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BPOV:
Emmett's proud smile fell of his face and a slight blush fell across his cheeks.
"Don't worry Emmett, Esme and I will properly teach you guys how to cook some other time. Why don't you go make a cheese sandwhich and I'll clean up the kitchen." he shook his head sadly and walked over to the fridge.
After cleaning Emmett's mess, the whole family was relaxing in the living room. Everyone had been quietly enjoying each others company when Alice jumped up out of her seat on the couch. The movement caused Jasper to fall of the couch because his head was in her lap. Alice ran to the front of the room and asked for everyone's attention.
"Bella, since we have nothing to do, can you show or sing some more songs for us? Please, please, pleease,please, please, PLEASE?"
"If I do will you shut up?" She nodded her head eagerly and Edward released me from his grip.
"Which would you like first, live or computer? I think it would be less humiliating for me if we did the first one live the next two on the computer and the last live. I can perform my songs for you whenever you want, all you have to do is ask. So is that plan good with everyone?" they all nodded their heads quickly, so I got up and walked over to the piano.
"This one's called Black Star (Avril Lavigne). It was a cute Lullaby that I came up with."
I started to play,and the words just flew from my lips.
Black star, black star
Forever you will be
A shining star, shining star
Be whatever you can be
A rockstar, rockstar
You will always be
A black star, black star, black star
Black Star, black star, black star
With eyes shut, and a huge smile plastered on my lips, I finished up the end of the song. They clapped and encouraged me to lead them over to the computer. Alice sat down in the seat and started researching my songs, and didn't let me say anything. She was about to pick the song titled, Things I'll Never Say.
"NO!" I screamed and directed her towards the song Heaven. (DJ Sammy, 9\11 version)
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The video that Alice chose was a lyric video since there wasn't a real video for this song. It was probably one of the saddest songs that I had ever written, but, It was for a very special reason. All of those people who suffer from the losses of their loved ones. This version was the saddest though. Alice clicked the play button.
The little girls voice dubbed over the song, but you could still hear it.
"It's been a year daddy. I really really miss you. Mommy says your safe now. In a beautiful place called heaven."
Oh I'm thinking about our younger years
"We had your favorite dinner tonight"
There was only you and me
"I ate it all up"
We were young and wild and free
"Even though I don't like carrots"
Now nothing can take you away from me
"I learned how to swim this summer"
We've been down that road before
"I can even open my eyes"
But that's over now
"While I'm under water"
You keep me coming back for more
"Can't you see me?"
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
"I started kindergarten this year"
Love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
"I carry a picture of us. In my Blue's Clues lunchbox"
Oh once in your life you find someone
"You are the greatest daddy"
Who will turn your world around
Pick you up when you're feeling down
Now nothing can change what you mean to me
"I can swing on the swing by myself"
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
"Even though I miss you pushing me"
Cause our love will light the way
"Can't you see me?"
Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
"I miss how you used to tickle me"
And love is all that I need
"Tickle my belly"
And I found it there in your heart
"My belly hurts"
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
"I try not to cry"
I've been waiting for so long
"Mommy says it's okay"
For something to arrive
For love to come along
"I know you don't like it when I cry"
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times and the bad
"You never wanted me to be sad"
I'll be standing there by you
"I try Daddy but it hurts"
Baby you're all that I want
"Is it true you're not coming home?"
When you're lying here in my arms
"Maybe someday"
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
"I can visit you in heaven, okay?"
And love is all that I need
And I've found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven
"It's time for me to go bed now.
I sleep with the light on,
Just in case you come home
And kiss me good night
I love you so much.
I miss you Daddy"
The video ended and everyone had tears welled up in their eyes. I could tell that they just knew what the song was about.
A few stray tears fell from Emmett's eyes. He quickly wiped them away so that no one would see him crying.
"That was beautiful Belly." he commented, still wiping his face. I smiled at him softly, and Edward reached over to search for a new song. He chose, Take It Off. (Kesha) The one hee chose was the actual video for the song.
For the begining of the song, it started of as a dance number with a black backround. (Dance can be found on Youtube, under Idejance, Take it off, Kesha)
There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.
When the dark
Of the night comes around.
That's the time,
That the animal comes alive.
Looking for
Something wild.
And now we lookin' like pimps
In my gold Trans-Am.
Got a water bottle full of whiskey
In my handbag.
Got my drunk text on
I'll regret it in the mornin'
But tonight
I don't give a
I don't give a
I don't give a
There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.
And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.
The dance sequence ended and my back-up dancers and I were walking through the streets, acting drunk already, knocking over trash cans and we were heading towards the secret club.
There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.
And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.
We were inside the club now, completley drunk and acting so stupid it was almost embarrasing.
Lose your mind.
Lose it now.
Lose your clothes
In the crowd.
We're delirious.
Tear it down
'Til the sun comes back around.
N-now we're getting so smashed.
Knocking over trash cans.
Eurbody breakin' bottles
It's a filthy hot mess.
Gonna get faded
I'm not the designated
Driver so
I don't give a
I don't give a
I don't give a
This part of the chorus had a flash back kind of feel. It showed us entering the club through the hole in the wall, and us just dancing and drinking, and all around having fun. There were people walking around with out their shirts on and it had the total club feel.
There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.
And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.
Now I was up on the stage performing the song while everyone else danced. Two of my back up dancers came up and ripped my clothes off. I was in a pair of ugly jeans and a loose long sleeved shirt. Under the clothes was a super sparkly tank and a jean mini skirt.
There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.
And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.
Oh, oh, oh!
EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!
Oh, Oh, Oh!
EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Right now! TAKE IT OFF!
Oooh.
Right now! TAKE IT OFF! [x3]
EVERYBODY TAKE IT OFF!
There's a place downtown,
Where the freaks all come around.
It's a hole in the wall.
It's a dirty free for all.
And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.
There's a place I know
If you're looking for a show.
Where they go hardcore
And there's glitter on the floor.
I was back in the room with the black backround, alone, as I finished singing the song. After the last note, I turned and walked off into the darkness.
And they turn me on.
When they Take It Off.
When they Take It Off.
Everybody Take It Off.
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I was giggling quietly at their reactions. They all stared wide eyed at the computer screen, shocked that I wasn`t as innocent as they had thought. I got up and walked back over to the piano and sat down on the bench. Everyone`s gaze followed me as I went. I looked up and locked my eyes onto Edward, and let all of my emotions run through me. I looked back down to the ivory keys and gentley started playing the tune to my new unreleased song, called, I Will Be. (Avril Lavigne)
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down but it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me
And if I let you down, I'll turn it all around
'Cause I would never let you go
I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay
Without you I can't breathe
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I got, you're all I want, yeahhh
'Cause without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see you're all I need
And I will be, all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay
I will be all that you want and get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day and make everything okay
My tears dropped silently onto the keys and I slowly lifted my head. Throughout my whole performance I never noticed Edward coming closer and closer to the piano. Our eyes locked and I ran into his arms. He hugged me tightly and kissed my hair. Without breaking the hug, I stood up on my tip toes and tenderly kissed his warm lips.
AN: I`m going to be posting links to ALL of the songs that are in this story on my profile! Check it out...
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