Sookie's POV

Jason hadn't taken the news so well and when the flower pot was slammed to the ground Fae rushed down stairs. Only to try hid her tears as she watched her father break down, yelling curses, shaking in fury, and feeling horrible like he let her down. Eventually Jason did calm down enough and he tried to give her a hug and apologize for failing her.

What happened next really hurt Jason. Faelyn flinched away from him. "Y-your w-warm." She said and buried her face in to Godric's chest crying. I knew from her thoughts she felt horrible about all of this. She hated hurting Jason but because he was of similar build to the man that violated her she just couldn't go near him right now.

When Eric had made a move to come to my side she flinched again, it was obvious to me and the others that she wasn't going to allow any other male any where near her except Godric.

Faelyn's POV

"I'm going to kill that bastards piece of shit brother!" Dad yelled and i heard the door slam. Pulling away from Godric i looked just in time to see they lights from his truck disappear. Frantically i picked up the cordless and dialed his number. "Don't you dare try and beg me not to." I bit my lip and tried to hold back my tears. It was like i could hear the guy in my dad's voice.

I couldn't say anything. Not a single word to him. I wanted to tell him not to do this. Instead i passed the phone to Sookie and walked upstairs, avoiding the bed i sat in the corner, knees pulled to my chest as i starred at the wall.

I didn't go to school the next day... or the day after that. Eventually it was Saturday and i was supposed to meet, Grant, Mikey, and Ryan to play basketball again and i hadn't even allowed my own father near me yet. It was easily with Eric because he wasn't human but these boys are.

I knew i had to move past this. I guess the only way to do that is force myself. Not to mention tonight was also the night that Sookie was going to be turned. Monday she would emerge as a vampire. She hadn't wanted to leave me like this but i refused to let her give up on something she wanted just because i had some issues.

With a sigh i walked downstairs and looked at Eric, Godric, and Sookie. "Fae maybe this isn't a good idea..." Sookie started. "Eric turn her by force if you have to." I told him. "I'm not going to be the reason you refuse to go vamp. You want to, you've said so yourself. I'll be fine. I don't plan on letting this bother me any longer."

"And what if i am not doing this because of you?" She asked. "Then you'll emerge from the grave and come after me with a bloody vengance." I said walking past her in to the kitchen. "By the way. I was thinking i should go play basketball with the guys tonight." I said reentering the room with a glass of water.

"Fae you can't even bring yourself to go near anything human male. What makes you think that you will be able to stand being near these boys?" Eric asked me. "I don't think i will be able to stand it. But i am sick of hiding, i want to forget this and if i had to force myself to move past it i will."

Of course that was a lot easier said than done. I was a bottle of nerves right now. I hadn't dared to look in to the future, to scared to know what was going to happen but i was scared not knowing. I suppose i should go ahead and look.

"No. You are not using your gift to avoid things in life." Sookie scolded me. I rolled my eyes and took a sip. Starting to check everything starting with her turning.

"Eric this isn't a good idea. Fae needs me more than she is letting on... maybe... maybe we should wait a couple of weeks and make sure she's really going to be ok." Sookie was looking at the ground. "Is that what you want? You know Godric will protect her. He has already placed wolves around the area to look out for her during the day." She sighed. "I just... i don't want her to be alone." He lifted her chin up so he could look in to her eyes. "Faelyn will never be alone. She is a smart girl and understands more than one would think. You know what she thinks about this. She has repeated it to you many times. Just know that i will not force you." Sookie thought about it for a few minutes. "Her thoughts are the same as her words... alright. Turn me." Eric kissed her passionately his hands roaming.

I pushed the vision from my mind and shuddered. "What!" Sookie said rushing towards me. "I do not need to see you and Eric making out. It's gross." I put the water down on the coffee table. "I thought it was something serious." She laughed.

"It was serious. Seriously disturbing." She is my aunt for the love of god. The phone rang before she could say anything, i ran to the kitchen to get it. Dad was still hunting that guys brother. "Hello?"

"Faelyn put your aunt on the phone." The way he talked to me... well it was obvious i had convinced him that i didn't want to be around him anymore.

"Dad i-"

"I need to talk to her. It's important." I shut my mouth and gave her the phone wordlessly. He doesn't understand. She thought to me. I know but i did this. I pushed him away. You and him are all i have and i pushed him away. I am a horrible daughter... I put up my shields so she couldn't plead with me and walked upstairs to get dressed.

A black bra set, a pair of light blue shorts, red t-shirt, and my tenni shoes later, i walked back downstairs and headed for the door. I just couldn't stay here right now. I knew i had to get passed this, i had hurt my father, it was definately time for this to end.

Godric wordlessly followed me before moving quickly to open the car door for me. I slipped inside and put my seat belt on as he shut the door and was turning on his car the next second. After a little while i couldn't take the silence, i knew he didn't approve of this. In his eyes i was his, he had claimed me, therefore i shouldn't be hanging out with other guys but since i wasn't 100% sure this was what he was thinking i didn't mention it instead i said.

"So there are werewolves looking out for me during the day?" Honestly knowing this annoyed me. "You will need someone watching out for you, Eric and Sookie during the day while they rest." I looked at him. "So he's staying to?" he nodded slightly. "If left alone it is not unlikely that she would lose control and drain you. You will have to be careful around her Faelyn."

"Great... i have to deal with Eric every night. From the time he gets up to the time i go to sleep... Damn." He chuckled. Well i had successfully lifted the cloud of uncomfortable silence.

I saw Ryan jumping up and down and waving at us while the older boys just looked at him like he was crazy before waving. "We weren't sure if you were coming." The said as i opened the door and got out. Ok just act normal. Your only playing basketball. "Sorry something came up and i couldn't make it to school." Though it was more like i flat out refused.

"Fae's on my team!" Ryan called and grabbed my hand. I was surprised i didn't flinch but he was also a child so that could probally be why. "Yea we remember." Mikey chuckled and ruffled Ryan's hair. I almost took a step back and i did hold my breath just long enough in till he picked up the ball and went to defend their hoop.

"Are you sure you want to do this Fae?" Godric asked coming up to my side. "I should at least try." Ryan let go and moved in front of our hoop. "Let me know when you want to leave." Godric moved to lay back on the bench like he had the last time. I took my place and the game began.

At first my instinct was to avoid the guys except Ryan, with him being a kid and all. It was great when i had the ball. But eventually i guess my mind realized that they were no threat to me and i stopped freaking out, well i didn't completely stop but i was some what comfortable around them. It helped to know that Godric was right there.

"Catch me if you can!" Mikey called to his bro laughing. "Fae can you help me out?" I smiled. "Yup. Lets get him." I bent down and Ryan jumped on my back, laughing. Though he was heavy and it was hard for me to do this i just couldn't deny the kid his fun. So i took off after his brother.

"That's not fair!" Mikey accused. "Dude what ain't fair? Your taller than Ryan, he needs help to swipe the ball from you." Grant chuckled. "Shut up Grant!" Mikey snapped, causing us to laugh. "Thank you!" Ryan said swiping the ball from his bro and i quickly changed direction.

"Get the ball Grant!" To late, Ryan threw the ball in to the hoop. At first i thought i was going to fall but it went it. He jumped off my back and grinned at his brother. "And you lose!"

"Sorry squirt but were even." Grant chuckled. "Score wise but i stole the ball from him!" I smiled as Mikey laughed. "Sure did bro. Guess we better get you home before mom freaks."

"Alright cya guys." I said. "Bye Fae, Bye Godric." They called as i walked over to the 'Sleeping' vampire. I waved as they got in their car and just like last time they waited. "Ready to go?" I asked Godric. He opened his eyes and looked up at me.

I knew he heard everything, from my frantic heartbeat to the wind in the trees and more. "You trust them?" He asked. "As long as their only interested in the game i can." He got to his feet and walked towards the car. Raised his hand in acknowlegdement to the guys and got in, turning on the car. I wasn't to far behind him.

I waved goodbye as they drove off. "The child did not bother you." Godric said as he pulled out of the parking lot. "I think it's because he is a child." He nodded slightly and pressed the gas hard... well humanly hard, smirking when my hands flew to the seat and i held on.

"Sookie wishes to see you." So that was the reason he suddenly made the car take off like a rocket. "... I don't want to see her be turned..." Godric looked at me. I figured he was going to ask why. "Because i am likely to lash out at Eric for in a way killing my Aunt. I want her to do what she wants but he will be hurting her. I don't care if she's turned... i just refuse to be in the room while he's draining her."

"You know the procedure?" Godric asked. I couldn't tell him that i had heard it from Sookie's mind. "I overheard Sookie going over it in the kitchen." It felt wrong to lie to him, i wasn't sure why. The rest of the ride was silent but that was probally due to my lying and no doubt he knew i had. Which means he was probally trying to figure out how i really found out.

I got out of the car and walked inside, instantly pulled in for a hug by Sookie the second i opened the front door. "Unfortunately i couldn't get Jason to answer his calls so you could go home this weekend. So your probally going to be here by yourself during the day."

"I'll be fine. Godric has wolves looking out for me." I said hugging her back. "Are you sure your okay?" I laughed. "How many times are you going to ask that?" She laughed. "A lot i guess, do you want me to get a hold of Jason?" I shook my head. "Dad will call back eventually." I said even though i doubted he would.

"Alright." She pulled away. "I'll see you monday night."