Tuesday, July 20, 2020
4:26 PM
I'm feeling better! Yay! My immune system had shut down or something, and I became very weak. I became so weak to the point I couldn't even pick up my pen! Crazy!
I got really skinny too, so I kind of look like skin and bones. I can't eat anything without throwing up, so I'm just taking vitamin supplements to make up for the nutrients I'm missing out on. They want to feed me through my belly button, but I requested that they hold off on that. I don't really like that idea. It's weird. Maybe I'll get better before they have to resort to that.
Anywho, I'm still at the hospital, and I'm getting much better. My heartbeat is slowing down, and I am much more calm, and less energetic than before. But I know I'll get better! I can feel it.
Oh, and get this. There was this drug they were giving me that's supposed to make me get better, but it had actually made me worse. It turns out I was allergic to that medicine thingy, so they had to stop giving it to me. Ever since they stopped giving it to me,my health has been improving.
I love it when Lili visits. She's so kind and so sweet, and makes me so happy. I hate making her feel sad. She thinks I'm going to die. I know she doesn't say it, but you could see it in her eyes. Don't worry Lili, I'll get better, I promise you!
Oh, and Lili, I know that one of these days, you're going to pick up this diary, and you're going to read it, and I respect that. So, if you're reading it right now, then Hi! I really care about you, and I really think you're sweet, and I love having you around! Whatever you do, don't stop smiling! Don't ever feel down! In every time, every dimension, through death and even my next my life, I will always care for you!
Lili, you are a beautiful flower,
Full of happiness and power,
Such beauty is a gift,
Your actions so swift,
Makes me feel great,
You speed my heart rate!
This poem is quite bad,
But you sure make me glad.
6:27 PM
Mr. Braginsky's gonna teach me how to play chess!
8:43 PM
Me and Mr. Braginsky played chess for a while. I didn't understand it at first, but now that I get it, it's really fun! Much better than checkers! We played for nearly two hours, and at first, he beat me, but then once I began to understand it and practice a little more, I started to beat him. He later told me that this was a game smart people play, and told me it was good for my brain.
I think chess is good for the soul.
So now, we're going to play chess everyday at 6:30. He told me he was pretty good at it, and that I proved to be a challenge. I'm gonna be the best!