Someone was knocking on the door, Castiel putted his slippers on and left the bed where Dean's slept closing the door behind him "I'm coming" He shouted opening the door.

"Cas, I'm just checking on Dean" Said Sam smiling, he was alone, Castiel opened the door letting him in

"Make yourself at home" Said Castiel smiling, it was a cold afternoon, the winter had just began "Dean is sleeping, but you can wait until he wakes up?"

"Thank you, Cas" Said Sam sitting on the couch "What happened to him?"

"He told me he had a fight with his 'gang' " Said Castiel sitting on a chair facing Sam

"Another fight, that is four only this week" Said Sam worried

"I'm sure he will get real this time" Said Castiel smiling, he was trying his best to talk Dean into getting a job, but he had no success up till now

"I hope so Cas" Mumbled Sam looking at coffee table full of books "I see you bring work to your home"

"No" Chucked Castiel with a smile "That's my hobby, you know I like to read"

"I Do" Said Sam looking around "I'm not trying to pry, but do you live here alone?"

"Yes, Why?" Asked Castiel walking into the kitchen

"Because, is such a big apartment for you alone" Said Sam following him

"I used to live here with my boyfriend" Said Castiel pouring some water on the coffee machine

"I see, what happened?" Asked Sam resting his shoulder on the wall "I mean, if you don't want to tell me it's ok"

"We just grown apart" Said Castiel with a smile "He wanted to go see the world, and I never cared about the world"

"That is difficult" Said Sam padding Castiel's shoulder "But, are you ok?"

"Yes, it's been a long time ago" Said Castiel pouring some coffee "Do you want some?"

"Yes, please" Said Sam watching Castiel pour some coffee for him "That's good"

"Thank you" Said Castiel chucking, he knew Sam wasn't talking about his coffee

"No, I mean, your coffee is good too" Said Sam smiling "How much time until he is healed?"

"The doctor said on the weekend he must be ok" Said Castiel going to the living room and Sam followed him

"I'll get him on the weekend before Monday" Said Sam sitting on the couch again

"You don't have to" Said Castiel drinking some of his coffee "I'm glad Dean is here… At least I have someone to take care of those dripping pipes and lousy machines"

"I see "Said Sam with a smiled, he was pleased that Castiel was helping him, he couldn't shake this feeling that Dean and Castiel were together "Are you two together?"

"No" Said Castiel with a smile, thinking how funny it was, he wanted to be with Dean, but he wasn't sure about it "But, maybe we will be together… I don't know about that"

"So we will be like real family" Said Sam hopeful, he was glad that Dean finally found someone, Sam knew that Dean's hate for himself was killing him "Right?"

"I guess" Said Castiel laughing softly "Let me check on him"

"Dean" Said Castiel caressing his hair "Are you awake?" Dean held Castiel's hand and kissed its back while opening his eyes

"No" Dean smiled and touched Castiel cheek with his free hand "Is it morning yet?"

"Its afternoon Dean" continued Castiel smiling "Your brother wants to see you"

"Why did I sleep so much?" Asked Dean resting his back against the pillows

"It's the medicine's effect" Whispered Castiel fluffing his pillows "Can I tell him to come in?"

"Yes, Cas" Said Dean rubbing his eyes "Thank you"

Castiel nodded and left the room, after a while Sam came into the room with a smile "Hey you jerk!"

"Hey, bitch!" replied Dean smiling, Sam hugged him lightly and both laughed

"So how are you hanging up?" asked Sam sitting on the bed

"So far so good, Sammy" Said Dean smiling "I'm sure you are here to give me a lecture, aren't you?"

"No, but I should" Said Sam punching Dean's shoulder lightly "I'm here to tell you something"

"Yes?"

"Daddy is coming next week, because of my birthday" Said Sam looking at the displeased expression on Dean's face

"I thought he didn't have time for those things" Said Dean crossing his arms

"Dean, please, try not to fight with him this time, again" Said Sam holding Dean's hand

"I won't promise anything" Said Dean a little upset "You know how he is, Sammy"

"I know, but I think maybe he changed"

"He was never the same since mother died" Said Dean looking away, he had fond memories of his mother

"It wasn't his fault, Dean" Said Sam padding Dean's shoulder "People die, Dean"

"I'm not a child Sammy!" Shouted Dean, he wasn't upset with Sam, he was upset, because nobody never found who started the fire that killed their mother that day "I'm sorry, I'll try my best to not fight with Daddy"

"Thank you Dean, Rachel is planning everything, I just want that everything goes ok for her" Said Sam standing up

"Are you going already?" Asked Dean lifting his eyes, Sam was his younger brother, but he was way taller than him tough "Stay a little while"

"I can't Dean, Rachel must be freaking out with the invitation Cards right now" Said Sam smiling, Dean smiled back and Sam left the room while Castiel came in

"So? What's up with the long face?" Said Castiel sitting by Dean's side on the bed

"My daddy is coming" Said Dean a little upset;

"Isn't that a good thing?" Asked Castiel curious, he never saw Dean like this before

"No, my daddy is kind of a jerk" Said Dean crossing his arms again, Castiel laughed softly

"So? Aren't you a jerk too?" Dean laughed

"Yes, maybe I am; My Daddy and I had a falling out, Cas, I'm not sure If he wants to see me again, or if I want to see him again" Said Dean resting his head back on the pillow

"Dean, you should forgive him… It's never good to hold on things like this" Said Castiel caressing Dean's forehead

"I forgave him, Cas" Said Dean closing his eyes "It doesn't mean I like him"

"But Dean, if you forgave him why are you angry?" Dean opened his eyes and looked at Castiel's sweet smile, he was right; Dean didn't forgive his father for what happened.

"Because it wasn't fair, Cas" Said Dean closing his fists "I'm his son! I love him and he told me I was an abomination, that I wasn't his son anymore"

"Dean, we are imperfect… I get that you are angry, but you can't be angry forever"

"Why not?" Shouted Dean "Is his fault, not mine… I tried my best to be a good son, I swear Cas, I tried!"

"I know Dean" Said Castiel holding Dean, he was crying "Forgiveness doesn't mean that what someone did to you was right, it means that you are ready let the pain go away"

"I wish I was like you Cas" Said Dean whipping his tears "My father would love you"

"Why?' Asked Castiel looking at Dean's eyes, he was broken too, but even so Dean was trying his best to be someone better than who he was

"Because, you always know what to say" Said Dean in boy-ish manner, Castiel smiled, it was the first time he saw Dean for who he was, just another lost boy.

"Dean, you don't need somebody's approval to exist" Said Castiel smiling softly "You have right to exist, no matter what people say, you have as much right to exist as anyone else in this world"

"Thank you, Cas" Said Dean resting his chin on Castiel's shoulder

"Are you ready to let the pain go?" Whispered Castiel holding Dean

"Yes, Cas" Said Dean smiling, it wasn't a game anymore, Castiel could say he wasn't an angel, but Dean knew that he was somehow a healer.