Truehearted Chapter 8: Grace, mercy and gratitude, an one tree hill fanfic

Date: 10-13-2022

Song: Problem Girl by Rob Thomas

Don't let them get where they're going to, you know they're only what they think of you, you heard of this emotional trickery and you felt like you were learning the ropes, but where you're going now, you don't know

True: Everyday is the same, we are stuck at a crossroads. You play with my heartstrings while I hold onto an impossible dream. Unpredictable, you keep on turning tables on me. Patient, I am always waiting for you to come around. Caught up in limbo, who knew you would be difficult to deal with? Who knew you would be my foe? Lost within a disarray, gray cloudy skies surround us. I can't imagine there to be a positive outcome. You created this fray, now take responsibility for it. I don't like wasting my time or being the last one to know stuff. A little ray of light shines through the confusion and darkness. I have freewill, I have my own life to live in the end.

And when the kids on the street say whats your problem girl and the weight of their smiles just too much for you to bear when they all make you feel like you're problem girl remember you're no problem at all you're no problem at all

Brooke: Careless and reckless, you hurt me. You break my heart over and over again. The hand of fate can't take us back to the start. Silently suffering, the tears didn't come this time around. I feel nothing for you at all. I am numb to the pain just like a baby inside the womb. Carefree, I feel truly alive in this tomb. My eyes may be closed, but I am not dumb. The truth sets me free and I learn to breathe without you in my life. Needy, my bleeding heart appears as small as an ant before you. Distant, you are gone for good. I am completely done with you although I am alone at the moment. We shared so much history that it hurts for me to let you go. I wanted to cry, but the tears didn't come.

Pride like promises can't let you down, you thought that you'd be feeling better by now, you worry about all the things they could do to you, you worry about the things they could say, may be you're seeing things the wrong way

True: Careless and reckless, underneath the surface. Rebellious spirit, embrace for deep impact. Even in death, live and survive on one last first breath of life.
Any place, anytime, anywhere, perfection is a pipe dream. Stuff remains in ruins due to a loss of hope and faith. Expecting disappointment everywhere, failure is a contagious disease.

when the kids on the street say whats your problem girl and the weight of their smiles just too much for you to bear when they all make you feel like you're problem girl remember you're no problem at all you're no problem at all

Brooke: Damaged beyond repair, its like breathing without any air. Runaway with the car keys, free is over now, don't dream so just scream out for heaven.
Vulnerable diamond in the rough, inhale and exhale oxygen like candy. Everpresent adventurous wanderer live life in the fast lane. Victim of circumstance consider the past to be dead. Outsider, outcast travel down on a rocky road. Linger elsewhere beyond the human imagination, insignificant tough cookie. Velocity, speed and force turn back the hands of the clock. Even the testing of one's faith can lead to crossroads sometimes, but don't be discouraged.

True: Laughter numbs my conscience. Adieu drama, psychological trauma. Underneath the tough exterior, there are tears of joy. God works out things according to his timing. Hope of deliverance, open arms catch me when I fall. Peace is a gift that I first give to myself and then others. Every breath that I take is a miracle.

Try if you stand or you fall, you're no problem at all, you're no problem at all, you're no problem at all

Brooke: Please don't worry, be merry. Help is on the way. Everyday offers a chance to learn something brand new. A few light bulbs may turn on. Yearn for the burn, self satisfaction. Life is a school lesson within itself. Never give up hope, never give into doubt or lose heart. Out of nowhere, numerous resources are made available. Overcoming mental challenges, success is one milestone away from becoming a reality.

Don't let them get where they're going to, you're no problem at all, you're no problem at all

True: Under attack, I am shaken to the core of my existence. Can anything good come out of this hot mess? Unappreciated, my lifework is vanity and self pity consumes me. Worthless, nothing makes sense anymore. I ignore and avoid what could be another open door of opportunity. Please don't tell me to dream, its already over. You meet me in the brutal aftermath. You hold the key to my rebirth, success. I look into the mirror and see a strong warrior, a survivor of many numerous things. I am joy, the silent heartbeat of the community. God uses me to bring about love, serenity and unity. Blessed, I am alive for a divine
purpose and it is suppose to be this way forever.

Don't let them get where they're going to, you're no problem at all, you're no problem at all

Brooke: Sticks and stones break your bones. Emotions give way to the dark abyss. Not now but soon, goodnight moon. Sympathy pulls at my heartstrings.
I am here for you today, tomorrow and forevermore. I will comfort and support you. Victory is yours and mine. Everyday I can't stop thinking about you.