Can you hear the Angel sing? Chapter 12: When Youre Gone Avril Lavigne, a twilight fanfic

When you`re gone-Avril Lavigne

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BPOV:

I ran back to my dressing room to change into my last outfit. It was a navy blue pullover, short jean shorts, and black and pink hightops. I know it`s cold in Alaska, but the cold doesn`t bother me.

Dan was about to knock on my door right when I walked out. He said it was time to go back out. I took a big uneeded breath and stepped back out onto the stage. I looked to my left and saw Edward`s face. What I had done just did set into my brain. When I saw the look of pain and sadness on his face, the anger I was previously feeling, seemed to vanish. And new feelings appeared. It was, loneliness. Love. Sadness. Emptiness.

I ran right over to where Dan was on the stage and whispered that there would be a change in the songs again. We were going to go back to the original setlist. I then walked over to the band and singers and told them as well. They nodded and I walked back to the front of the stage. The first song was called Thinking Of You.(KATY PERRY! :D) I nodded to Dan and the music started.

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one, I still got the seed

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know

'Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you
(Thinking of you, thinking of you)
Thinking of you, what you would do
If you were the one who was spending the night
(Spending the night, spending the night)
Oh, I wish that I was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian Summer in the middle of winter
Like a hard candy with a surprise center
How do I get better once I've had the best?
You said there's tons of fish in the water, so the waters I will test

He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth, oh!
(Taste your mouth)
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

Oh, won't you walk through?
And bust in the door and take me away?
Oh, no more mistakes
'Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay, stay

The next song was called Lanslide.(Dixie Chicks) Maddy came over with my stool and Guitar and gave them to me. I smiled at her and sat on the stool with my guitar. Without a word to the crowd, I started playing.

Took my love and I took it down
Climbed a mountain and I turned around
And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide brought me down

Oh, mirror in the sky, what is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail through the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?

Well, I've been afraid of changin'
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes bolder, children get older
I'm getting older too, well

Well, I've been afraid of changin'
'Cause I've built my life around you
But time makes bolder, children get older
I'm getting older too, well, I'm getting older too

So take this love and take it down
Yeah, and if you climb a mountain and you turn around
And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well, the landslide brought down

And if you see my reflection in the snow covered hills
Well maybe, well maybe, well maybe
The landslide will bring you down

Throughout the whole song, I was looking in Edwards direction. He was looking right back at me, and I could see the emotions playing in his eyes. It was love. But how can he possibly love me? He said he didn`t want me. That wasn`t good enough for him. He left me. He said he never loved me. But a little voice in the back of my mind was saying that, maybe, it was all a lie. That he was trying to protect me. My heart was telling me to trust him, but my mind was telling me not to. I am so confused! I looked out around the crowd and noticed they were all waiting on me.

``Do you want more?`` I said, or well, shouted. They screamed and yelled back. Maddy came back over to get my guitar. I sat back upon my stool and started my next song. What Hurts The Most. (Rascall Flatts Version.)

``This was the very first song I have ever written. Can you guess what it is?`` I said to the crowd and started to sing.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

At the end of the song, I had one traitor tear falling down my face. I quickly wiped it away, just in time to see Maddy and Payton moving my piano onto the stage. ( If it doesn`t make sense, then just go with it.) The very last song was the most emotional song that I`d written. It`s going to be really hard to sing it. Especially when the subject of the song is staring at me from the very front row. I moved the microphone and stool out of the way and walked oer to my piano. It was creme white and shiny. I sat down on the bench and began my song, When You`re Gone.(Avril Lavigne. Dedicated to my Nanny and Poppy. RIP. I miss and love you both soo much.)

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

The tears were freely flowing, but they did not effect my singing.

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I felt two cold hands wiping away my tears. I froze. I looked up from the keys and saw Edward sitting right beside me.

I ran.

AN: sooooo, tell meh what you think! I personally don`t really like the chapter. But I want to kow you`r opinions. Should I change it?