Chapter two

Over the next couple of days Harry was happy, he was away from the Dursleys, but he was also with Sirius. Many times during the day they would go into Sirius' bedroom, seal the room and they would snog, a lot, but they also talked. Harry felt frustrated because Sirius kept saying no sex until Harry turned seventeen, Sirius could end up in trouble for having sex with someone underage, Harry didn't care but he didn't want Sirius in trouble, he just wanted Sirius so much, his body ached for him.

Harry was lying on his bed listening to Ron's snores as he palmed his erection, the one he's had all night and nothing was helping, he'd relieve himself and not long after he was up again. He couldn't take it anymore, so he quietly left his room and snuck into Sirius room, sealing it behind him. Even though he knew he shouldn't use magic, he knew he wouldn't get caught, not with a houseful of aged witches and wizards.

Harry stood there staring at Sirius who was sleeping, but he noticed he didn't have a top on and by the look of where the sheet had slipped, no pants either which made Harry groan. He stripped off his clothes and very gently climbed into bed.

'Please don't hate me for this, but I need you,' Harry licked his lips then slowly and gently pulled the sheet of Sirius exposing his cock, 'Oh blimey,' Harry smiled, licked his lips again then slowly, keeping his eyes on Sirius's face, lowered his mouth over him and sucked. He sucked, swirling his tongue then sucked again, harder, then faster.

'Fuck,' Sirius' eyes flew open, 'Harry, stop,' Sirius tried to pull Harry away, but he just sucked harder, 'This is not right, stop please,' Sirius saw Harry shake his head, 'Oh shit,' Sirius just couldn't help it, he groaned loudly. It had been years since he had sex and the feel of Harry's mouth over him was making it hard to resist even though he knew he should. He went to stop Harry again but he just sucked harder again until finally Sirius let go. He fell back on the bed with his eyes closed then felt Harry on top of him, kissing his chest, 'Harry, no, I said no sex.'

'I need you, I need it, please.'

Sirius moved Harry off, 'I could get into a lot of trouble here Harry, do you want that?' Sirius' voice was angry.

'No, how could you ask that, I just want you, I need you.'

'You shouldn't have done this and it's not going to happen again, I'll seal my room.'

Harry stared at Sirius, 'Fine,' Harry snapped then stood up and dressed, 'I'm leaving, it shows you don't want me, not really,' Harry went to move to the door but Sirius grabbed his arm.

'You're not going anywhere.'

'You can't stop me, sooner or later I'll get out, if not from here then before I get to Hogwarts and no one will see me again, so let me go Sirius.'

'You'd really leave, even with him out there, the danger?' Sirius' voice had lost its edge, now it held concern.

'I'd rather be dead,' Harry yanked his arm around of Sirius and again went to open the door but Sirius took his hand.

'Okay,' Sirius sighed, 'you can stay…with me, even though I think it's a risk.'

Harry slowly turned his head, 'We can have sex?'

'Yes, I admit I want to, it's the fact your underage Harry.'

'No one will find out,' Harry turned completely, 'We'll be careful, please, just make love to me.'

Sirius sighed again but nodded, then undid Harry's shirt, slipping it down his arms and letting it drop to the floor. He took Harry's hand and made him sit, then took his shoes and socks off before lifting Harry to his feet. Sirius slowly undid Harry's pants and pushed them down and pulled them off, but stayed kneeling down, then he looked up.

'Are you sure Harry, I've explained how it is at first?'

'Yes, I'm sure, please.' Harry gazed down at Sirius who was still kneeling.

'No one can find out, no one, so don't go telling your friends.'

'I won't, please Sirius,' Harry begged, then groaned loudly as Sirius' mouth was over him, sucking him, loving him, 'Oh blimey, Sirius,' Harry groaned again as Sirius got faster and harder then he let go, 'Oh shit,' Harry panted heavily but stared at Sirius as he stood up, 'It was too fast.'

'Because it was your first time, you'll learn to control yourself,' Sirius climbed onto the bed, pulling Harry with him, then he was on top of him, kissing him hungrily.

'I can taste myself on your lips,' Harry grinned.

'Yes, you will, so get used to it,' Sirius shook his head and even though he knew this shouldn't happen, he knew Harry would do what he threatened, he would leave. He lowered his head and started to lick Harry's nipple, then grazed it with his teeth making it hard and felt Harry arch towards him, 'Easy, try to absorb the pleasure,' Sirius said then went to the other nipple, licking then again used his teeth. By the time he had finished on both of Harry's nipples he was hard again, 'Fuck me.'

Harry groaned, then nodded, so he got behind Sirius who handed him a tube of lube, so he coated himself, but also his fingers. Harry didn't want this over too quickly, he wanted to have pleasure and give pleasure. So he slipped first one finger inside Sirius, then a second one and smiled when Sirius groaned, but also moved back towards him making Harry's fingers go all the way in which made them both groan. Harry pulled his fingers out, then thrust them in, he did this over and over until he thought he might cum again right then. He slid his fingers out, positioned himself, then without hesitation thrust into Sirius making him cry out in pleasure and making Harry groan again. He stayed still, feeling it, trying to control himself, then he slowly moved out and in, out and in, he kept it slow because he didn't want to cum to quickly no matter how much he wanted to cum. After a few minutes of easy thrusting, he sped up, going harder and faster, again and again until they both cried out as they let go at the same time with Harry collapsing over Sirius' back. He wrapped his arms around Sirius and held onto him, his body was humming and he didn't want that feeling to ever stop, he didn't want to stop loving Sirius because he realised he did love him, he was in love with him and now they were together, forever.

Harry collapses onto the bed, not able to stay on his knees then he felt Sirius slip out of him and move to the side. He slowly turns his head and smiles at Sirius.

'Are you okay?' Sirius asks as he brushes Harry's hair from his forehead.

'Sore, but good, damn good,' Harry could see Sirius was worried, 'No one will find out Sirius, this is what I want, so please don't stop.'

Sirius sighs, 'I can't, not now, but it's still wrong.'

'Why, you did at my age?'

'Yes, but we were both boys Harry, underage. I'm an adult, it's illegal.'

'No one will know, I've promised to never tell anyone and I won't, but no one will work out what we're doing in here. Everyone thinks we're just getting to know each other, in private.'

'I know, but we could throw off any suspicions, especially from Albus and Molly.'

'Hermione as well, but what did you have in mind?'

'Let everyone think you're starting to think of me as a father figure. You never knew James, so it's not unreasonable for that to happen and they would believe it, I have been talking to you about things a father normally would, I gave you the talk on the facts of life.'

'If we do that and everyone believes it, you won't fight this.'

'No, I won't fight you anymore, I can't anyway. I know you Harry, if I tried to stop you'd leave, if I leave my room unsealed you'd sneak in and attack me like you did before,' Sirius ran his finger over Harry's lips, 'I like being with you, I like kissing you, I like fucking you and I definitely like you fucking me.'

'Is that all it is to you, fucking?'

Sirius lifted his eyes to Harry's eyes and saw that he was hurt, 'Harry, what's wrong?'

'Nothing,' Harry slowly sat up with his back to Sirius.

Sirius sighed realising why Harry asked that, he moved over and wrapped his arms around Harry, pulling him close.

'No, it's not fucking, I made love to you, just like you did to me. Now tell me what's wrong?'

'I love you,' Harry's head dropped.

'Meaning you're in love with me,' Sirius whispered in Harry's ear. He knew this but he wanted to hear it from Harry.

'Yes,' he replied softly.

'Do you know I feel the same about you?'

Harry lifted his head and turned it slightly, 'You do?'

'Yes, I do, why do you think I couldn't resist you, I didn't want to, not anymore. Blimey Harry, I love you so much. James, I'm so sorry mate, but I can't help it.'

Harry moved until he was fully turned around facing Sirius, 'Wouldn't he want me to be happy?'

'Yes, of course he would, but you're still my best friends son and my godson, sometimes it just feels wrong.'

'How can love feel wrong Sirius, if you love me and I love you then it's right. Dumbledore is always saying that love is the most powerful magic there is.'

'You have to be logical and right,' Sirius sighs, 'It is powerful, that was proven the night you survived,' Sirius ran his finger over Harry's scar, then kissed it, 'We just need to be careful, especially you. I can hide my feelings Harry, I'm older and learned to do that a long time ago. You're fifteen and bloody hormonal, you can't keep giving me shag me eyes when others are around.'

Harry chuckled, 'I won't, I promise, so will you stop worrying?'

'Okay, blimey you're like James. But it's late, you should get back to your room. You know Molly's got a habit of checking on you lot, she can't help herself.'

'If she sees me coming out of here, I can say I had a dream about my parents, I think she'd understand that I needed to talk to you since you did know them.'

'When did you learn to be so sneaky, James was like that, able to come up with idea's instantly?'

'Maybe it's just that, I'm his son. But I want you to know that we'll be okay, we can keep this just between us and tomorrow night, merlin I'm going to fuck you so hard.'

Sirius laughed in his bark like laughter, 'I can't wait, now go to bed pup.'

Harry scowls then slaps Sirius on the chest, 'You can be a big kid sometimes Sirius,' Harry pushes him back and kisses him hard, 'I love you.'

'I love you to, now go, get some sleep.'

'Okay,' Harry sighs but kissed Sirius again before leaving the room and quietly make his way back to his bed where Ron was still snoring loudly.

Over the next two weeks Harry snuck into Sirius bed every night, sometimes Sirius was in the shower so Harry would join him in there. At first Sirius did try to stop it again, saying it was too risky, but he always ended up giving into Harry, because they were the same, neither of them could get enough of each other, their love making was more intense, their love for each other had grown, even in such a short time. It surprised them both with the intensity of their feelings for each other, it also scared them. Voldemort was back and he still wanted to kill Harry. Sirius was going to do everything he could to keep his love safe. Harry knew Sirius would go to any lengths to keep him safe, even sacrifice himself just like his parents did, Harry didn't want anyone doing that, not again and he couldn't lose Sirius, not now, not after they finally had each other.

It was time to head back to Hogwarts and Harry was miserable, the pain in his heart was killing him knowing how much he would miss Sirius. But Sirius did say he'd be around and they would get some time together. So they had a private goodbye in Sirius' bedroom, they were all lips, tongues and hands before they fixed themselves up, then they walked quietly down the stairs and joined everyone. Hermione could tell Harry was upset and he was going to miss spending time with Sirius, she realised that Harry was coming to think of Sirius as a father. It made sense to her since Harry never knew James Potter, so Sirius was the closest to a parent Harry ever had. She held his hand and kissed his cheek letting him know she understood.

Harry smiled back at her, thankful that she never realised what was going on between him and Sirius. Once everyone was ready, Tonks and Remus led them outside, Tonks stuck her wand out and the large triple decker purple bus appeared before them. Harry looked back at Sirius once more before climbing onto the bus with the others following. Harry had his hand up against the window staring at Sirius who was at the door then the bus left and Sirius was gone. Harry sighed before sitting down with Hermione and Ron. He tried to talk normally with them, but all he could think of was Sirius and how much he loved him and just hoped it wasn't long before Harry got to see Sirius again.