This story takes place in the time Spencer was on drugs and Dean is watching her.
(without Taylor)
Spencer was totally annoyed.Not only that she wasn't allowed to go to school,she couldn't even call anybody or at least talk to Toby.It was enough that she was full time watched by this Dean guy she still wasn't speaking a word with.She just wanted her life back.Her friends...but especially Toby.She knew it wasn't good to take drugs again,but she regretted it more than anything she had done in her life before.She just wanted everything to go back to normal.She missed Toby so badly.Dean and her parents wanted her to rest and to sleep,but how should that ever work without Toby by her side?She couldn't even close her eyes without thinking of him and if it wasn't him she was thinking of,it was A.She saw every horrible experience she had made since the whole A thing.Every dead body she had seen,how she nearly died a few times and all the times she lost nearly Toby because of A.How should she sleep if all these nightmares are keeping her awake?Toby was the only one who could let her forget about all these things for at least a while to catch some sleep,but no.She was forced to stay at home and her parents told him not to visit her until they say it and he agreed with that.How could he do that to her?Let her alone with just this creepy Dean guy .Didn't he know or at least see how much she was suffering?She sat on the couch with Dean watching her from the kitchen.She felt uncomfortable and stalked.Then she had an idea.„Can I calm my teacher?I'm not understanding something about the homework ",she asked innocent.„Okay ",he agreed and let her go upstairs with the phone.She dialed Toby's number and waited for him to answer.„Hello?"he suddenly said.„Hey,Tobes,can you please come and get me out of here? I'm going crazy without you ",she nearly cried.„Calm down ,Spence.Your parents said you're too weak and they'll call when I can come over ",he told her.„I'm not weak or something,I'm lonely.Do you really think they'll ever call you?They won't call you in a hundred years.Can you please come over?This whole situation is driving me insane ",she begged him.„Spence,there's still this guy who's looking after you ",he sighed.„Don't tell me you can't climb up to my window ",she chuckled a little bit.„Okay,okay. I'm coming in an hour,alright?"he suggested.„Yes,please.I missed you so much",she said,before saying goodbye and hanging up.She got downstairs again.„Your questioned is clear now?"Dean asked.She freezed for a moment and then answered:„Yes,my teacher was very helpful."She put down the phone and turned to go upstairs again.„Spencer,we've got to talk.You barely have spoken a word since I'm here ",he said.She sighed in annoyance.„There's nothing to talk about.You took everything away from me.My friends,my boyfriend and I'm not even allowed to go to school.I know that's probably your job but that doesn't mean I'm understanding anything and I just want you to go away as fast as possible ",she explained angrily.„I know that you hate me for what I've done,but I'm not going anywhere until you're talking to me and slept a bit ",he replied.„I'm not sleeping because of you.Because you took me away from my boyfriend and I can't forget these damn nightmares ",she screamed.„Maybe we should talk about the nightmares then ",he said.„Don't you understand?I don't want to talk about it.I just want my boyfriend and calm down.And if I would talk about it definitely not with you",she replied and hurried upstairs again.She was so done with all this crap .Why is nobody understanding her?Why did they all wanted to make her do things she wasn't ready for?Could nobody understand her?She slammed the door and threw herself onto the bed,sighing angrily.Why did it have to be her?Why is she ever the one things are throwing back at?She had to admit that it was also her fault in some kind of way but not only.When she heard someone knocking on the window,she jumped up and opened the window.When Toby was inside,she fell around his neck.„I missed you so much ",she sighed.„I missed you too ",he answered,carrying her to the bed.They sat down on the bed and he kissed her gently.„You look tired ",he said.„Maybe cause I couldn't sleep without you by my side ",she sighed.„Then you can sleep now ",he said and laid down on the bed with Spencer in his arms.She snuggled into his chest and closed her eyes quickly.Toby looked at her.She had been through so much things in the past few years and he couldn't imagine how much that affected her.But she wasn't alone and she'll never be.He just then noticed how tired he actually was himself and fell asleep with her on his chest.Dean wondered about the silence upstairs and walked upstairs to Spencer's room.He opened the door softly and saw her curled up in Toby's arms.He thought about what to do for a moment and decided to let her sleep a little.He could still tell her off after her nap.He closed the door silently and walked downstairs again.Spencer slept really long during Toby woke up again soon,but he didn't move any bit.He just looked at her and kept silent.Finally,she woke up again .„Hey Babe ",he said and kissed her cheek.She moaned tiredly and snuggled closer.It was already four pm.„What now?",Spencer asked cheekily,as the door slightly opened.Dean cleared his throat to gain Spencer and Toby's attention.They sat up in the bed and Spencer clung to Toby's hand.„No way",she said in pure fear.„Spencer,your parents said no visitors ",Dean replied.„My parents are saying much stupid things a day",Spencer mumbled.Toby put his arm around her waist and pulled her closer.„See,we tried it like my parents wanted and it didn't work out so why can't we try it my way now ",Spencer said.„Cause they are your parents ",Dean answered.„Yes,but you can overturn them",Spencer sighed.„I can try ,but I don't promise anything ",he smirked.„For once in my life,I'm gonna say thank you to you ",Spencer teased and kissed Toby.„I really missed you ",she giggled.„I see",he smirked.„And now?"Dean asked.„Can I may get my phone for five minutes?"she begged.„If I can see what you're doing ",Dean sighed.Spencer took Toby's hand and walked downstairs.She grabbed her phone and looked at the messages.„Damn",she mumbled.„What?"Toby asked.„Can we may visit Aria?Something happened,I've got SOS about a minute ago",she replied.„So important?"Dean sighed.„Sometimes it's about dead or life",Spencer said.„Fine,but I'll drive ",he said and grabbed his keys.The drive wasn't really long and they quickly arrived at Aria's .Spencer rang and Aria quickly opened the door.„Spencer ",she said in surprise.„Yes,and Toby and my drug guy Dean ",Spencer sighed and walked inside.„What's up?"she asked.„There's a new girl at school,Shawna ,and I saw her with...",Aria paused.„With who?"Spencer asked.„With Jenna ",Aria said.„What!?"Spencer exclaimed.„I've never heard of her ",Toby said.„Come on,the others are upstairs ",Aria said and walked upstairs.They followed Aria and everybody looked at Spencer like she shouldn't be here.„What!? I'm not crazy or something ",she said and sat down on the bed.„That's Dean,my babysitter ",she sighed.„Oh,you're really happy",Emily smirked.She mumbled something and asked:„So what exactly happened?"„There was these new girl at school ,Shawna,and on my way home I saw her with Jenna talking about somebody finally getting busted ",Aria explained.„I won't be surprised if they talked about us",Hanna said.„Me neither ",Emily agreed.„So what are we gonna do?"Aria asked.„I don't know ",Spencer sighed and leaned into Toby.„Can we please discuss that later?I've got an appointment ",Emily said.They agreed to discuss everything tomorrow and all got home .Spencer said goodbye to Toby and Dean would ask her parents after Dinner.After dinner,Spencer was in her room and waited for him to appear.Then he finally came.„I don't know how I managed that,but your parents allow Toby to stay ",he said.Spencer hugged him and directly called Toby.This night was the first time she really slept in a while.