Hey again! :) Sorry for the delay of this but life kind of happened ;) Well I at least decided to sit down and finish writing chapter 2. I will try to have regular updates from now on. Also I feel the need to apologize beforehand about the quality of this chapter, my little brother was in the room while I was writing and it got pretty hard to concentrate :/ If you have any questions feel free to ask :D Btw I don't own any of these characters or anything else for that matter. Okay, hope you enjoy.

My heart has never pounded as fast in my chest as when I am running down the corridor towards Blaine's hospital room. Everything around me stops to matter and it slows down when I see the sign for room 802. Even though I have been still for hours I run as fast as my tired legs can take me to the room. I don't waste a second before I throw the door open and scurry inside.

The first thing I notice is how tiny my Blaine looks, broken and bruised. I am instantly reminded of the night I found him outside my door, how small he was and how fragile he seemed. There is a lump in my throat as I try and hold back the tears threatening to fall, but it is not tears of sadness but rather relief that I didn't lose him, that he's still here though I couldn't be there to save him from himself.

"Hey there champ. How'ya doing?" I utter nervously taking a hesitant step forward. Blaine's head snap up at the sound of my voice and his golden hazel eyes start to brim up with tears.

"D-dad, I'm so so so s-sorry" Blaine whimpers and I run forward and wrap my arms around him as gently as I can while wearing an iron suit.

"shh Blaine it's okay, you're okay. Just never scare me like this again, you know I can't live without you kiddo. Neither can Pepper, Happy or anyone you've ever met. Whatever is hurting you, I promise we can work through it together, as long as you never hurt yourself again okay?" I whisper in to my sons curly hair, rocking him back and forth as I talk. After I'm done talking I feel Blaine nod his head against my shoulder and a whispered "okay", then he pulls away and sits back, but he interlocks his hands with one of mine.

After sitting in silence for some time Blaine shakes his head softly and then says:

"I assume that you now want to know why I tried to kill myself?"

"Yeah I would appreciate that as a matter of fact" Though I say it in a joking matter I feel my pulse speed up at the prospect of getting to know what has caused my son to try and take his life.

"Well it's kind of a long story so get comfortable" Blaine says and I shift in my seat. When I look up I see Blaine staring at me expectantly so I nod for him to go a head. As I lean back and get ready to hear what is probably going to be one of the worst stories of my life I can't help but thinking that my suit has never felt as much of a burden as now. Knowing that I was of doing my duties as iron man while failing my duties as a father hits me hard.

It shines like silver, is my first thought when I exits the so called Allikar*. I find it strange that it hasn't changed since last I was here, that even though so much has changed it still remained the same. Remembering all those times I ran around here as a child with Odin looking on from a distance as Thor continue to try and catch me to no avail.

The sheer beauty of Asgard during midnight helps soothe my breaking heart, but only for a moment. Because as soon as I close my eyes I can only see Blaine's hazel once filled with tears. I can only hear his desperate cries as I lean on the wall of the Allikar trying to keep my breathing steady.

"Please don't go Bas."

"I l-love you!"

"Why are you doing this, to me? To us?"

"I know you love me too."

"Sebastian? Is that you?"

I'm brought from my thoughts by a very familiar voice. The voice is loud in the otherwise quiet landscape. Turning my head I'm met with the concerned eyes of Thor. His stature changes drastically when he sees my face. Figures, I must look like shit.

"Hey there dude. What's up?" As I look up I can see Thor's look of confusion and bewilderment, Thor's reaction to my languages amuses me some, but any amusement switches to somberness as I recall why I am here.

"Brother Sebastian, what is the causing of your mournings" Thor says, quieter and softer than I have ever heard him speak in my life, but his gentle voice only makes me feel worse. Because I can only recall Blaine's soft sleepy voice so gentle it felt like it would break if anything moved or caused a change. My wandering thoughts stop abruptly as I remember that Blaine isn't mine anymore, that his sleepy morning voice isn't for me to hear, but some mortal Blaine would deem worthy. It's with that thought that I finally break and I start crying hysterically, not even caring anymore.

Thor rushes towards me and holds me steady as I almost tumble over. He doesn't let go though but keeps a hold of me and shakes my shoulder gently. I look up at the god and am met with the most concerned eyes I have ever seen.

"You called me here" I finally rasp out between sobs. At this Thor pulls me into his chest and here is the Thor I know the one hugging me way to hard to be healthy if I was a mortal.

"Brother what has happened to you? You coming home should be joyous news, not news to cause you tears. Will you come inside so we can talk more of this matter? I am sure seeing Mother again will make your aching souls calm some, even if it is not by much." Thor says with his as usually booming voice, although it is a lot more quiet then in normal cases.

"Yeah, let's go"

As we walk towards asgard together I think that nothing will make the pain go away completely, but the feeling of being back to the place that was my home for so long helps soothe it a little. Asgard isn't my home anymore though, my home is a petite boy with black unruly hair, the most beautiful smile and a voice of an angel. Nothing will make what I did undone so there is no need to dwell on it anymore Blaine is the past and Asgard the future.

"So tell me Thor what have you been up to? Has there been any big changes around here?" I ask after some time my voice still wavering a bit from the tears, but Thor decides to answer my question instead of trying to lurk out the truth of why I am so upset. My mind drifts as Thor gives a wide description of what has changed in Asgard since my departure, but he doesn't seem to notice.

*Allikar is the replacement of the bifrost in my story, Because I think that they would rebuild the bifrost in some form after it was destroyed and the got the teseract (don't know how it's spelled, sorry).

In the next chapter you will get to know more about what happened with Blaine and Sebastian.

Right now I am planing to write their story in flashbacks but if anyone would like a chapter with their past or at least a bit of it I would be happy to do it so tell me if you would like that :)

Please leave a comment if you enjoyed and would like me to continue :D