Don't You Dare Forget About Us
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-Authors Note-
xD Well, I'm making chapter two! (: Hopefully I get more reviews. There is this one review I totally agree about. Well here is the review, and I tell you I appreciate how you tell me what to work on. Don't be afraid to discourage me, well, don't tell me my story sucks or whatever. Well here is the persons review and I wanted to say thinks for the advice (:
NO! How can you do that to Namine! BAD ROXAS! VERY BAD YOU MADE A PROMISE! Oh and author you are making the story go by too quickly you have to elaborate! And I got a question how does a 12 year old write a story about college life when she doesn't know how it's really like? Anyways UPDATE!
Haha, don't you agree? And how do I know about a college life? I have my ways xD...unless you're a college student you can help me out on a few things :). Well now for chapter two! And if I still don't follow your advice, tell me okay? I'll work on it (;.
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My heart just smashed to a million pieces as I stared at the boy I once loved. He was taken and lied to me. I seriously believe I'm going to suffer from heart disease. My feet stood there planted, and all I could do was stare at Roxas. If I could, I would run crying, but not in front of my new friend. "Namine?" Roxas asked, a tone of fear. He was busted. I opened my mouth to say something, but my heart was too broken and abused to say something.
"You're Rayna's boyfriend?" I asked finally gaining my courage back. I felt an icy glare creeping up my back, but I wouldn't dare use it at Roxas. Roxas didn't answer my question, but in those eyes I felt guilt. He looked away, and I knew I had made him feel guilty. He deserved it. I couldn't decide if I should be hating Roxas right now. At the same time I had feelings for him at one point, but the other I wanted to crush his very soul.
We were silent for a moment, and Rayna was staring too. She finally broke the silence, and Roxas and I were relieved someone else was here to break up the moment of hate and guilt. "Do you guys happen to know each other?" I stared at Roxas, and gave him a stare to say something. If he lied about our friendship, I was so over him. Roxas scratched the back of his head for a moment, thinking what to say.
"Well...you see" Roxas started, "Namine, was that girl I told you about. The one I promised to meet again?". Rayna's smile turned to a scowl. "That girl", there was a side in Rayna I never had seen in her. She glared at me, but I pretended I hadn't seen. I finally found out this was the start of an enemy relationship.
"Lets just go eat" I said, innocently. Rayna and Roxas stared at each other and nodded. The couple walked ahead of me, and I was in the back forgotten. When I tried to catch up with their speed, Rayna pulled Roxas ahead of me more. I sighed, and I gave up and just followed behind. Rayna would stare back and glare at me, or give me wicked smiles. What can I possibly have done?
I might have seemed to be in the way of Rayna's and Roxas's date. So I faked a lie to get out of it. I coughed, so the two of them would turn their attention to me. "What is it now?" Rayna asked in an annoyed tone. Those types of tones I hated. I tried to make myself look sick, "I don't feel well at all..." I lied as I gave another coughed look.
"I will just return home" I said glumly. I saw happiness in Rayna's eyes. I can't believe she hated me because I had been in love with Roxas as well. I sighed, and turned to look at Rayna and Roxas. Rayna smiled, and I only glared, but Roxas didn't notice.
"We will walk you back" Roxas said as he turned around to walk back into our dorms. I saw Rayna's icy glare that kept creeps up my spine. I would have loved to walk back with Roxas, but Rayna had the best of me.
"No...I'll be okay. Really" I lied again. I felt crushed, and I would be crying my heart out by now. Roxas didn't seem convinced. "It isn't safe to be around at this time of night. You can get mugged. Or worse." The worse made shivers down my body. Rayna had come to interfere once more though. "No! She said she is okay. We can manage the date without her"
My fake smile dropped, as Roxas shrugged. I knew I should be going now. "Oh. Okay. See you guys." I said, I didn't seem to care what Roxas was going to say. I flashed down the street, away from everything. It was dark, eight at night. Darkness surrounded me, and I was surprised I could manage to run my way back to my dorm, seeing nothing but pitch black. My heart was ripping to violent pieces with each step I took. I don't remember how far I had ran so far. I stopped for a breath, and that was when I broke into tears. "Roxas!" I shouted as I collapsed to the floor. No one could hear me, and I was sure Roxas was pretty far. I grabbed the ring he had given me. It meant nothing to me anymore.
The ring, that diamond ring. I had always worshipped that ring. Now, it was tearing every part of me up. I threw it to the floor, and smashed it with my foot. I didn't dare look back at it, as I ran back to my door, thrusting my key in the hole. I pounced on my bed and cried. I was practically killing myself now. It really sucks how I can't seem to give up Roxas.
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I hadn't known I had fallen asleep in bed. I woke up with a start. I screeched in pain, as I felt a jolt of some object having impact with my hip. "Ack." I said to myself as I got up and looked at the object. An alarm clock. The last time, I remembered it on my nightstand. Not thrown hard against my hip. I suddenly heard a voice I dreaded. "Get up, loser" I heard as I looked at where the voice was from. Ah, the typical Rayna and her destructive attitude.
I groaned as I looked at the time. "Why didn't you wake me up?" I asked innocently as I got out of bed. Rayna blinked for a moment and laughed. A laugh that sent chills down my spine. "Thats your job not mine." She hissed as she stopped laughing. I wondered if this girl had major mood swings. Why did she want to be my friend in the first place again?
"What's with you?" I asked in a demanding tone I had always used on Kairi. Rayna blinked twice once more, until her F A K E smie turned into a menacing glare. "What's with me? Funny, I was going to ask you the same question" Rayna snapped back. I sighed, must I have to reason?
"I want to know what you want. Why are you a rude snuck up pig?" I hissed back. I can remember the look she gave me when Roxas had told her who I was. She must have hated me bad. Rayna only gave a crooked grin. "Me? The pig? I would have sworn you were the pig when you saw Roxas. Your another person who wishes she was me. Your only jealous cuz' I have your precious Roxas." She gave a pout that made me clench my fists and sock her.
"What are you talking about?" I demanded, hiding the fact deep in me that she was one hundred percent right. Rayna shook her head in annoyance. "Don't hide it little skank. I know from that face when Roxas was at the door. You were crushed. I'm going, looks like your going to be late for class. Toodles" Rayna said as she dashed out the door.
It took me a moment to relieze she was right. I was still in my pajamas and my hair was like a haystack, and I only had fifteen minutes left until school.
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It was a good thing I was born being fast, because I made it to class on time. I had worn the usual. It was amazing how my outfits from two years ago still fit me perfectly. I had worn a mid length black jacket thing, and a white tank top with a denim skirt. To top it all off, I wore a pearl necklace and earrings. By the time I sat on my seat, the teacher came. The teacher looked fairly...ugly. He was short and bald, and wore striped slacks with a funny cotton t-shirt. Whoopdedo for his sense of style.
"Hello class" The teacher said with such a messed up grin, I had to sit on my hands to stop from calling a dentist for his teeth. The class was silent for a moment. I had figured since this was art class I had to work well, despite the teachers crooked teeth.
"My name is Mr. Krookandal, and I will be your art teacher. Now get out your text books and turn to page. . ." He began. Ah great, school again.
I daydreamed half the class time. The other class time was spent listening, but my attention spand was so small I had to do something. Gar, gar, gar was heard, from the chewing of my pencil eraser. Everyone turned around to look at me and giggle, I blushed and stopped quickly. Someone caught my eye quickly that really made my heart thump. I was shocked that he wasn't Roxas either. It was some redhead that was really cute. He had turned over to me and smile, but being flushed, I looked away quickly. I heard a chuckle and he turned around. So much for acting cool.
Time zoomed by, and it was really fun. It was disappointing to have to leave art class. After class, the red head came up to me, and I quickly mentally checked if I looked fine. Oh who am I kidding, aren't I still mourning about Roxas? Oh gosh, he is coming over here! I hope I don't mess up. "Hi!" I said with a cheerful smile as he came over, he is so cute. He smiled, "Hey, I'm Axel". Awesome name.
"I'm Namine" I gave a grin. Do I really like him? Nah, it can't be. I still like Roxas! I think. "Uhm, I guess I better go" Axel said, as he walked away. Oh, that's right, I still had other classes to go to. I'll be looking out for Axel or Roxas.
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The classes were a drag, but I think I did okay. I was really tired though. I approached my last class with a smile. Finally I would be able to sleep at home. I took a seat in the back, since I didn't want to be caught daydreaming. I sighed as I looked at the view. It was pretty. Too pretty, it reminded me of Roxas for some reason. I watched the female teacher come to the class, I forgot the subject really. I sighed as I looked at her. She looked only a couple of years older than I did, and she was very pretty. She had chestnut brown hair, blue ocean waves, and a very professional outfit.
"Hello class! I am your new teacher, call me Miss Dawson" The teacher said with a big smile. Every teacher seemed to be doing that a lot today. Class started, but a blonde teen came rushing from the door. "Sorry I'm late teacher" he said. My heart thumped, and I knew what this one was for. Roxas was in my class. I hid in my desk, so I could avoid him. I didn't want to talk to him anymore. But some part of me said I had wanted to. But I ignored the thought.
"Thats okay, there is still room in the back" Miss Dawson said politely, but with a tinge of arrogance. I smirked, but when I remembered her saying there was room in the back, there was one empty seat next to me. I gave a silent groan. I had just gotten rid of the grief stage. Roxas sat next to me, but he probably didn't notice me. Not that I cared.
The day ran smoothly, and Roxas still hadn't noticed who I was. Maybe it was because I covered my face with my hands the whole day. When class ended, I reliezed I was mistaken. Roxas knew who I was all along. He came up to me, a look of innocence on his face. "Namine, look" He began when he had my full attention "I'm so sorry about that night. I'm so so so sorry. Can you forgive me?" he asked, pouting out the words.
One word shot out from my lips. "Never"
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Wheeeeeooo so I decided to add Axel to the story xDDDDDD
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