*Hiya guys, how are you? Again, sorry for the long wait between chapters, I have been getting requests from other readers to do some short stories, but here it is! Please don't murder me but I am still going to continue on with the filler, I just believe it is way too soon to jump back into the action. But you'll be happy with this chapter. Like chapter six this will be a song-fic, but that is all I am going to say on that matter . Disclaimer: As you all know I only own Lillianna, everyone else belongs to Akira Toriyama. The Songs I will be using in this chapter belongs to Thousand Foot Krutch and Skillet (I will not say the name of the songs here just to add to the suspense *evil laugh* but at the end I will put an extra disclaimer.) With that said I hope you all enjoy this, please leave a comment letting me know how you are liking it so far. Thank you for those that have already commented I truly appreciate you! *

Lyrics

Goku's POV

I know they say that the space between

Can make it stronger than we've ever seen

Goku was sitting down on the grass outside King Kai's house, he had just finished a session of training and was taking a small break before the next session. It had already been six months since his death but to Goku it felt like an eternity, the day's drug on longer without her presence. He often wondered what she was up to, he even asked King Kai if he could check on her for him but for some reason he refused to give him any information on her. Goku always reprimanded himself for waiting till the last minute to tell her his true feelings, now he was dead and she was left behind with thoughts of what could have been. Goku didn't let it bother it too much, he was the sort of guy that really didn't dwell in things other than getting stronger. But he still wondered if she would move on before his year was up, but he kept those wonderings hidden deep within his heart.

"Goku, your break is up. Lets get back to training you don't have much time left." King Kai yelled at him, he stood and brushed off his Gi then turned and followed King Kai.

They might be right but I disagree

Cause I've never felt stronger than when you're with me

Lilli's POV

*Dream*

Lillianna was walking through a field; the grass was vibrant green and came up to her ankles. The sky was a beautiful pale blue with little white cloud scatter about. A soft wind blew through the field making the grass tickle her bare feet, her long red dress molded to her body, and her hair flew like it was alive. It was peaceful Lilli couldn't help but take a deep breath, the air smelled like spring. She closed her eyes trying to savor the moment, then she heard footsteps approaching her from behind. She opened her eyes the moment a pair of arm wrapped around her waist, she looked over and met a pair of innocent black eyes. She smiled as he placed a kiss on her forehead, her heart began to swell. She never wanted this to end, but a part of her know this was a dream. He finally broke the silence that had fallen between them, and the moment she heard his voice it felt like she had returned home after being gone for years.

"I've missed you, time has been my enemy this past year." He said as he pulled her closer. "You seem so different from what I remember, I just can't place my finger on it." Her heart started to beat faster as realization began to sink in, he was right she was different. But she wouldn't tell him why, she wouldn't risk losing him. The sky began to darken as more clouds rolled in, the air now held a chill to it.

"Oh, I bet it's nothing dear, you've been gone a long time. You are just getting to see me in the flesh again." She said glad it came out strong and confident when she felt the exact opposite inside.

I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of
Is waking to you

Her senses began to heighten, small sounds that she couldn't hear a moment ago, were now assaulting her ears. She could hear the brook that was a good two miles away, she could hear small animals scurrying around in the surrounding woods, but the worst sound hitting her ear drums was that she could hear the blood rushing through the veins of the one who held her. It created a hunger in her, a hunger like she hadn't eaten in weeks. As the hunger grew so did her senses, soon she was able to smell new things. She was able to smell the elk by the brook, she could smell the imminent rain, she also smelled something delicious, something that made her mouth water and her stomach growl.

"Sounds like someone is hungry, good thing I brought food." Goku chuckled, he was so calm. Lilli on the other hand was frozen, she could feel as her fangs lengthened pushing against her bottom lip.

Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you

"Leave." Lilli said through clenched teeth, she felt her control slipping. The hunger was starting to become overwhelming, she removed his arms from her waist and elbowed him back doing her best not to show her face.

"Lilli?" He asked, hurt clear in his words. It tore at her heart to know that she was hurting him, but she knew that if she lost control with him here she'd do more than just hurt him. It was clear he wasn't going to leave and Lilli couldn't find the will to leave herself, no matter how hard she tried she couldn't move her legs.

"Please, just go. Get out of here." The sky was now almost black with storm clouds, thunder clashed the moment she finished her sentence. The wind had really picked up now whipping through the field, breaking off small branches from the trees at the forests edge.

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

"Lillianna what is going on, please talk to me." He placed a hand on her shoulder and tried to make her look at him but she fought against him. He kept trying till she pushed him back, she didn't realize how hard she pushed him till he fell flat on his back. Finally, she was able to move and she took off toward the forest not bothering to run at full speed. She was able to make it to the edge of the forest before someone stopped her in her tracks.

"Well well, little sister. It seems you have gotten yourself into quiet a situation, haven't you?" Vegeta said landing in front of her with Nappa by his side, he held Goku by the back collar of his shirt.

"You leave him alone Vegeta, he has done nothing to you. It's me you want, so take me." Lilli said, she was glad for a moment that Goku was unconscious so he wasn't able to see her face.

"We don't want you Lillianna, you are no longer one of us. We can tell by your face, you not even a Saiyan anymore are you?" Nappa pitched in she growled at him.

"I am a Saiyan, I still have Saiyan blood." Lillianna tried to defend herself.

"Yet you fail in your mission, you were supposed to kill the people of this planet. Not become one of them, you disgust me. And to think I once called you my sister, what will father think when he hears of this? His precious little "Princess" gone and fallen in love with a traitor low class piece of trash." He said tossing Goku to the ground. It made her blood boil to see him treat Goku like that, but she didn't know what to do Vegeta was stronger than her. There was no way she would win a fight with Vegeta AND Nappa by herself.

I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real

"I think I know of a way to punish you, to make sure you never forget what happens when you betray us." Vegeta raised his hand and aimed it at Goku, he fired off a small Ki blast that hit Goku on the shoulder. She sighed when she realized he had missed, she ran over to Goku and knelt down next to him. "You're thinking I missed, HA! Just wait 'sis'." Vegeta spit the word sis like it was a curse.

I don't wanna sleep

I don't wanna dream

'cause my dreams don't comfort me

The way you make me feel

Waking up to you never felt so real

Just then a strong wind blew through, and that delicious smell from earlier hit her again but it was stronger. The moment the smell hit her, the last of her will was drained away. She dove forward and sank her fangs deep into Goku's shoulder, this cause him to wake up and scream in pain. After the initial pain, Goku try to move away but Lilli was stronger. She held him down still buried deep in his shoulder, in the back of her mind she knew she wasn't going to let go any time soon. Nor did she know what kind of state Goku would be in when she did let him go.

"What's going on, what is on me?" Goku frantically asked, Vegeta laughed. Lillianna couldn't see but he must have been standing close with that fucking smirk on his face. He was glad to know that once she came to her senses this would haunt her for the rest of her life.

"It's that mutant girl you love so much." He said so casually, this pissed off Lilli causing her to bite down harder which in turn made Goku scream out again. After a moment, he calmed down and he tried to look at who was biting him. But his strength was fading bloodless was beginning to weigh heavily on him.

"Do you mean Lillianna is doing this? But how she is just a Saiyan?" He asked weakly. The reasonable side of Lillianna sat at the very back of her mind screaming at the other part of herself to let go before she killed him, but no matter how much she screamed no one heard her.

I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore you
Oh how I thirst for you
Oh how I need you

"Remember, you've been dead for a year Kakarott. You weren't around when she was changed into this blood sucking beast, now all she Is, is a monster." Vegeta informed him, she heard Goku sigh. He didn't have much longer before he was killed a second time. Lilli felt as his body grew weaker and weaker, and then it went completely limp. She continued drinking till there was nothing left, not even a drop. She sat up and looked at the man she loved laying in front of her, his eyes were closed. It was like he was simply asleep. Tears poured down her face as she finally came to her senses, the pain in her heart was the worst that she had ever felt. How could she do this to him, what would everyone think when they learned the truth. She let out a soul wrenching scream, while Vegeta and Nappa stood there and laughed.

*End*

Lillianna lunged straight up gasping for air, she was covered in sweat and her heart was racing. She looked around Gohan and Piccolo were still asleep, she got up and walked out of the cave. Along the horizon dawn was beginning to break, it was cooler outside. Lilli began walking off in one direction, she didn't have a destination in mind all she knew is that see needed to get away for a moment. After a while of walking she found a waterfall, she walked to the water's edge and splashed the cool water on her face.

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

After she rinsed off her face she decided to sit at the edge and let her feet dangle in the water, it was calming to listen to the crash of the waterfall, of the birds beginning their morning song, and to watch the sun rise over the mountain. It helped to take her mind off the nightmare for a while, but soon it crept back up on her. She knew it was just a dream, but her dream had meaning. It meant that there really was no way to hide what she has become, but she wasn't even sure how she would tell him. She was a repulsive monster, something from nightmares and scary stories. There was no way he'd love her the way she was, but she couldn't not tell him because that would cause more harm than good. She didn't know what to do and she didn't have a lot of time to figure it out.

"Lilli? Lilli, can you hear me?" A familiar voice sounded in her head, she knew it right away and looked around to find him but didn't see him anywhere. "Lilli, please answer me if you can hear me." The voice sounded again.

"I can hear you, but I can't see you. Thus, concluding that this is just my imagination." Lilli answered in a hushed voice. She heard a chuckle, great now her mind was laughing at her.

"It's not your Imagination silly, it's really me. I'm talking to you through King Kai." She rolled her eyes.

"Yeah right, that's what they all say. I'm not falling for it again, not after the last incident." She said. She swung her feet in the water, watching as it created waves on the surface.

Goku's POV

Goku sighed, he didn't know what he could say to make her believe that it was truly him. He'd never admit it out loud or really show it, but it worried him that she hallucinated about him so often that she doesn't believe it him. From what he could see in her mind, there was something off about her. Something different but no matter how hard he tried to look he couldn't find what it was. It was like there was a wall inside her mind keeping him from seeing something.

Sometimes I wonder why you even care
Cause even when I leave you're always there with me
And like a candle makes a brighter place
This mark you've made on me can't be erased.

"What can I say that will make you believe me Lils." He begged. He wanted her to believe him so bad, he wanted to talk to the Lilli he knew. King Kai stood there silently, he was reluctant to even let Goku speak to her in the first place this was probably why.

"Nothing really, since you're a part of my imagination you know everything in my mind." She said, she sounded so sad. He wanted to reach out and pull her close to fight away all her fears and sadness, but he knew he couldn't.

"If it helps I'm here." King Kai pitched in, I felt a jolt in her mind. This told him she never heard this voice before.

"Who are you?" she asked, Goku's pulse raced. Maybe this will be that push she needed to believe she wasn't imagining.

"My name is King Kai, I am able to connect with people telepathically and talk to them. And anyone who places their hand on my shoulder can join in on the conversation like what Goku is doing. He asked me to do this so he could talk to you." She was quiet for a long moment, then her mind relaxed.

"So, this is real, I'm not dreaming or imagining things." She finally spoke, Goku couldn't help the smile that spread across his lips.

I wanna be so far gone in you
So far nothing else will ever do
I wanna be so far gone in you
In you..

"Omg, Goku. You don't know how long I've waited to actually hear your voice, what's going on are you ok?" She asked.

"I'm fine, I just couldn't take not talking to you anymore. I had to beg King Kai to do this for me, are you ok?" He asked some of his true feelings shown through though he didn't mean to. Suddenly she went back to blocking him out, he could tell that something major happened.

"I'm fine, just tired from training." She said quietly, training? Who was she training with? "I'm training with Gohan and Piccolo." She answered, Goku wasn't aware he had spoken the question aloud. Wow Piccolo was training her and his son, this also made him worry. What was Piccolo after

I've stood alone and I've fallen down
Your hands were there to pick me off the ground
Sometimes I cry cause I can't believe
Your love is big enough to cover me

"Don't worry, he is kind to us. He's really been helping me out." This shocked Goku, he never thought that Piccolo would help anyone but himself. Something was clearly bothering her, Goku was destined to find out.

"Be honest with me Lilli, what is going on. You're not acting like yourself, what has happened to make you reserved and sad." Goku asked, and he sensed that there was conflict in her mind of whether to tell him or not. But why wouldn't she want to tell him, was it really that bad. Whatever it was he loved her and he would never push her away.

Sometimes I've wondered if you're even there
But when I feel far away you meet me there
And like a candle makes a brighter place
This mark you've made on me can't be erased
Yeah..

"Lils you can tell me, there is absolutely nothing in the universe that will change my feelings for you." He said hoping it will sooth her enough to confide in him. It took a long while for her to respond, so long that Goku wasn't sure if she was even going to respond.

"Something happened, months ago, that changed my whole life and not for the good." She began, she was having a hard time wording her explanation. "I was upset after your death, so I left home in the middle of the night. And I was attacked in the woods." She stopped there, Goku guessed she was hoping that He would drop it.

"What attacked you?" He asked her prodding her, he realized she wasn't talking about an animal attack. It took her a long time to reply again, this was clearly what she wanted to keep from him.

"It was a vampire." She finally added, he still wasn't understanding why this was such a big deal. People get attacked by them all the time.

"Ok, then what?" He pushed, there was more to this than she was letting on. Was she trying to say she was a Vampire? But that isn't possible for Saiyans…. was it?

"They didn't attack me because they wanted my blood, they attacked me because they wanted to turn me." She said quietly, it was starting to click in Goku's head. She must have been turned, and she believes he'd stop loving her. Or think she was a repulsive monster, but that would never be the case Goku loved HER not for her race or body or appearance. He loved her for her personality, for the way she made him feel at home.

I wanna be lost in you
Like a ship in the night
I wanna get lost in you
Underneath your sky

"Are you implying that you are now a Vampire?" Goku asked her. "King Kai, is that even possible?" He added just to King Kai, who just shrugged his shoulders.

"Yes, no one believed it would work because I am a Saiyan. But it did, I'll understand if you hate me." She added the last part softly. Goku softened his mind.

"I would never hate you Lils, I don't care what you are. I will always love you, you're the first to make me feel as though I belong. You care for me like no one else ever has, I would be crushed if I lost you." Goku said not careing that at the moment he had dropped his guard and showed his heart not only to Lilli but to King Kai as well.

I wanna be so far gone in you
So far nothing else will ever do
I wanna be so far gone in you
In you…

"I love you too Goku, please hurry and come back to me." She said, it was clear in her voice and mind that she felt a huge relief.

"Oh, trust me I will. And once those other two Saiyans are dealt with, me and you are gonna disappear for a while." He added with confidence.

"I'll look forward to that." She said a smile in her voice. Goku smile again, he didn't understand how one person could touch him this way. But he wouldn't have it any other way.

So far gone in you
In you
In you
So far gone in you

*Well there you guys go, a beautiful song-fic and my longest chapter thus far. Ending disclaimer, I do not own So Far Gone that song belongs to Thousand Foot Krutch nor do I own Comatose that song belongs to Skillet. I really hope you guys enjoyed this chapter, it's getting closer and closer to the main story line. Please leave a comment and let me know how you liked this longer chapter along with the songs. Thank you and I love you! *