There are things we don't want to happen but we have to accept things we don't want to know but we have to learn and people we can't live without and for me that's Dimitri I will not let him get away from me.
Sitting in my own blackness makes your thoughts wonder whether you want them to or not.
I start to hear voices I bet that's a good sign I immediately hear Dimitris voice
"Roza come back to me I'm begging you I need you more than I need air I finally got you back I'm not gonna let you go again."
After what Rachel did to me I realized life's too short to hold those kind of grudges well toward Dimitri Rachel can burn in hell and choke on her own blood the hag deserves it.
I think I'm ready to forgive Dimitri but first I need to figure out how to open these damn eye lids
Open… No
Open… Nothing
Come on eyes you can do
Open already
Damn it
My eyes open hallelujah the first thing I see is Brown eyes of chocolate that I want to eat yum
"Dimitri?"
"Roza oh my god im soo glad your okay you don't know how worried I was" I notic his eyes are all red and puffy and has tear stains on his face
"Dimitri its okay I shouldn't of told them about us"
He inches closer hes definitly in my bubble but I could care less he can have my bubble if I get to be this close to my sexy russian god
"no I'm glad you did I love you Rose,but I cant break up with Rachel I'm sorry please you'll understand someday" I'm furious how could he i though he loved me
"No but Dimitri you have no idea what I went through it was hell I didn't know if o was gonna get out of there or if I was gonna be the next victim shown on the news for some murder,and to think i was gonna forgive you and see to possibly move on from all this"
"Roza please just try to Understand"standing up
He looks at me with the most sad voice I have ever seen with tears down his face and walks out
I barely saw Dimitri over the couple days one of Yevas friend is a spirit user and healed me and we decided to go out and celebrate me getting better. After what Rachel did Dimitri is still dating he what an ass Adrian visited my dreams telling me whats been going on apparently Lissa and Christian had a kid and named her Rose May Dragomir Ozera shes three it makes me sad thinking how I was never there with her and apparently there are right now visiting Tasha at one of her houses for the summer.
We are a a bar I'm just wearing the lust spell dress like last time but I don't think he got a good gander as he did here when I walked down the stair I kid you not his jaw hit the floor and started drooling its good I know I still have an effect on him.
We go to a kareoke bar and I decide I might sing I song for him I use to sing all the time before the accident but I never say the point in singing again
We get our drinks and sit at a back circular both me next to Dimitri and Vikki
We get the conversation flowing about random stuff like school and jobs then its time to do kareoke but its random crowd selection and you never would guess who it landed on Rachel cant wait for this
Turn up the music
Let's get out on the floor
I like to move it
Come and give me some more
Watch me gettin' physical
And out of control
There's people watchin' me
I never miss a beat
Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cause it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cause it feels like an overdose
(Feels like an overdose)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
My body's aching
System overload
Temperatures rising
I'm about to explode
Watch me I'm intoxicating taking the show
It's got me hypnotized
Everybody step aside
Steal the night
Kill the lights
Feel it under your skin
Time is right
Keep it tight
Cause it's pulling you in
Wrap it up
Can't stop cause it feels like an overdose
(Feels like an overdose)
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
Come on and evacuate
Feel the club is heating up
Move on and accelerate
Push it to the top
Come on and evacuate
Feel the club is heating up
Move on and accelerate
You don't have to be afraid
Now guess who's back with a brand new track
That got everybody in the club going mad
So everybody in the back
Get your back up on the wall and just shake that thang
Go crazy, yo lady, yo baby
Let me see you wreck that thang
And drop it down low, low
Let me see you take it to the dancefloor, yo
Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Everybody in the club
I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
Oh, oh, evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Oh, oh, stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
Everybody in the club
Evacuate the dancefloor
Oh, oh, I'm infected by the sound
Everybody in the club
Stop, this beat is killing me
Hey, Mr. DJ let the music take me underground
She decided on trying to sing Evacuate the dance floor by Cascada
It was awful it sounded like a dieing pig I couldn't help myself I had to
I yelled "NOBODY TOLD ME THIS WAS A PIG ROAST" everyone laughed she glared and said
"like you could do any better"
"oh I can "
The dj decide that it's a challenge between me and Rachel
We both have to do a fast song then we do a slow song and see who wins doesnt matter which order
I go up and sing Dont you dare by Aexz Johnson
Dark cloud moving in
Just one fall of rain
Would wash away
Wash away the pain
Just one ray of sun, to warm my skin
Rid me of the cold you're drowning
I could say that I don't care
But the truth is I'd follow you anywhere
I've been waiting such a long, long time
Don't you dare change your mind
Seems so close to me but still beyond my reach calling me and playing hide and seek
Look behind that door I'm the one you been searching for and I'm not a little girl anymore
I could say that I don't care
But the truth is I'd follow you anywhere
I've been waiting such a long, long time
Don't you dare change your mind
Don't wander round looking
For someone to replace me
Don't wander round wasting
The rest of your life
Don't wander round waiting
For someone else to save you
And don't you make the same mistake twice
I could say that I don't care
But the truth is I'd follow you anywhere
I've been waiting such a long, long time
Don't you dare change your mind
I could say that I don't care
But the truth I'd follow you
I've been waiting such a long, long time
Don't you dare change your mind
Don't you dare change your mind
Don't you dare change your mind
Everyone cheers
Next is Rachel again great my ears I gonna go deaf if she decides to take up a career in singing
Shes singing bubbly by Colbie Caillat which I don't get she doesn't love him I do
Can you count me in?
I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place
[Chorus:]
And it starts in my toes
And I crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
[Another version of the song says: "Under covers staying safe and warm"]
You give me feelings that I adore
[Chorus]
But what am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just mmmmm
And they start in my toes
Makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes
I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go
I've been asleep for a while now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
And it starts in my soul
And I lose all control
When you kiss my nose
The feeling shows
'cause you make me smile baby
Just take your time now
Holdin' me tight
Wherever wherever wherever you go
Wherever wherever wherever you go
wherever you go
I always know
'Cause you make me smile
Even just for a while
Every claps I already know what song I'm doing
I decided on Love like this by natasha bedingfield
And show Dimitri that we should be together
Before I start I say "this is a song for a special person in my life and want them to know the truth"
Oh, oh, never find a love like this
Oh, oh, never find a love like this
Well we go back so far swingin' in your backyard
All the things that we used to do
We were cool back in high school, ooh, I really liked you
Must have been your attitude
And that's why you keep on runnin' in and out of my mind
As the years they all roll by, baby, now I know why
I keep comin' back to you
You're the only one that knows me, love it when you hold me
I'd never find a love like this, let me hear you say
Now I'll never be lonely, look at what you've shown me
I'd never find a love like this
When this life tries to keep us apart
You keep callin' me back to your heart, let me hear you say
I'm so glad you found me, wrap you all around me
I'd never find a love like this
All the guys tried to take me, you're the one who saved me
I feel like I owe you my life
And as strange as it may seem, I'll go if you take me
I'm willing to sacrifice
And that's why you keep on runnin' in and out of my mind
As the years they all roll by, it's not hard to know why
I keep comin' back to you
You're the only one that knows me, love it when you hold me
I'd never find a love like this, let me hear you say
Now I'll never be lonely, look at what you've shown me
I'd never find a love like this
When this life tries to keep us apart
You keep callin' me back to your heart, let me hear you say
I'm so glad you found me, wrap you all around me
I'd never find a love like this
May never find a l-l-love like this
That still make me think about my middle school kiss
I sit here in this chair and I wish for you not to leave me now
My friends they always told me, not to make you my wifey
Man they was puttin' you down
And now they see we rollin', me and you, we strollin'
They don't wanna come around
Let me hear you say
You're the only one that knows me, love it when you hold me
I'd never find a love like this, let me hear you say
Now I'll never be lonely, look at what you've shown me
I'd never find a love like this
When this life tries to keep us apart
You keep callin' me back to your heart, let me hear you say
I'm so glad you found me, wrap you all around me
I'd never find a love like this
Oh, oh, never find a love like this
Oh, oh, never find a love like this
Oh, oh, never find a love like this
Oh, oh, never find a love like this
Oh, oh, never find a love like this
When this life tries to keep us apart
You keep callin' me back to your heart, let me hear you say
Oh, oh, never find a love like this
Oh, oh, never find a love like this
"okay looks like we have a winner the winner will sing a duet with were this light lands on" the dj says
And strangely it lands on Dimitri
We are gonna sing picture by kid rock and sheryl crow
[Dimitri]
Livin' my life in a slow hell
Different girl every night at the hotel
I ain't seen the sun shine in 3 damn days
Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky
Wish I had a good girl to miss me
Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways
I put your picture away
Sat down and cried today
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to her
I put your picture away, sat down and cried today
I can't look at you, while I'm lyin next to her
[Rose]
I called you last night in the hotel
Everyone knows but they wont tell
But their half hearted smiles tell me
Somethin' just ain't right
I been waitin' on you for a long time
Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine
I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I put your picture away
I wonder where you been
I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him
I saw ya yesterday with an old friend
[Dimitri]
It was the same ole same "how have you been"
[Both]
Since you been gone my worlds been dark & grey
[Dimitri]
You reminded me of brighter days
[Rose]
I hoped you were comin' home to stay
I was headed to church
[Dimitri]
I was off to drink you away
[Both]
I thought about you for a long time
Can't seem to get you off my mind
I can't understand why we're living life this way
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I found your picture today
I swear I'll change my ways
I just called to say I want you to come back home
I just called to say, I love you come back home
I turned around and he kissed me
And they live happily ever after ha don't you wish.
I changed some of the songs