Hey everyone, first off I owe every single one of you amazing readers such a big apology. I'M SO FREAKING SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING. My laptop fucking shattered on my and I've been waiting for my new one to come (it finally came) and that's why I haven't updated. I physically haven't been able to, but there's more bad news...

Because of this I have to take my old laptop apart and get my hard drive out, why? Because I have all of my documents on there, including my OTH stories. I would re-write them but I just don't want to. Sorry not a valid excuse, I know I have a bunch of these *excuses* but let's just say my life is very dramatic and I am so NOT okay emotionally right now.

Right now I have all the time in the world to write but I physically and mentally can't, I can't sit down and do something for to long or else I start thinking about what happened and I have some mental break down or some shit. I know they say writing helps but this isn't the case. I'll start writing what I'm envisioning in my head (like my dear Brooke and Lucas) but then I start writing about what happened and it's just not good.. I've been seeing a psychiatrist for about 2 weeks now and I'm slowly (very slowly) starting to see I'm not so crazy with the way that I'm feeling. But I have chapters already done for this story so as soon as I get my hard drive out and all cleaned up from my busted laptop and into my old and very ancient desktop you'll have the chapters you deserve.

If anything doesn't work out and if my hard drive is all out of wack I might just put this story on indefinite hiatus and just go back and fix the story up, grammar and spacing wise. It's not fair to you, I know, but I'm doing this with all of my stories until I'm mentally stable enough to really sit down and bang out a very good and long chapter that is worth reading. It's already taken me three days in writing this stupid (and unwanted!) author's note.

I am so sorry you have no freaking idea how guilty and disgusted I feel for leaving you guys hanging for more than a month. And when dianehermans (THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT, YOU'RE AMAZING)pmed me asking me basically what happened to my stories I was still mentally okay until this big clusterfuck happened to my life.

So basically I feel like dirt for letting you guys down and I'm praying to whatever higher up power there is to let my hard drive still be okay to where a computer person can take it out and put it into my computer and give you guys your chapters. KEEP IN MIND, these chapters are JUST chapters that move along the story, that it isn't THE END of the story.

For any of you who want to leave a nasty review to this, I'd appreciate you NOT doing it, but whatever makes you feel better I guess..

If anything happens and my hard drive is shot, along with the rest of my old laptop, the minute I find out I'll update you guys on it as soon as I can.

Thanks for sticking with me this long guys, you are all super amazing, and again, I AM SO SORRY.