11/12/2015 3:09AM

Gah, I can't sleep.

Again

3:10 in the fucking AM, and I have to be up at 8:45. Yeah, seems late, but the perks of being the head of a dept that is not the fucking ER.

Oh, and you seriously never believe this… Are you ready? IT WAS LUPUS. No joke. I laughed so hard when the results came it, my team thought I'd been hitting the sayce early.

Mostly I laughed because of how I dismissed it, as you would, in my last message to you. It still helps to talk out the cases with you, even post mortem.

It's fucking cold here. Winter isn't coming, it's fucking here. I've turn up the heat, but if I ever do fall asleep, I'll end up too hot and then be a real cunt to my team in the morning.

Yes, grandmom's teddy bear just used the word cunt. It's 3:14. I can't sleep. Whatda expect? Snow White? Then again, over a year's worth of begging via facebook for a dead mans cock I bet you;; beleive anythign.

I don't even know why I'm on here rambling again. I should just try rubbing one down instead. That'd prob help. Your hard cock inside me would help. You'd think I'd leanr after all this time that's never gonna happen

Still I picture it rubbing against my clit, then slipping inot my vagnia.

I know you're big

I think you forced me intothe men's so often just so I'd get a glimps here and there. If it's that big soft, and it totally looks like a grower and not a shower. Fuck. I'd like to have it inside me now.

Suck it

fuck it

Do all kinds of nasty things to it.

I bet you were good at oral. You have the best tongue. You were a good kisser too. And the beard. I want it grazing my thighs. I totally want beard burn on my pussy right now. Jesus, I need to just close the lid and sleep.

I really don't ever want your mom or your wife to actually claim this account. Fuck, it'd be embarrassing. But am I going to hit backspace instead of send? Nope.