BPOV

Beep Beep Beep….. I really hate alarms ssssssssssh sleep is too nice and waking hurts, what why does my chest burn?

"Bella…Bella huni can you open your eyes?" Who the fudge is that?

Squinting against the unnecessary harsh light, I mean really why? As everything came into focus there were a lot grey tones and loud noises, and a strange nurse leaning over me peering into my eyes still talking…why I am in a hospital? My memories seem so hazy I remembered being kidnapped? What? And a field? A never ending house? And vivid sad green eyes?

"Was it all a dream?" knocking her hand away I immediately regretted my choice of words when her expression turned from smiley to carefully blank as she took my pulse and paged the doctor. Great another trip to the therapist, wait I wasn't supposed to still is here? Why? Where was my peace?

"No" my heart painfully leaped at that deep voice, and looking over to my right sure enough those green eyes still piercing my eyes still haunted with sadness and now ringed with the bags of a man who spent too much time in this waking world. My memory was coming back in painful moments, did I have a gun? Looking down at the mass of white gauzes and equipment surrounding me Ah shit

Looking back at this later on I will admit maybe it wasn't the best move I could make.

I lunged at the jerk screaming incoherently, he stopped me… he saved my life… he stayed with me….the bastard.

"Bella calm down calm down…" CALM! Really oooh I will show him, I yanked out the stupid tube in my arm and grappling for his face I won and started scratching down the sides, I was tiring quickly and my chest was on fire and my voice was gone but he deserved it…

"Sedate her" a calm collected voice came above his pleading and I paused for a second and looked at the new arrival, he was a youngish doctor who looked familiar… his face focused on mine and a flicker of pity flashed on his face…that's when I remembered he was the doctor who was with me here, before when my ..my baby died. I fell back onto the bed a fresh new lot of memories surfaced, I really don't how more pain keeps coming, and I had already snapped what else could cause me pain.

"What the hell Edward? what did you do?" Alice or Rose I didn't know nor did I care I was too busy staring into his face the doctor who tried, the doctor who knew everything. I heard Edwards's terse replies and a quiet argument break out between them before,

"BABY oh my BABY thank god" I knew that voice how did I…ah crap really you are taking the…

"Isabella Swan" fuck

Ladies and gentlemen I present to you my lovely parents, sighing I turned to face them when my mum threw herself on me whispering in my ear "what the hell have you got yourself into this time!" leaning heavily on my chest, yea physical pain seems to block out some of the emotional so maybe she was helping, or maybe the drugs are taking effect, maybe I am crazy. Looking past her stopped my rambling inner thoughts as my eyes met my fathers who just stared at me with eyes that usually turn my throat to ice but this time it didn't as I notice Edward slide up close to him and something inside of me relaxed partly till I noticed Charlie's face.

What have I missed?