A/N Another update! Let me know what you think.
"Mister Corvin?"
Jogging down one of the less busier street of New York, Bucky halted his pace at the call of a false name and the site of a young girl with red hair and green eyes. Raising her finger with a hesitant look, Bucky glanced around before looking back at the teen. A small smile etched on the girls features as her eyes lit with recognition. Of course, Bucky knew straight away who she is but wondered as to why he'd met her all the way in New York.
"It's me, Cassidy" explained the girl.
He nodded his head "Hi" he replied none too enthusiastically. It seems the Soldier with just have to play along.
Flickering her eyes down, Cassidy looked uncomfortable and nervous before she spoke again "I went to your house a few months ago but there was a for sale sign out the front. I didn't know you guy's moved. Amelia never told me about it either and she hasn't been to school since. I'm just worried. Is she okay? Is she coming ba –"
"No" replied Bucky. He knew the questions the girl was going to ask and he knows that Cassidy is the type of person to become easily attached. It was a good idea at the time for Katya to make friends, but he didn't expect the accident that came nor the news that followed. Now the Soldiers thinking maybe is wasn't such a good idea after all "Amelia won't be going back to school"
"Is she alright? Can I –" shaking his head, Bucky let out a sigh. He doesn't have time for this.
"She's fine. She's moved on" he said before taking a glance down the street and adding "I have to get going. Have a good day"
Giving a nod of his head Bucky took one last glance at the girl as she lowered her head to the ground. Cassidy is clearly upset over the situation. There's a million and one thoughts going through her teenage brain, but it doesn't seem like she's going to get much from the Soldier. Continuing his jog back to the Tower, Bucky left the red head to her own thoughts. She'll eventually get the message and move on.
That part of Katya's life is over.
Coming to a slow, Bucky looked up at the tall Tower building before entering through the large glass doors. Heading past the main desk and getting into the elevated, he watched the outside world become lower and larger as he ascended to one of the top floors. So far it's been five weeks since Katya gave birth to their son and there's only been a few minor complications; none of which they needed to worry about.
Making his way down the hallway and into the apartment, Bucky looked around to see the place empty. The quietness gave an eerie vibe and it disturbed the Soldier, as he's so used to having Katya by his side. Taking off his shoes and heading into the bathroom to take a quick shower, Bucky dressed before making his way to the medical bay.
Coming up to Katya's room, Bucky saw Steve only just leaving "Did you drop by for another visit?" teased Bucky.
Ever since they'd come back with the baby, Steve and the others were more than overwhelmed. Steve gave a slight shake of his head "I still can't get over it" he said "You're a father Buck. It's incredible. The boy's a charmer for sure"
"I appreciate it" replied the Soldier with a smile. He couldn't be more proud of the fact.
The door to my room opened again before a quiet whisper echoed in "Hey" looking up from the sleeping bundle in my arms, I smiled when I saw that it's James. Closing the door quietly behind him he came over to look at the little baby. A small rasp puffed out with some of Johnathan's breaths as he laid against my chest "How's he doing?"
"Good" I nodded while pulling the edge of the blanket up. I always make sure he's nice and warm "He went to sleep not long ago" I glanced over when the door clicked again and Cho entered with a medical chart.
"Finally asleep is he?" she asked and I nodded in response "Well, the good news is that the tests all came back positive. You can leave whenever you feel up to it" a small sigh of relief flooded me with the excitement of leaving back for home "I'll leave you two be" giving a nod of her head, the doctor left the room.
Watching James as he watched the baby, I can't help but feel different. I've decided that this is the time to change and to push the past behind me completely to start over. Johnathan is my new beginning and I'm going to make it worth wild. In truth, I've never been more close to James than I do now. He'd been there with me through the entire birth and he made sure I kept going even when I'd given up.
"Do you want to hold him?" I asked, but James gave me a worried and sceptical look. Lifting the baby, I nodded "It's alright. Here, just like this" I instructed him before slowly handing Johnathan over. Watching James cradle his son in his arms, he stood straight to look down at the resting little face.
Sitting there in the bed, I continued to watch as James cradled him close "Are you ready to head home?" he asked after a couple of minutes.
"Yeah" pulling off the blankets, I slowly got up from the bed. My body is still saw and tender, and my belly still a little swollen. Sitting down on the wheelchair that was already in the room, James handed me back the quiet bundle.
"All good to go?" he asked, to which I nodded my head.
Pushing us out of the medical bay and all the way back to the apartment, I got up and stretched my legs a little once we arrived. Taking a deep breath, I took in the familiar scent of home and I feel at peace. Heading down the hallway and into the nursery, I placed Johnathan down onto his crib. Making sure the blankets are nice and snug, I lightly traced my finger down the side of his smooth cheek as he slept.
He looks so silent and peaceful.
A sudden wash of fatigue hit me and my eyes began to droop. I still feel dirty after everything and so I went and took a shower before getting dressed into some comfortable clothes. Heading into the living room, I saw James watching the television "I'm going to bed" I announced while standing near him.
He nodded before standing up. Stepping toward me, his arms slipped around my waist and warm lips pressed against my forehead and then to my lips for a brief kiss "I'm glad your home"
"Me too" I nodded "Goodnight" gently untwisting myself from James' hold, I made my way into the bedroom before slipping under the soft covers. Turning off my bed side lamp, my head hit the pillow and I almost instantly fell into the numbing abyss of sleep.
Waking up the next morning, I rolled over to feel a warm body next to mine. James is still fast asleep on his side and I took the opportunity to glance over his resting features. He'd grown a slight scruff of stubble along his chin, but his hair still remained just above shoulder length. I can't help but take notice of how relaxed he seems. All those worries and that firm gaze of his is all washed away when he's asleep.
Carefully getting out bed, I made my way into the nursery to find Johnathan awake; staring up at me with those steel blue eyes. Touching the fluffy wisps of his brown hair, I lifted him up before patting his bottom. Setting him down on the changing table, I got him cleaned for the morning before slipping on a new change of clothes; adding a pair of blue socks to make sure his feet are nice and cozzie.
Setting him down on a pillow like cushion made for small infants on the couch, I kept an eye on him while I made his baby formula. Feeding and then burping with a couple of pats to the back, I sat him in a comfy chair for babies while I prepared my own breakfast. Chewing on some crunchy flakes, my eyes remained pinned on the little boy as he sucked his pacifier.
The sound of dripping water started and stopped before James made his way out to dart straight for Johnathan. I smiled at the little muttering talk James made with his son before coming over to the kitchen to start a pot of coffee "How are you this morning?" he asked.
"Better" I nodded "I slept good last night" finishing my last bit of breakfast, I placed my dirty dishes away "I organised to have dinner with everyone tonight. I think it'll be nice"
James sipped on his coffee "Do you need anything?"
"No, I've got it all" I smiled as he grabbed his cap before adjusting it onto his head "I'm going out with Steve for a bit. Will you be alright here by yourself?"
"Yeah" I replied with some reassurance. Giving me a light peck on the cheek and heading to the door, it closed a moment later and I was left alone with Johnathan. Heading over, I crouched in front of him before touching his soft cheek "You're my beautiful baby boy"
Lounging around the apartment and attending to Johnathan, the day faded past and soon it was time for the dinner "He's so handsome" cooed Wanda as she held Johnathan in her arms. No matter what, she can't manage to keep away. Smiling, I hoped that one day she'll have children of her own. Although I wonder if that's at all possible considering her current partner. The notion made me a little sad.
Biting into a water cracker, so far Wanda, Vision and Steve have made it to the dinner. Stark and Pepper are on their own romantic date for tonight, and I can't help but grin at Starks romantic gesture. He can be suave when he wants to be.
Making preparations for a dinner, a sudden knock sounded on the front door and wondered who it might be. Everyone stopped talking and I glanced over to James as he shifted on his spot on the couch. Opening the front door, an unexpected guest revealed themselves "Natasha" I said with some surprise "You came"
"I'm sorry that I'm late" she said, sounding a little quiet and odd.
I opened the door wider and gave a welcoming smile "Don't worry, please come in"
Walking past me, Natasha looked around at everyone before turning to face me "I want to thank you for inviting me"
"Of course" I nodded my head while closing the door and stepped past her. I saw her eyes peering over my shoulder to glance at the baby boy in Wanda's arms. I gestured "Would you like to hold him"
Natasha glanced at me hesitantly before nodding "Yes, please"
Wanda came over and they exchanged Johnathan. I watched the gentle reaction on Natasha's face as she stared down at those same familiar eyes. She swallowed "He's a very handsome boy" she smiled "I'm happy for you – both of you"
"Thank you" I replied with honesty.