I woke up in my bed at Sookie's house. Unfortunately almost as soon as i opened my eyes i remembered everything that happened last night. Whatever peaceful mood i had managed to wake up with shattered in that second. Reluctantly i picked up the phone and dialed his number. I needed to know dad was safe at least. Even if i'm mad at him.

"What." He snapped when he picked up the phone. "Nothing." I said sitting up and throwing the blanket off me. "Why did you disobey me and return to Sookies?" He demanded. "I have to go." I hung up. Ignoring the phone when it rang again.

I was so fed up with fighting with him, i wanted him in my life but i wanted him alive. I guess he didn't get that. I was so close to just having him turned so at least i knew he would be hard to kill, but that was just selfish of me... i couldn't do that to him. I knew he didn't want that. Dad probably wouldn't be able to handle it either.

I shook my head refusing to think about this any more than i have. Dad and I fought more often now since i moved in with Sookie. Honestly it probably had a lot to do with Sookies vampires... with my vampire.

Getting out of bed i walked downstairs, not bothering to put on any pants. It was the middle of the day, i was in a long t-shirt, and i was home alone. Well aside from Godric who was sleeping in the cubby hole that Eric had built but he wouldn't be up for a few more hours and by that time i would be at work covering Sookie's night shift. So i wouldn't be getting off till about 2 am.

Picking up the house phone, i opened the bottom cabinet next to the sink and pulled out a adress book. Looking up the number to the hospital was easy enough, getting transfers to Selena's room wasn't. It took forever, having to go threw all the different staff, i swear i must have told at least fifteen different people who i was looking for. Finally i was put to her room.

"Hello?" I heard her say. "Hey Selena, how are you?" I asked, putting away the adress book and opening the fridge to find something for breakfast. "Fae..." Her tone worried me a little but i tried to ignore it, knowing that whatever was bothering her she would tell me.

It was when i heard her choke back a sob that i couldn't help myself and i asked. "I'm p-pregnant." The milk i had been holding dropped to the floor, covering me and everything else in the kitchen. "I'm on my way." I didn't give her a chance to tell me no or not before i hung up and ran up the stairs to my room.

Throwing on a pair of blue jeans, tank top, and tenni shoes. I threw my money and keys in my pocket. Brushing my hair real quick i ran back down stairs and out the door. Making sure i locked it before i took off down the drive way.

I made it to Merlottes in what seemed like a blur. The next thing i knew Sam was driving me to the hospital. As soon as he pulled up i was out of the truck. "Thanks Sam! I owe you one!" I waved before going inside.

I walked up to the receptionist and asked to see Selena. "I'm sorry but she is not excepting visitors right now. The young girl doesn't need anymore stress right now." I placed my hands on the counter. "Selena is my friend, she knows that i was coming here. She is expecting me. Please she needs me right now."

"I am sorry Miss Stackhouse but she isn't allowing any visitors." I stepped back. The lady seemed relieved that i backed off. I remember her number was 346a now i just had to find it and excape security... unless. "Call her room, if she tells you to send me away then i'll leave" Not. "But if Selena tells you i was coming then you let me see her."

"You are a persistant little girl." She rolled her eyes but called. I really don't want to be doing this, this young girl has been threw enough and now this brat is here. Insisting on bothering her, if that isn't enough the police will be here within a couple hours to question Selena. I wish this girl would just lea- "I have a Faelyn Stackhouse here to see you, should i sent her up?"

From the womans thoughts and expression Selena had told her i was coming. "Here." She mouthed to me and handed me the pass before completely ignoring me. I didn't care and just walked off.

When i finally found Selena's room i found her watching tv but as soon as she saw me she cried. "Oh Fae! What am i supposed to do!" To much. To much. I can't handle it all. I can't. I'm not ready. Not ready to be a mom. Can't handle it.

What am i supposed to say to her? Silently i sat on the edge of her bed and gave her a hug. "You do whatever feels right to you. If you decide you want to keep the baby then i know you will be a great mom and i will help out any time you need me but if you decide your not ready then i will support your decision no matter what."

I don't know how long i sat there with her. We just talked about everything except what happened. By the time it was time for me to go, i really didn't want to leave her alone. Thankfully though her mother showed up and i wouldn't have to. "Hello Faelyn." Her mom said but i could here her thoughts. She's alive those vampire monsters didn't kill her, thank god... i wonder if her father even knows that his daughter was at that bar. Though i am grateful to Fae for using whatever power she has over that place to protect my daughter i would prefer that she didn't hang around. She made her choice, those things that she surrounds herself with are dangerous and i can't lose my daughter.

"I'm sorry Serena, i have to go to work now. I'm covering Sookie's shift tonight, but i'll come see you tomorrow. Just me, i promise." Serena nodded. "Ok, but you have to bring food. Real food, hospital food sucks."

"You got it." I smiled before giving her a hug goodbye and reluctantly i left. I was surprised to see Sam was still outside and not so surprised too see the police pulling up but instead of stopping i just got in the truck. There was a reason for that though, my father was there. I wasn't ready to face him and more than likely i would go in to the station tomorrow morning before his shift started and give my side then.

"You didn't have to wait for me." I told Sam. "I didn't, i went and got lunch. Picked up a few cases of True Blood since we were running low and a few other things to fix up some things at my trailor."

"Ok well then i don't owe you gas money." I joked, i would still give it to him anyways. Wether he took it or i had to sneak it in to his wallet. "Of course you don't what gave you that idea?" Sam asked as he started the car. "Sam like i would have asked you for a ride without intending to give you some money for it."

"Adele must have rubbed off on you. Thats a good thing, means we don't have to worry about you. You can handle yourself. Except against, werewolves, shifters, and vampires." I stuck my tongue out at him childishly. "I'm a Stackhouse, i can handle it. I spend a lot of my time with Godric and Eric. I work with you everyday and Alcide comes around every so often."

"Yeah well we're all monsters." I smiled. "Who said my family was normal was seriously high." He just smiled and cranked up the music. I could tell my his thoughts that he agreed with me completely and also that he was surprised that i considered him family.

After a little while Sam dropped me off, i was going to invite him in but Arlene called complaining that Sam wasn't at work so he had to go. No big deal just gave me time to get something to eat. I ate a grilled cheese quickly before heading upstairs and getting in the shower. The Merlottes uniform sitting on the edge of the sink.

I could hear nothing aside from the water, that was both comforting and disturbing. I was use to being with someone here. Now my aunt was burried under the ground with her husband and would rise tonight... unfortunately i would miss that. Though i would have to convince Godric to stay with them. Not sure how i would manage that one with everything that was going on now and i wouldn't be able to fool him in to thinking i was ok.

I was far from ok with everything that happened and worse its not even over. I got out of the shower and dried off before getting dressed and brushing my teeth. I left my hair down but ran the brush threw it again before leaving the bathroom. Going to my room i put on my shoes and then headed down stairs to get a drink.

Cleaning up the little bit of dishes i used today i left a note for Godric, asking him to stay with Eric and Sookie. Also letting him know that i wouldn't be getting off work till 3am and i would probably ask Arlene or Lafayette for a ride home.

With that done i picked up my keys, put my money in my bra and left the house. I could only hope that everything went well tonight, new vampires were unpredictable, blood thirsty, and not really able to control why tonight i was really counting on Eric to take care of Sookie and make sure she didn't harm her loved ones. The fact that i had to return tonight was a dangerous situation but i told Sookie i supported her decision and i can't hide now. I won't hide now.