Here's the last chapter! Sorry it took so long to upload but life got in the way! This chapter is called Remising the Past! Enjoy!

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(Brackenreid's House)

William kept tossing and turning in the guest bed. He was nervous about something that didn't know what. He decided to get up and go for a walk. He put his pants, shirt, vest and jacket on and grabbed his hat and headed downstairs.

(Julia's House)

Julia is finishing up her packing when she hears a rock hit the window, followed by another. She goes to the window and sees William in the yard and waves to him. He waves back and tells him she will unlock the door. She goes downstairs and meets him at the door, unaware she's in her nightgown and robe.

"William, come in"

"Julia" he said with a gulp look at her in the robe

Even though she is wearing a nightgown and robe, he can still see the shape of her body, which was making him aroused.

"it's late William. Is everything ok?"

"Julia, I just need to talk to you about something" he said rubbing his forehead

"ok?" Julia said with a confused but panic voice

"don't worry, Julia. It's not about the wedding…well more the wedding night"

"oh ok, come sit down" she said and leads him to the couch

"ok William talk"

"well Julia, cause you were married before…I am worried I won't be able to perform well, since I have never performed before"

"performed before what do…oh"

William nodded

"William have you never been sexually intimate with a woman before?"

William looks down in embarrassment and shakes his head

"I always assumed you have had sexual relations with Eliza, or Miss Weston, or Enid or Anna"

"Eliza wanted to wait till we were married since begin Catholic like me, she wanted to wait. Miss Weston did invite me to dinner and back to the "Music Academy" for entertainment, but I was engaged to Eliza. With Enid,…I don't know…I think I was trying to get over you…but couldn't. I just couldn't love Enid enough to be with her like that. With Anna, when I lost my memory we almost did but I called out your name, but I didn't know who you or who I was."

"But William, that time when the librarian was killed and Anna was back in town. The inspector knew you had dinner the night before with her, and you were 10 minutes late the next morning."

"the inspector assumed Anna and I did but I just couldn't"

"what do you mean?"

"well we had dinner, and began kissing and Anna started unbuttoning my shirt but I stopped her and said I walked her back to her room. Then I went back to my room and went to bed. The next morning I slept in late and Mrs. Kitchen woke me up, and informed me I had only 10 minutes before work began. So I had a quick shower and skipped breakfast and just headed to work."

Julia looked straight at him

"William didn't you want any of them? I mean did you desire any of them?"

"I lust for them, but only ever desired you Julia."

Julia began tearing up and kissed him.

"William I always wondered what you thought of my body when you saw me naked at the nude camp"

"I was surprised and tried to look away but…I had a fantasy Julia"

"fantasy…like what"

"I saw you and only you. No one else but you. I grabbed you and pushed you against the tree and we made love."

"Really? Wow…so you have fantasies too."

"what do you mean Julia?"

"I had a fantasy that time before I was married to Darcy, with the vampire case. When I grazed my neck…well I had a fantasy that you grabbed me and kissed me and placed me on the desk and unbutton my shirt. You removed your jacket and began kissing my neck, bosom and neck again. But the fantasy was interrupted when Darcy arrived"

"I see"

"and William, just so you know Darcy on our wedding night…well he was a virgin and was horrible. I thought throughout our marriage I assumed he would approve, but he was completely horrible."

"hmm"

"Darcy promised me so much in our marriage which never happened."

"like what"

"well I wanted to go to Paris for our honeymoon, but he wanted Italy. He said he would always support me, no matter what. But after he got the job as chairman he became a regular man who controls his wife."

William takes her hands in his hands.

"Julia I promise you I will support you in our marriage no matter the circumstances."

"I know you will William."

"Julia I often did wonder why you didn't sell Darcy's house when you has a great offer the first time?"

"I don't know William…Leslie showed up out of nowhere and I guess I felt so guilty for Darcy's death. I just couldn't say no to Leslie to let him stay at the house. He was very close to Darcy, they had always looked out for one another. But I found a journal Leslie kept hidden in a drawer that he was only staying to spy on me and inform his parents."

"Julia you have no reason to be guilty for Darcy's death. It was all James Gillies."

"I know, I don't feel guilty anymore. I feel free and so happy."

"That's good it suits you" he said and leans in and kisses her.

"William, I always did wonder when you were first fell in love with me and when you first lust for me?"

He grabbed her and placed her on his lap.

"Julia, from the moment I saw you I loved you, but I lust for you when I asked you for the lung water."

"really?"

"yes…I was jealous of Dr. Tash and in my fantasy I said Julia and you looked at me with those blue eyes and said yes and we kissed which turned into a passionate make out."

"I remember that…you just stared at me with your gorgeous brown eyes and I wondered if you were going to kiss me. But William are you still jealous of Isaac?"

William nodded

"don't be William. He's just a friend, nothing else. Besides he's not interested in woman."

William looked at her with surprise.

"oh he's…"

"yes he's homosexual."

"I see" William said awkwardly

"Isaac told me William when he saw you; he thought you were quite handsome."

"Mmm"

"William remember when I was getting the divorce from Darcy and you came by to the asylum and said you would stand by me?"

"yes"

"when you said no matter what the church says I believe love, any love could be wrong."

"I remember, Julia. What about it?"

"did you mean that you believe two man and two women could love each other romantically?"

"I did" William said with a nod

"when you said that I was in complete shock. I never thought The Great Detective William Murdoch would say such a thing."

"well I really have grown and proud of it."

"you have grown William and more handsome."

"Julia you never said when you first were in love with me and first lust for me."

"oh um, well. The first day on the job the constable said you biked to the crime scene. So I rode in the carriage alone, and when I got out of the carriage the constable at the scene pointed to you and you were leaning down towards the body and your butt was sticking up and I got quite aroused by it. When I went up to you I just saw something in your eyes, your beautiful brown eyes. There was a sparkle in them and I thought you were the most gorgeous, handsomeness man I ever met. But when you introduced yourself and shook my hand I felt something that I never ever felt in my life."

"you know Julia…I felt the spark when we shook hands as well."

"really, William?"

"really, Julia"

They kiss

"William I already knew you were in love with me when Miss Pencil asked you what you thought of me."

"and what Julia?"

"my heart skipped a beat. Right then I knew I wasn't fooling myself when I thought you were in love with me. When you were always were."

"It was when I first saw your hair down Julia; I then realized I was head over in heels in love with you."

She began crying and grabbed his head and kissed him. He kissed back which turn into like their first kiss. Julia began tracing her fingers against his neck and started unbuttoning his shirt, when William stopped her.

"Julia, we have only one more night."

"I know, William. Just got lost in the moment."

"William one thing that has always been on my mind um…"

"what Julia" he said while pushing away a curl from her face.

"what was your reaction when you saw me in the red dress at the policeman ball?"

"oh, I was speechless when you came over I was expecting Darcy to come as well. But when we wasn't, I was so thrilled. To be honest I got a little aroused when I saw your bosom."

"well William, when I saw you in your tux, I was aroused." She said while tracing a finger against his neck

"but when you told me you were going to be a psychiatrist…I was thinking oh good for her. I always knew you were interested in that field. But also I knew you wanted to tell me something but was nervous to tell me."

"yes, I was William; when I told you Darcy and I parted and didn't expect you to just jump back into my arms. But I was really hoping you would. Plus I thought you would scold me for just separating from my spouse. But it was Darcy who decided on the separation, and I just followed my heart."

"Well, Julia when you told me you and Darcy parted I was thinking I shouldn't just jump but I was following my heart. It was my chance to get you back. When I kissed you, and the fireworks went off, I felt like we were the only people in the world."

Julia had tears in her eyes.

"well when you said you saw the future and it was me, I was shocked and knew despite your religious views, you still loved me and when you grabbed me and kissed me, I felt like I was in heaven. All I kept thinking was I am back with not just a colleague, lover, but with the love of my life and best friend in the whole world."

"Julia, you consider me as your best friend?"

She nodded "I do. I always thought Ruby was my best friend because she's my sister and the closest relationship I had, other than my mother. But she never had interest in science or medicine like you William."

William put his hand on her face and said "Julia I consider you not just my colleague, lover and love of my life but my best friend too. I feel like I can talk to you about anything not just science or medicine."

"I feel the same way William"

They kiss again when the clock chimed midnight.

"I should be getting back to the Brackenreid's"

"yes it is late, but thanks for stopping by to talk William. I am happy we are starting a clean slate before getting married."

"as am I, Julia."

They kiss and say goodnight to each other.