Hello guys! Here is the re-write chapter number 15. I don't know when I will upload the new. But I hope I will upload it this week :)

Chapter 15 Feelings

I slowly woke up and remembered what has happened. I covered my face with my hands and tried to ignore my thoughts. I heard that someone came into the room and I started to cry. Why have I failed? I didn't want to fail… Now will Gaara think that I'm weak and… I couldn't finish my thoughts when I felt a hand rubbing over my head. I put my hands away and saw Temari standing next to me.

" It's alright Asuka… You didn't knew that she was like that." She was sitting on the edge of the bed and stroked my head to calm me down. I wiped off my tears and looked at the ceiling.

" I'm a failure. Now will Gaara hate me more." She looked shocked at me and shook her head.

" You are not a failure Asuka. And Gaara will not hate you. In the past few days that you have laid in this hospital he never left your bed… He hasn't slept for days… Well if he is just alone then he would never sleep, but if he is with you suddenly he can sleep."

" I don't know either why he can sleep when he is with me, and when I'm not with him that he can't sleep. But you mean that he was worried about me?" I was trying to sit up and looked at Temari. She nodded and looked at her hands.

" Well, he have watching you when you was laying here." She looked at me and then back at her hands.

" Surely with the Third Eye." She nodded and looked at the hospital curtains and sighed.

" I had talked with the nurse and if everything was alright you can come back with us." We heard the door and we saw that Baki-sensei was in the room.

" Asuka… I see that you are awake. How are you feeling?" He was sitting on the chair what was standing next to the bed.

" I'm feeling fine, only that I hate it that I'm covered in bandages." I sighed and gave him a smile.

" That's good, I will soon talk with the nurse and going to ask if you can come with us. You have laid here for three days." My eyes went wide. Three days?! Was the damage that big? I sighed and forced myself to smile.

" Sorry that I have worried everyone." Temari and Baki looked at each other and then to me.

" Don't worry about that. We are glad that you are alright. Well I'm going to talk with the nurse." Baki-sensei stood up and walked out of the room.

" I hope that I can come with you guys. I don't like hospitals very much. Haha." I'm curious what Gaara is doing. I hope that he don't hate me because I have lost. I got out of bed and had difficulties with walking, but Temari helped me.

" So, when is the Final Exam?" I supported on Temari and tried to walk.

" We have a month to train, and to let see how we are doing as ninja's." She smiled at me and let me sitting on the chair and was searching for my clothes. We heard that Baki-sensei came back with the nurse, and she was looking at me. She did some small researches and gave me permission that I could leave the hospital. I was glad and Temari had found my clothes. Baki-sensei went back outside and Temari had helped me with my clothes and supported me to getting outside of the hospital.

After awhile we had arrived at our apartment and Temari let me sit on the couch and saw Kankuro running up to me.

" Asuka, I'm glad that everything is alright. And that you are with us again." I gave him a smile and stretched out my body.

" I'm also glad to see you guys. Uhm… But do you know where Gaara is?" I was already looking around.

" First I thought that he was in your room, but there he isn't. So I don't know where he is. But, Asuka… I don't still get it why you love him…" I cocked my head and didn't understand Kankuro.

" What do you mean Kankuro? I was friends with him in the past, and I'm still are his friend even his lover. Although I don't think that he loves me-…" Before I could finish my sentence.

" That's why I don't understand why you love him. You don't even know if he loves you. Don't you know that he don't know what that word mean? He don't know what love means." I saw that Kankuro became angry.

" Kankuro, calm down!" Temari shouted to him.

" Do you guys know, what had happened when Gaara got that kanji on his forehead?" It was silent, and they didn't look at me.

" Uhm… Yeah a little. We had heard something from our farther." Temari answered and was sitting next to me. Kankuro was sitting on a chair and Baki-sensei was making tea.

" What had happened six years ago, was that Yashamaru our uncle. Had attacked Gaara, But Gaara didn't knew that it was Yashamaru. So he attacked back and had almost killed him. When Gaara had discovered that it was Yashamaru he didn't know it anymore. And so he had put that kanji on his forehead with sand. And so he became more evil…" Temari had explained and looked at her hands again. I was shocked, I had never thought that a family member would do this… And he was only six years old… Gaara… Now I know why he acted like that. I sighed and laid my hand on my hip where he had put that mark. I stood up and stretched out again my body.

" Thanks for the explaining, now I understand him more. But I'm going to take a shower." I waved at them and went to the bathroom and turned the shower on. I undressed myself and pulled of the bandages. I got under the shower and enjoyed the warm water. I washed my body and my hair and was thinking about Gaara. " Gaara…" I was done with showering and dried myself and put on my pajama and went to my room and opened the window and was sitting on the railing. I was watching at the sky and enjoyed the night breeze.

" Gaara, where are you?" I closed my eyes, and sensed some chakra. Not from Gaara but from… I was looking who was on the roof and I saw… Michi?! My eyes went wide and couldn't believe that she was here.

" Uhm… Hi Asuka. Can I talk with you?" I was thinking about it, and nodded then to her.

" Could we talk somewhere else?" I nodded again to her and followed her.

We came by her house and she let me in. We walked to her living room and she let me sit on the couch. She was sitting next to me, and I could see that she was nervous somehow.

" Is something wrong Michi?" She lifted her head and was looking at me.

" I'm very sorry!" She bowed her head and she was almost crying…

" Uhm… Sorry for what? You have won fairly the match. I'm the one that have failed." I looked at the other way.

" No, you haven't failed Asuka! I would like to tell you about my family." I was surprised, but listened to her.

" Everyone in my family are assassins, and some people are acting strange when they are going to fight with someone. That's why I was different when we are fighting each other. I'm very sorry about it, but if I may be honest you was actually very strong. I was very surprised about that." She gave me a smile and gave her a weak one back.

" But further with my story. Some people in my family have a second personality to say. And I have that too, my personality change when I'm going to fight. It is not with every fight, but just like with the preliminary rounds. I must wait so long and I had watched so many fights that I got impatient and wanted to fight very badly. I'm very sorry Asuka. Would you forgive me?" She looks so innocent right know and I nodded to her.

" I'm forgiving you Michi." She gave me a hug and we both laughed. " So tell me Michi, do you like someone." I gave her a wink and I saw she was startled.

" What d-d-do you mean?" She became red in her face and didn't dare to look at me.

"I have a suspicion that you like that Uchiha boy." I laughed and she admitted it.

" Yes, I like Sasuke. But unfortunately he don't like girls very much. It is not that he is gay, but he is not very interested in them. I hope that will change soon, because he is so cool!" We both laughed and had talked for hours. She was also curious why I had feelings for Gaara and had explained it to her. She had pity for me that he don't love me back, and had warned me that our relationship wouldn't long last. And I was afraid of that too, but as long as I can be with him I'm happy.

It was already late and I went back to my team, and went straight to my bed and saw a shadow in a corner of my room, I had a suspicion who that could be.

" Gaara?" He came from the wall and walked to me. He looked at me and was looking if I'm was alright.

" How long are you back?" He looked with the same expression and I sighed.

" A while ago, but Michi wanted to talk with me. and now I am back here." I walked to him and hugged him, I felt he got tensed and buried my face in his neck. " Gaara, I love you…" I began to lick his neck.

"Hn." He grabbed me by my arm and pushed me on my bed and bent over me. I got up and kissed him, I pulled him with me on the mattress and deepen our kiss. He kissed me rough back and pushed my hands into the mattress. I actually thought that he only use me for the sex, but I don't care. The only thing I want now is him. I started to undress him and he did the same at me.

" How are you wounds?" We both panted and I was surprised when he ask me about that.

" They don't hurt me anymore." With that he continue our kiss and pushed himself with one move into me. " Gaara!" I hold him tight and he already began to move with full speed. " Aaaaaah!" He kissed me again and tugged at my hair so that my head went back, and bit in my neck. I hissed at the feeling but I let him. " Gaara…" We looked at each other and started to kiss him rough. I want him so badly although he hurt me. I sensed that he was surprised with that and continued. We were busy for minutes and after that we were done we were still laying together in bed. He was sleeping and I was still awake, not from the pain but just from my feelings. I sighed and went laying on my side and stroked his hair and gave him a kiss on his kanji. " I will always love you Gaara, no matter what." I snuggled myself into him and fell in sleep.

Thanks for reading! Well, now I'm done with re-writing this story. I can now further with the story with new chapters :) I hope you guys still like my story ^_^