Fae's POV

Waking up the next morning was different. I knew what had happened the night before, i knew i should still be upset yet it was like nothing could bother me. I took a shower, got dressed for school and ate breakfast. Actually taking my time to throw some more clothes in the laundry... mainly because i knew Sookie would freak if she saw the pile of Eric's, Godric's, and her dirty clothes sitting just outside the laundry door.

I knew that was Eric's way of telling me to wash it yet i didn't do it for him and even though i did wash them it didn't seemed to make me upset with this day in anyway. Normally i would have been annoyed with Eric, probably left some note or planned a remark that i would make when he woke up tonight but nothing. Instead i just made sure the cubby hole was locked tight and then left after locking the house up.

School passed easily enough, many of the students were wondering why i hadn't been around and Grant and Mikey to. I just explained that i had some family stuff going on and i was going to try and be here as much as i could. To the teachers i asked for any of the recent work i missed and apologized for my absents, giving them the same story. Though they wanted more details, they didn't ask.

Needless to say i walked out of school with packets of work. Somehow i even ended up with prep-tests i had missed. They would give me the tests in a couple of days. Oddly enough, i didn't recoil from any of the hormonal teenages and instead just laughed off they actions. It was then that i knew something was off but was unable to decide weither that was a good or bad thing yet.

After school i caught a ride with another student who i didn't know but Grant did and went to see Serena, bringing her food like i had promised i would. A box of her favorite hawaiian pizza, a bottle of cherry coke, and a box of cocolate covered cherries. It was about this time that things began to faze me. It was like i had built up a shield in my sleep to protect me from unwanted worries and pain but now those worries were breaking threw.

"How are you Serena?" I asked as i placed her gifts on the table in front of her. "Great now, Hospital food sucks but you so better eat some of this to Fae." I held my hands up in surrender when i saw how serious she was but was unable to keep from laughing a little.

"Have they said anything new?" I asked pulling a chair up beside her. "Same old same old. I need to eat more, about 2,500 to 3,000 cal a day to cover the changes in my body but they say that it will be instinct as my body goes threw the changes."

"So you decided to keep the baby?" She opened the box and pulled out a slice of pizza, taking a big bit before she answered. "I'm thinking about it. I'm responsible for this new life... i just hope Jordan never finds out about the baby... hell i hope he goes to prison. Have the police questioned you yet?"

"No... i was actually supposed to go down to the station but i got in to a fight with my father and have sort of been avoiding him. I guess i should go tonight..." She shook her head. "No you should stay with me tonight." She beamed and i really wished i could at that moment. "I wish i could but my aunt and uncle are back and i'm supposed to give Godric a answer tonight."

She raised her eyebrow. Basically asking me what kind of question was asked. "With everything that's going on around the house, Godric wants me to stay with him at his place in till things are straightened out... i don't even know what to say."

"So basically he's asking you to move in with him?" Really wish she hadn't put it that way. "You may have just screwed his chances of being able to take me away while i was willing." She laughed at me. "Probably but with you he didn't have a chance of stealing you away. You would have found another reason to turn him down."

"Would not!" I said a little to quickly. "Sure Fae and i was born yesterday, your afraid of commitment, that was one of the reasons you wouldn't get together with Brian in freshmen year." Brian... who's Brian? OH! He's the son of Mr. Shoemocker, tall, blond, atheletic. I would always be paired with him on sports teams. Actually had a couple classes with him, to a lot of people it seemed like we were perfect for each other.

"How the hell did you remember that and i had totally forgotten?" She tapped the side of her head. "Great memory i guess. Anyways, Godric doesn't stand a chance. You'll end up being afraid that you will get him hurt one way or another and you'll walk away."

"Great motivation your giving me here Rena, no really fantasic. Just what i needed." I told her sarcastically. "Just telling you the truth Fae, They always said the truth was the hardest to hear." She told me matter of factly before taking a drink.

"Your basing this off one guy that i use to be partners with in gym class? One guy. You have such faith in me. Besides did it ever occure to you that i just wasn't ready for a relationship?"

"And now you are?" Ok i can't be mad at her for that one... i walked right in to it. "Not really but i-" "Your hesitating and your about to cover your tracks with some half lie that you will try hard to be true because you believe it to be completely true yourself... I'm not saying you don't like Godric, i'm just saying right now with everything you've been threw and are going threw you won't commit yourself to him. You will want to protect the both of you and i don't think he will wait forever."

I wondered if i should tell her of my claiming... in the end of that debate i decided i shouldn't for now. I would tell her soon. After she had less things to worry about. After that i changed the subject to more fun things that didn't make me over think things or make me upset with her. We talked about the movies we've watched, things at school, i told her about my job at Merlottes, shoes, clothes. You name we probably talked about it.

When it started to get to get to late i said my goodbyes but promised to visit again. Getting home was interesting i ended up catching a ride with some cat lady... no literally the woman was wearing a dress with pictures of cats on it. Her seats were covered in cat seat covers, floor mats, steering wheel cover... it was just weird actually.

Thankfully it didn't take long to get home. Though i had her stop of my street and not at my house... didn't know if Sookie was awake... didn't want to test it either. She drove off and i walked the rest of the way home to find the house empty.

I kicked off my shoes leaving them near the front door and laid my backpack down next to them. Setting my keys on the kitchen counter. I saw something out of the corner of my eye but i was to slow, sheer pain coursed threw me as my head hit the counter, seconds later i watched helplessly as my blood covered the counter before i fell to the ground.

"Good evening Faelyn." I managed to turn my head towards my attacker to see Bill just as my vision began to blur. "Fasinating, i never would have thought my pets would report such wonderful news. YOU a seer and telepath in one defenseless package. Sadly Sookie decided to be turned and that unfortunately for you allowed me access to the house. Godric isn't here to save you and i garentee he won't be unable to when i am done."

I was the girl in the vision. Bill was the dark figure. With how i felt this morning i would have never expected this... "Go to hell." I managed to say. "Thankfully i don't have to my dear faery." The wolves growling could be heard from all around me but it didn't seem to faze him.

"If you want your father to survive you will renouce Godric and ask for my protection. After you have been claimed any threat to your father will be gone." He was playing a ace card. Bill knew i wouldn't refuse. I would do anything to protect my family... i had proved it the night i was going to trade myself for Sookie. What have i done...

The answer. Sealed myself in a unbearable hell for all eternity.

"How?" I barely managed to force out. "Send your little furry protectors to retrieve their master." In a second he had the white wolf by the neck. "Tell Godric i have his human." He hurt the wolves a series of different times before they ran off... knowing they've been beaten.

"That fool Godric will be here soon. Drink." He sunk his fangs in to his wrist and forced me to drink he vile blood. "I hope he kills you." I snapped slamming my foot between his legs and distancing myself away from him as fast as i could. "He won't when he sees this." Within seconds he was in front of me. Attempting to glamour me. I felt the pull but it didn't draw me in, it didn't have any affect on me.

"Well then... i guess we'll have to do this the hard way." He slammed me against the wall, forcefully attaching his lips to mine. His hands ripping off my pants. Not again... please not again... I shoved my hands against his chest trying to push him off. Turning my head away only served for him to suck on my neck. "Get the hell off of me!" I screamed. "Do you want your father to die? All i have to do is call and he's gone."

Please stop playing that card. But at his words i felt the fight leave me... i didn't react i just stood there, letting him do whatever he wanted. Though that didn't make him happy either. I struggled with myself i didn't want this! but i didn't want my father to die!"Godric will not believe this if you do not participate."

"Forgive me for not giving a damn." I muttered. "Are you retarded? Your fathers life is on the line." He snapped when i didn't respond Bill sunk his fangs in to my neck. I yelped in pain, biting my lip to keep from yelling. He pulled away and glared at me. "Then we shall bond, he won't be able to ignore that."

He was going to make me drink his blood again...

Bill bit his wrist again and placed it against my lips again. I kept my mouth shut. "Damn it! Drink!" When i refused i felt a horrible pain in my jaw... i cried out. He had broken my jaw as he sunk his fangs in to my neck again and drank from me. He was trying to get me to drink. In seconds i felt such hatred for this one vampire, a nagging need to kill him that without knowing what i was doing a red light surrounded my hands and i sent him flying clear across the room.

"Now that could be a problem..." He growled getting to his feet in a split second. "Do you have any idea how much i want to kill you right now?" He asked though it was pointless because i couldn't really answer. "But at least with your jaw broken i don't have to hear your useless pleas or smart ass comments."

Quickly he was on me again, restraining my hands behind my back with one of his. I thrashed, bringing my knee up to hit his family jewels. He trapped my leg between his, snapping it. I screamed a gurgled like sound, as tears blinding me from the pain. "Your just a pathetic woman, why even try to fight?"

Because... because i will never bow down to men like you! I will never stop fighting! Father, Gran, Sookie, and Mother would be disappointed! I am not some toy! I am Faelyn Stackhouse and god damn it i will fight till i can't anymore! You pathetic piece of shit! You are the one that is nothing! Trying to take a girl from her family... raping women! Your the PATHETIC ONE!

"Lets get one thing straight. I am the master you are the pet. Should i say roll over you will do so without any hesitation. Do you understand?" He tightened his grip on my wrists as a threat. Fuck you William Compton. "I will not repeat myself and it will not be pleasant for you." I looked past him focusing on the clock across the room. This was going to hurt.

I wasn't expecting what he did next. Throwing me across the room, in to the tv set. He stalked towards me. "You WILL renouce Godric. You've already taken my blood, it's only a matter of time before the affects kick in but we do need to be taking our leave of this vile place. We can continue where we left off at my home."

No! "It's apparent your family isn't as important to you as you pretend they are. They must think you love them all, such a liar you are." I do love them all you miserable son of bitch! What the hell would you know about love anyway! You wouldn't reconize it if it was standing right in front of you!