Thursday, July 22, 2020
Who cares about the time.
I'm crying. For the first time in a really long time, I am crying.
It's just not fair. Not fair at all!
I know it's not her fault, and maybe it's for the best of us, but why? Just why?!
Dammit! I don't know how to feel anymore! Who knows when we'll see each other again?
Maybe I can make her stay. She can move into my house! Al moved in with us, so maybe she can move in with us too! Pa and Daddy could take care of her, and Al is really nice too. And then she can come and visit me whenever she wants. Right? Right?!
It's not fair, not fair not fair!
Why must this happen?
She left me her ribbon. Her ribbon that she wore everyday. It's... It's all I have left of her besides the memories.
Okay, here's my plan.
I'm going to get better. Once I am well and healthy, I will do great in school, go to college, get a job, no a career, make some good money, travel to find her. I would go across the world if I had to!
One way or another, we're going to be together again. Nothing will stop me now.
Fate, you have taken away a precious part of my life, and I have to say, you have really pissed me off now. Just you watch. Just you wait. We're not going to be separated for long.
I won't allow you to take a part of my life away!
Lili, I'm coming for you!