Saturday, June 27, 2020
6:47 AM
I'm going to try to make breakfast for Pa, Daddy and Al.
I had a dream last night, no, scratch that. I had a nightmare last night, and it was a ton of horrible things one after another.
I saw that same man who was in the car with me on Wednesday. He started showing me things. He showed me what it would be like if Pa, Daddy and Al died. Then he would bring them back, and then kill my friends. Then he would bring them back too, and then just kill all of them, including Lili. Then he brought them all back, and killed me instead. And I was watching my dream as a ghost, seeing as everyone I cared for mourned, just as I did when he killed them.
He was showing me how important we all are to each other, and that they care. He even showed me that I care about them more than I thought. He then brought me back and began to show me how hard Pa and Daddy work everyday to earn money, and support me. It was kind of cool in a way, but it was sad and terrifying!
But it also made me appreciate life a little bit more, so I'm going to try to return the favor!
10:23 AM
Everyone's awake, and eating breakfast I made! Well, Daddy woke up and found me in the kitchen and started helping too.
So, here's what I did.
Since I'm afraid of getting burned by the stove, I didn't literally cook. But, I went and got some cereal and melted some marshmallows in the microwave and built robot cereal sculptures! Then, I got four green apples and carved them with a knife so they looked pretty. Each one had a different design for our interests. Then I got some poptarts and toasted those, and then built houses with them. I was so proud of my work that I just had to take pictures of them. Daddy had come to the kitchen when I was building the houses, and helped me out with marshmallows and stuff, because the houses were falling apart. Daddy said that what I did was a work of art, and that stuff like this belongs in a museum!
When Pa and Al woke up and saw the food, they were awestruck. Even emotionless Pa seemed to be amazed! They told me I was very talented, and Al said he almost didn't want to eat it because it looked so cool.
Pa and Daddy are going to work at 11 today, so I'll be able to hang out with them for a little bit before they leave.
2:14 PM
I convinced Al to take me back to Vasch and Lili's house! I'm in the car on my way to their house. It's like a thirty minute drive, so I'm going to take another nap. Also, I carved an apple for her too. I gave it the prettiest design I could make. I hope she likes it.
8:29 PM
I had a great day today! Well, except for a few things, but Lili was completely cool with it.
Okay, so here's what happened. I got to Lili's house, and we were hanging out all day. I gave her the apple, and she said it was amazing, and couldn't believe that I did it. She said she wished she would have gotten me something, but I told her she didn't have to get me anything, because all that mattered to me was if I could hang out with her. Her face turned red, and at first I got worried because I had no idea what was happening to her, but then I realized that this is what they called blush. I had never seen someone actually do that before. It was cute.
Okay, so the bad part of my day was while we were sitting on a bench outside on her porch just talking, that same freaky guy appeared right next to me again, and started saying a bunch of stuff. I freaked out again, and everyone was really concerned. It was different this time because I wasn't afraid of him hurting me or insulting me. I was afraid of him hurting Lili. I'm embarrassed about it now, but on instinct, I dragged Lili away from him and tried to put her in a safe place away from him. Vasch got really mad at me, and Al had to try to calm me down. Al then explained to Vasch about my situation, and I apologized continually to Lili. Lili said it was okay, and that she was actually flattered that I would try to save her instead of myself. She didn't even care if I just flipped out like I did!
Even after that embarrassing incident, I had the guts to ask Vasch before we left if Lili could come over to my house sometime. I was already preparing myself for a no, but was thrilled when he said yes! Apparently, after me and Lili met, all she talked about was me.
I can't wait to see her again!