
"I'm all yours." I whispered softly. Letting my own lust and desire show through.
"I promise I'll go slow." He positioned himself at my entrance and my eyes closed. "Roza, tell me if I hurt you." I could not answer, I only nodded and he started his descend into me.
"Oh god." He had only entered me half way and I could feel myself tightening around him. He was biting his bottom lip, murmuring in Russian, and from the look on his face I knew it was all good. As he reached the end of me and I let out a whimper. It hurt, but felt so good at the same time. Pain and pleasure, ying and yang. I opened my eyes to Dimitri's concerned ones. I smiled at him and he knew everything was fine. Instinct kicked in and I shifted my hips into his, letting him know I was more than ready. With that Dimitri set a pace that could only be described as perfection. I felt all of him in me, every inch sending pleasure into my core.
"Faster." I had no idea where my command came from, but I suddenly wanted Dimitri to give me everything he had.
"God Roza, fuck." He quickened his pace and I knew it would not be long now. I felt the tightening in my stomach and my nails dug into his shoulders. The pace now frantic, thrusts deep and powerful.
"Dimitri.. God.. I'm... Fuck." I was so close and he knew it. He somehow went faster and stronger and I fell over the edge.
"Roza." With that he followed and fell limp on me. Placing soft kisses everywhere he could.
DPOV
Love is incredible. For both of us not knowing what to do, we could not tell. It was perfect, we were made for one another, and this was exactly what I had been waiting for. I now knew it had been right to wait, no matter what anyone would say about me being this old and being a virgin. Well I wasn't anymore and I regretted nothing. This was what everyone should wait for. I knew with my entire being that I was suppose to be with Rose. I even believed that I was made just to love her, to make her feel special, to give her everything and anything she could ever want in life. Even our intimate parts fit perfectly together.
As we both lay there tangled together panting heavily I could not help the feeling of pure bliss that pulsated through my veins. I had never imagined being this happy, loving someone this much. I had lived my life almost convinced I would live a sad and lonely life, that I was going to die alone. Rose changed all that, life had just been waiting for the right moment to bring her into my life. And fate had done me well, I was the luckiest man alive, and nothing and I mean nothing was going to ruin this for either of us. We were happy and in love, and this love was capable of doing anything.
"I love you Roza. I promise to always make you feel this wonderful and happy no matter what. I will spend the rest of my life making sure you smile every day. I will spend every day making sure I am worthy of you." I kissed her forehead and she turned to look up at me, from her comfortable spot on my chest.
RPOV
I was almost in shock at his words, how could he think he wasn't worthy. If anything I was the one who had lucked out, I was the one who would have to prove to him day in and day out that I could match up to him. What we had done should have shown both us that we were worthy of each other, but deep down inside we had years of abuse and wrong doings to fix. I knew I could heal now though with him by my side. No one and nothing was ever going to rule my life. Dimitri and I would live our lives for us, and we would be happy. Some day even have a small family of our own. I could now imagine little Dimitri's running around, looking just like him, with those chocolate brown eyes, and maybe even his hair.
"I love you Dimitri. You have nothing to prove. Just always be you and that will be enough." I leaned in for a kiss and felt his lips form a smile.
"That was perfect Roza. I never thought it would be that amazing." I looked into his eyes and let out a sigh.
"I know what you mean. Perfection."
We spent the rest of the evening laying in bed, and we even tried showing our love for each other a few more times. Making love with Dimitri was something I could do over and over and never get tired of it. Each time felt even better than the last, and he was amazing at showing his love for me. After everything we had been through we could now just enjoy each other completely. I fell asleep in his arms and that night I did dream of little babies with chocolate brown eyes, little girls with my hair and his lips and nose. I dreamed about Lissa and Christians kids playing with ours. Warm family dinners, getting together during holidays. When I woke up the next morning I woke up with a smile.
"You're so beautiful when you dream." I opened my eyes only to be met by his gorgeous brown eyes.
"How did you know I was dreaming?" I gave an evil grin and pulled him closer to me.
"I just know, and you were smiling. Maybe you were even talking in your sleep." I flushed red and tried to pull away, I did not want him to think I was going to far. I know he said he loved me but though we had talked about marriage and kids, it had been in the distant future. He had always said we had plenty of time and did not have to rush anything, he wanted to take his time with us, and I could only hope I had not ruined anything. I knew he never thought he would have either, and I could only hope that was something I could offer to him.
"Roza don't be embarrassed I dream about the same things." He ran his hand down until he reached my stomach and he caressed it. "I long for the day that you and I can have children. And I will be there every step of the way. Nothing is going to stop our future together." He leaned down and kissed me. My phone chiming ruined the moment. I reached for it and answered it before I could say hello Lissa was talking faster than I could follow.
"Did you know Christmas is 3 weeks away? 3 weeks Rose! And we have not decorated, or even gotten presents! I lost track of time! How could I? I love Christmas... Rose?" I could not help but laugh at her rant. It was true we got so lost in our lives that we had forgotten about Christmas. The warm weather outside did not help in remembering. I had gotten use to the snow fall meaning winter had come and soon Christmas would follow.
"Well then that is what we shall do today then! We will go get trees and decorations and presents and even maybe some eggnog!" As the words left my lips Lissa just squealed with excitement.
"OK so we meet in 2 hours... And Rose you have to tell me how last night went! See you soon." She hung up before I could answer.
"So I guess we are going shopping for Christmas things." I looked over at Dimitri to find him smiling.
"Yes but thats hours away. I can think of something we can do to pass the time." He got out of bed and headed to our master bathroom. I found myself enjoying the view and was trying my hardest to not jump him then and there. He turned around and raised an eyebrow. "Are you coming?" Thats all it took and I charged.
Two hours later we were all at the stores, with Lissa buying everything and anything Christmas related. I had to admit her excitement was contagious. I soon found myself shopping just as crazy but I did not care. Christmas was one of my favorite holidays, although I would never tell anyone. It was the one time of the year that when I lived with my family it would act like a real family. The mansion would be decorated to the max, and we would always host the best Christmas party. My father would spoil me rotten and we would spend time together. I tried to not think about that anymore. I would have a wonderful Christmas this year. This little family I had was better than that, we were happy and truly cared about one another. These last two days had been the very best I had ever had, nothing was going to ruin it.
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