A/N: This is another short chapter and it is Brenda's thoughts and feelings since she told everyone about Brice's family…
Disclaimer: I don't own BH 90210…
Brenda sat back on the couch and took in a deep breath. Her emotions were all over the place. She knew that if she didn't take in a couple deep breaths and let them out that she would break down again. She placed her hand on her stomach as she felt her baby kick.
She couldn't help but think even though she hadn't been in love with Brice she had loved him. To her he was her best friend. She knew that he had been in love with her but yet he always told her it was alright that she wasn't in love with him. She knew he had understood that she couldn't sleep with him but that didn't make her feel any better.
She couldn't help but wonder if there was something lacking in her. She had been married to him but yet she hadn't been able to make love with him. She couldn't even bring herself to tell the others that she felt as if she was lacking in some area. She wasn't sure what to think about that.
But now she knew sitting here next to Dylan that she wasn't lacking anything. She may be pregnant but she couldn't believe how much she wanted Dylan right now. She wanted his hands on her and his mouth on her. She wondered once again maybe if something wasn't wrong with her.
She couldn't believe that even while she was pregnant with another man's baby she was wanting Dylan. She knew that she was still in love with him. She knew that she would always be in love with him. She knew now that she would never be able to stop loving him.
She looked at him and saw the love he felt for her in his eyes. She knew that he wouldn't let anything happen to her. She felt more safe at this moment then she had in the past several years.