Don't Forget About Us
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The words I slurred came out accidentally. I never meant to say that at him at all. But it was too late; Roxas bright and shining eyes seem hurt. Had I been too harsh? And why do I have to blurt out things I never meant to say? Silence broke between us, until Roxas said the line most guys would say to a girl who dissed him. "Why?" He asked, looking up. Why? I'll tell you why. "Why?" I hissed at him through clenched teeth. "You should know. You betrayed me. You told me you hadn't fallen in love with anyone yet. You're just a lie. A fake so leave me alone. Go kiss Rayna why won't you?" I snapped at him. I sighed as I walked passed him. I'm becoming a monster. I had no idea who I was back there. A tear began to fall down me cheek, as I arrived in my dorm, and plopped down my bed.
"What I said...is it true?" I asked myself as I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like someone else; I don't know who it is. At times I feel like there is a different me, that hates everyone around me. I sighed, as I wished Kairi were here so I could talk to. Even Sora would do, but I bet he would arrive school the same time Kairi would. I just had to wait until next week. Olette and Selphie sadly went to a different college, and now I'm here a l o n e.
I cried in my pillow, and I had no intention of stopping. I was over the griefing stage, but I still had to act like I could be around Roxas being normal. I sighed as I got up to paint. I sat on a stool and drew on an old easel I had used back when I was young. I drew a picture for hours until I finished. I didn't know what else to do. After coloring my picture, it reminded me of the girl. M e. The picture had shown a picture of a blonde hair girl, crying on the bench of a park of cherry blossoms. "She seems like me" I whispered to myself when I finished.
I took a quick glance at the clock. I just remembered that Rayna had a date with Roxas. I will not mope with sadness for a stupid date. I will not cry anymore. I realized something, I had never known. I was now officially over Roxas. I hated his very flesh and bones now. I had feared this day, but I knew it would come. I'm not in love with Roxas anymore. I finally let him slip past my mind. No wonder I hadn't felt that tinge of excitement I usually had when I was with him. Ugh, I really wish Kairi would get here soon.
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Roxas POV...
I stood there, and after hearing her spat at me and run away, I should have known how much I had hurt her. I sighed, pulling my hand throw my spiked hair. I should have known that one of these days I would get caught. I walked down the hallway, not even bothering to go to my dorm. I really need fresh air. When I went outside, the weather didn't match my mood.
It was bright and shining, the usual around this island. I felt impact on my left arm, and I noticed Rayna. I gave a weary smile when I finally remembered I had to do something. Rayna gave me a grin. "Hey, sweetie" She said with a whisper. I sighed; pet names were getting annoying now. "Hey, Rayna" I said glumly. I didn't think that I could feel this bad just because of Namine.
Rayna seemed disappointed; I guess she wanted me to call her by her pet name. "Well, what are you doing outside?" Rayna asked with a pretty smile. It surprisingly made me smile back, but those were her charms. "Nothing. Fresh air, what are you doing here?" I asked her with a fake smile of mine. Rayna pouted, "I followed you out here. Can't a girl just look out for her man?". I only laughed but sighed. I needed to get Namine out of my mind! I quickly came up with, "Do you want to take a walk with me around the park?".
Rayna smiled wider, "How can I say no to the cutest guy here?"
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Back to Namine's POV...
I sighed, I needed a walk. All these tears streaks had to dry up sooner or later, and a day in the sun would do me some good. I decided to change out of my clothes, since it was too hot and I needed something better. After ten minutes I was ready. I wore my favorite summer outfit, a green tank top with black frills in the bottom, with a jean skirt, along with my so called 'stunner' shades. I was outside in a flash and in the park in a second. I walked and sat on a rusty wooden bench under the shade of an old willow tree. I inhaled the air deeply and closed my eyes.
I heard giggling and laughing from children playing around me. I could have sworn those kids were eyeing my strangly and laughing at me. Kids will be kids. But then voices were heard that I was familiar with. "Roxas! Wait for me!" Rayna panted as she caught up with Roxas. I shot my eyes open, and hid behind a tree. I wasn't much of a 'spy' but I was curious. Roxas was on the trail of the park, in the middle of a mound of trees. He waited patiently for Rayna to catch up. They were right in front of my, so I could hear most of what they were saying.
"Phew Roxas, you walk way too fast!" Rayna pouted with a sigh, as she leaned over to Roxas. Suprisingly, I had felt no surge of jealousy. Roxas snickered, "You walk way too slow. Come on, lets go grab some sea salt ice cream". I remembered when we both had sea salt ice cream at the beach. I had accidently dropped it in the sand, before I had a chance to take the bite. Instead, I saw Rayna glare. "You know I hate sea salt ice cream. Why won't you get normal flavors like chocolate or something? Sea salt ice cream is going bye- bye if I'm around!" Rayna hissed with a snapping tone. I glared at Rayna, what a fake.
Roxas sighed, "Okay then, what do you want to do?". Telling by the tone he used, he was completely annoyed. I know how he felt without sea salt ice cream, grouchy. Rayna smiled, "This". Since Roxas was really tall, Rayna had to tip toe. Gently, she placed her lips to his. Roxas was surprised, as much as I was. But he didn't bother to pull away. Thats when my heart lost its patience. I was jealous, and I was so angry at Rayna. What am I saying? Am I bi-polar or something? I can't possible like him anymore. I gasped, and thats when Roxas broke free. "Namine?" He asked as he was about to run over to me.
I was surprised and angry, so I didn't speak. I backed away, and ran away from them. I didn't dare cry, I couldn't.
"Namine!" I could here Roxas call. I didn't look back, I dont think I could afford to. "Namine" Roxas sighed. He felt Rayna's arms wrapped around him in a tight embrass, "You still got me" she whispered.
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I panted for breath as I stopped running, I could still hear my heart beat. Kathud, Kathud. I sighed, and looked at my surroundings. I remember this place. My old high school, I remember it clearly. I laughed at the fact that all the drama was sprouted from Kairi and I. I sighed, I hated this place now. Memories of Roxas and I here were too painful to recall.
I quickly walked away from it, and after wanting fresh air, I didn't feel like coming out anymore. But I didn't want to go to my dorm, in fear of seeing Rayna. I groaned as I wondered how else she was going to abuse me. I shook the thought away, when I heard my cell phone ringing. I looked at the caller ID and I was surprised. "Kairi!" I said outloud as I quickly answered it.
(a/n: The underlined words are Kairi talking, the bold is Namine)
"Hello? Kairi!"
"Hey Namine! I have a lot to explain! Sorry I couldn't keep in touch. My parents were angry that I spent a whole lot on my phone bills talking to Sora"
"Oh! Haha, so why'd you call all of a sudden?"
"Well, I'm going to collage soon! Is Sora there?"
"Nah, he won't go here unless you come too"
"Well that was sweet of him. Did you find Roxas yet?"
I didn't reply, I can't tell her about Rayna. She would be all hissy to Roxas then.
"Namine?"
"Yeah?"
"So did you see him?"
"No" I lied with a cracked voice.
"Oh, well that sucks. I gotta go, Rinoa and I are going to get our french manicure at Paris!"
"Haha. Bite me. Mmkay, well I'll talk to you later then. Tell Rinoa I said hi"
"Will do. Okay Bye!"
I hung up the phone with a twist of jealousy. "I wish I was rich" I grumbled in annoyance. I'm going home to do homework. Of course it's not due until next Thursday, but I needed to occupy my mind. I sighed, as I remember I needed research for my essay. Good thing a library was a good two blocks away.
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I finished my research, but by the time it was dark outside, it was scary. I looked at my watch, 9:45. Oh jeez. I should have driven here, now I have to walk. I could have taken the bus, but I didn't bring money with me. Wow, I'd have a walk of my life. WALKING 5 BLOCKS ALONE AT NiGHT. I shivered. It was dangerous for a girl to be walking alone at night. And it was very chilly, I can catch and easy cold. I better hurry.
I walked alone in the night, and I was doing okay. But by the time I was at the third block, I happened to pass by a crazy bar. Thats when I heard footsteps behind me. I walked faster, and yet the footsteps followed me. I could hear a gruff laugh, but I ignored it. I picked up the pace a little more, but the man behind me grabbed my arm, "Where you going, toots?".
I glared, "Let go, and I'm not your toots" I snapped at him. Instead I was pinned to the wall of a building. The man the pinned her looked in his mid 20's. Ew. "Hey! Let go!" I said with a scowl. Obviously, being pinned to the wall there was nothing else to do. My feet wouldn't be able to kick him since I had to room.
"Get off!" I hissed at him, through clenched teeth. I could smell the alchohol from his rotton teeth, it was unbearable. "Give me a kiss first" He said. He leaned closer but I closed my eyes. I heard another voice. Thank goodness, but I was to scared to open my eyes. What if he was another perverted friend. Still closing my eyes, I listened to the voices.
"Get off of her" A voice of a cool male had said.
The drunken man sounded a little annoyed, "Go away, this doesn't concern you"
"Actually yes it does. Thats a friend of mine your clinging on to" The male continued.
Klang. Klang. Klang.
Suddenly I felt the pressure that hung on to my arms release. I opened my eyes, the alchoholic on the floor unconsious. I looked at my saver, and I gasped. Why am I surprised? Cause its Roxas.
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