Hey Guys, Well here you are the next chapter
Should I?
Blaine continued to stare at his phone, looking shocked and a little surprised. Jeff continued to look at him
"What are you going to do?" Jeff asked quietly
"I don't know, I mean this isn't my secret to tell, but Kurt witnessed a lot of strange behaviour tonight. I will have to wait and ask Seb I think" Blaine thought more to himself than the others
"Seb doesn't control you Blaine!" Nick tried to argue
"I know. But this is his condition. I don't want to upset him or agrivate him and I love him. I love him so very much. His always been a little insecure when it comes to Kurt, and he has always known a small part of my heart will belong to my first love but yesterday Kurt seemed to be the trigger to the outburst"
"How about you meet Kurt as friends, ask for you privacy. You could do it in secret if you were worried about the fallout, at least to start" Nick suggested from beside Jeff
"I don't do secrets guys. Remember when I cheated on Kurt, I had to head to New York straight after to tell him what happened. I won't hide anything from him. I will just have to wait for a good day when I can have a discussion with Seb about it, till then I'll maybe talk to Kurt on the phone"
"It's your life mate. It's just your quality of life with Seb...isn't exactly good is it. I mean I do worry with Kira around sometimes" Jeff queried though Nick glared at him for bringing up such a subject.
"He would never hurt Kira, I know it but I would never leave Kira unaccompanied with him, at Sebastian's request rather than my own. He puts her safety above all else, even mine. I think the tumour is getting worse though. I mean all the treatment has done is brought him time, which is good, but still, I worry about the quality of his time and life. I want him to spend as much as possible with us. I just can't help but feel sometimes I am selfish. What if his had enough of fighting?" Blaine asked Jeff nervously
"Surely he would tell you if he had Blaine, and I see how he is with Kira and you, he loves you both. His different from the high school Sebastian as YOU chose to give him a chance. Look how happy you make each other. He doesn't seem unhappy" Jeff tried to reason
"Maybe your right but still what should I do about Kurt? Tell Sebastian, even though he was a trigger for the incident. I have to tell him something..."
"If he asks whose calling, then tell him, if not, you don't need to worry" Jeff tried to argue "So what was Kurt like?"
"Kurt was...amazing for want of a better word. With how Sebastian acted towards me, I think Kurt thought I was a victim of domestic violence and Sebastian controlled me. However when he saw me dealing with Sebastian, he seemed scared of me. He hasn't changed much though"
"Neither have your feelings. Look Blaine I know you, I know you love Sebastian, but I also know you love Kurt. What if Sebastian makes you chose?"
"I don't know what you are on about Nick. Sebastian has made me really happy and I do love him, I just love Kurt in a different way, that's all"
"Uh huh" Nick said
"Look I'd rather not discuss this at the moment. I wonder if he'll remember what happened this time. He didn't last time he had a big incident. It was only the bruise on my face that alerted him to it. Look thanks for tonight guys, but I really think you need to go, Sebastian will most likely wake up shortly and I don't need an extra set of eyes"
"That's fine Blaine." Nick answered with a smile
"Thanks again for picking us up tonight, you two really are amazing you know"
"Hey once a Warbler..." Jeff started
"...Always a Warbler" Blaine finished
They said their goodbyes and left. Once they were gone Blaine pulled got out his phone, he memorised Kurt's number before deleting the message. It wasn't cheating he argued with himself, he just didn't want to upset Sebastian again should Sebastian look at his phone. He replied back to Kurt's message
"Kurt. It's Blaine. Look when you get this message please read and then delete and do not sign the end of the messages for the moment. I have a lot to tell you. Let me reassure you I am safe though. We need to meet and talk about this face to face. Its complicated and I can only tell you a few details. Meet me at Hole in the Wall Café down 3rd street say lunch time tomorrow? Blaine
He re-read the message before sending it, then deleting it from his sent item list. He received a reply 4 minutes later.
You intrigue me, as long as you are safe. Yes I know the place, I can meet you there at 12.30.
Blaine smiled not bothering to reply and deleted the message before sitting down. Half an hour later Sebastian appeared looking very confused
"When did we get back from the theatre?" He asked
Blaine sighed internally, not relishing the idea of telling Sebastian everything that had happened, but the Doctor had said to be as honest as possible during these incidents.
Hey Guys, Sorry it's taken so long to update, I briefly had a mind blank. I am back now, and I am publishing 2 more incomplete stories but I have every intention of finishing them off.