Guss who got so happy when she saw reviews, that she tried and updated? It'smeeee! I'm extremely happy that I got such good responses! :3
Here's chapter 10 it's in Ally's POV andis basically tellingthe day in the movie theatre.
I don't own Austin & Ally and anything else you might recognize.
I woke up early this morning. It was Saturday, but I had no time to relax. My father came back just yesterday, but he wasn't supposed to. He had one of his nervous breakdowns again and I had to leave the house to avoid a fight. When I came back he was sleeping on the couch and the house was all messed up with broken glass all over the floor. I went and got a blanket I covered him with it and just went upstairs and straight to bed. When I woke up I had to clean the house, I'm really sick of this, sometimes I think that I will never get away from this and I will have to take care of him for forever.
While cleaning I found a note on the kitchen saying:
"Honey I went to Sonic Boom, you were sleeping and I didn't want to wake you up so I left. Don't forget your shift at ten" and then written all too familiar for me words love you Ally-gator.
Sometimes I even think that he doesn't mean those words anymore and he keeps telling them just for nothing.
I doubt he will remember anything that happened yesterday, I can't believe him, what he turned into. This, this thing is not my father anymore this is some monster.
After I finished cleaning I ate bacon and scrambled eggs and then went to Sonic Boom for my shift.
About, near 3 pm Trish came by.
"Hey there Ally, guess who got a job at the movie theatre*."
"What movie theatre? I don't know any movie theatres in Miami mall?"
"Ally, the new one just opened a couple of weeks ago. They don't know me and anything about my "jobs" so they hired me. Anyway I got 2 free tickets to newest horror movie "beach of horror" we are going there, together, it starts at 7 I'll be here at 6:30"
"But Trish you know I don't like horror movies" I said clearly upset.
"I know, but for me, please, I know you don't like horror movies, but I don't want to go alone."
"Judging by, that you never say please, you are kind of desperate and besides saying no to you is pointless."
"Yes" she exclaimed and jumped up and down and hugged me.
"By Ally got to go get fired from there, the job is awfully boring."
"By Trish" I said and then she went out of the door.
Trish's appearance was the highlight of my day.
At exactly 6:30 Trish came. It was weird, because she was always late.
"Wow Trish, you're on time"
Yeah, I know since you don't like that I'm always late. When I left sonic Boom I switched time on my phone to half an hour earlier and I forgot that, I only remembered that when I was on my way here"
So if not that you would have been late by half an hour? I swear something like that could have only happened to you"
" That's besides the point, Anyways I don't want to be late on this movie so close the shop and let's go"
I closed up the shop as Trish ordered. My father has already left. He went home or to a random bar, I don't know and I don't really care.
I followed Trish behind because I didn't know where this movie theatre was. It came out it was in totally opposite part of the mall. With which I'm not really familiar with.
We brought popcorn and drinks and went inside.
Half way through the movie I got bored so I decided to go outside.
"Trish I'm going to go outside for a minute, okay?" I asked her.
But she was too occupied watching movie to pay attention to me so after that I didn't get a response I left.
I went outside and set in the hall. I really like spending time with Trish, she is my best girl friend after all, but I much more preferred if we went to some café or coffee shop and just talked or stayed at home, ordered some pizza and watched movies whole night, but not like this I didn't even enjoy any of it. I guess crowded places are not for me, I get uncomfortable with people. I much more prefer being in private, I enjoy the quietness. That's me and I guess Trish sometimes fails to notice what makes me happy and what not.
I decided to walk back inside and tell Trish that I was leaving. I stood up from my seat and just randomly looked the other way. I saw him, it was Austin just standing there, smiling, with some girl. He wasn't looking at me, but when our eyes met, something broke inside of me. I had a burning feeling in my stomach like I was on fire and I felt my face getting hotter, I felt hot tears streaming down my face.
I felt sad, I felt disappointed, angry. Those emotions were too much, I couldn't get why I felt like that. Suddenly I forgot everything I was going to do, by brain stopped thinking rationally and I just ran… I ran somewhere quiet, somewhere I could gather my thoughts…
I ran to the only place I could go to right now, to the park, to the willow tree.
I couldn't go to my house because my father would have been there and I just couldn't have taken him, neither could I have gone to Sonic Boom, right now to was far from my favorite places, it brought memories from the past and being there was hard, I could even take the time I had to be there, working.
I ran to the park to my favorite place, I always found peace in here and those sounds of nature always calmed me, I climbed the tree, sat there and looked up in the sky, on my way here the sun slowly set and now the whole space around me was filled with darkness. The sky was clear and I could see beautiful shining stars. After some time I closed my eyes still looking up.
My face was all wet from crying but I couldn't stop.
I was really lost I couldn't understand what I felt and why, we weren't even friends but I still reacted like that. I couldn't even understand what happened it was really messed up for me. He didn't owe me anything. He was just spending time with his friend or girlfriend or whoever she was. It doesn't matter. I wonder where he is now. Is he still with that girl or did he come after me? No he couldn't, why would he even care?
Suddenly I heard footsteps and a shallow breathing getting louder and louder. It was really well heard in the silence of the park.
"Ally… Ally are you here" he was taking deep breaths like he had run. It was Austin of course. I opened my eyes, and a smile crapped on my face.
"Ally, where are you?" He yelled and then said quietly " where is she?"
"I'm up here" I said, with my broken voice.
"Of course you are. Where else would you be." He said, he sounded relieved.
I couldn't see him well, considering it was dark, but I could see that he had his hand in his pockets and his blond hair was shining in the moonlight.
"Why did you run away?' I panicked, I didn't even know the answer to that question myself, I had been debating in my mind about that for about 15 minutes.
"I don't know" I mumbled.
"What?... I can't hear you." He said walking closer to the tree.
" I don't know okay, I don't know… okay, but I just ran away"
He was standing right beside the tree and was looking up at me.
After a silence I asked: "So who is she?"
"Who she?" He said a little confused.
"The girl you were with at the movies."
"Oh her, she was no one."
"No one? And why were you with her at the movies, if she was on one?" I didn't let him say anything I continued talking raising my voice a little bit. "It's not like I'm your girlfriend or something we aren't even friends and I'm trying to fix that if you can't see."
"No Ally it's not like that."
"Not like what? Tell me! So you know I'm not jealous, why would I be jealous, you haven't done anything and I don't even like you like that"
"Okay…" he said, he seemed awestruck.
"You know what Austin, just go away, you know I'm going home, just forget about this and about everything. I think it's just not the right time. It's just awkward we can both see that clearly. We aren't going anywhere. So let's just leave this struggling and leave everything the way it is, it needs fixing but we can see nothing coming out so let's just leave it alone, it will be easier."
His face was emotionless after my outburst and he seemed frozen.
I just jumped down from the tree and walked past him, he didn't even try to stop me, I went home.
I felt tired, really tired like someone sucked all my energy out.
I hardly stood on my feet through my way home.
My whole body felt heavy when I took a shower and it didn't feel relaxing
I quickly got dressed for bed and went to sleep.
I tried to sleep, but I couldn't, because first it was early to go to sleep and second all those thoughts wouldn't leave alone. I felt guilty. It felt like I did something really wrong. What I said to Austin and what I did, I didn't even let him explain. It felt the same way like all those years ago. The feeling would leave me alone that I had to go and apologize or I would lose him again. I was lost, again, my brain was going to explode from all the thinking.
Eventually my thoughts quieted down, but something from inside of me was still telling me "go, apologize." Rapidly. And I still couldn't sleep.
I jumped out of my bed, grabbed the first clothes that I could see, quickly got dressed and went to his house.
On my way to Austin's house I was in a deep though kind of daydreaming. I tried to get my mind of Austin, because I knew that if I thought about him I would feel even worse, instead I decided to focus on things around me. It was peaceful outside, I only saw a couple of cars pass by, our neighborhood was really quiet one. The night lights lighting up my way as usual.
The houses looked extremely beautiful like this with only lights coming out of the windows; I could see shadows of people moving.
I remembered how me my mum and dad used to watch movies late evening, every Friday. I really loved sitting on the coach with my parents on both my sides, I felt safe in their presence.
I would snuggle in their arms with a blanket over me. I would always fall asleep half way through the movie; my dad would bring me to my bedroom and kiss me on the forehead. He would always say goodbye and leave.
Sometimes if I had nightmares, my mum would come and lay in my bed with me. She would hug me sometimes and sing me lullabies. Sometimes I fell asleep, but sometimes I would just lay in my bed not moving, I would listen to her heartbeat and watch her chest move up and down. I was afraid to lose her. Every time I made sure her heart was beating, I would smile, close my eyes and fall asleep listening to my mother's heartbeat.
I was afraid that I would lose her, so I tried to never let her go too far, but she slipped away from the when I least expected it. I really loved her, I loved her more than I loved anyone else, even my father.
I think it wouldn't have hurt as much as it did if not those memories and those things reminding me of her. Every time I remember her, it brings pain to me thinking that at the time when I was peacefully sleeping, flying in my dreamland, my mother was fighting for her life. It hurt because I couldn't do anything when she needed help the most.
I shook my head to clean my thoughts. I looked around me and saw that I was getting closer to Austin's house. I got really nervous . I was trying to get my thoughts together, what was I going to tell him. I was at his doorstep in no time. I decided to just knock. I knocked a couple of times and then I heard footsteps and a soft click of the door and it opened on the other side was Austin. He was looking kind of sleepy and his hair was messed up a little more than usual, but he was still wearing the same clothes as earlier in the evening. He looked extremely cute and childish this way. I looked him in the eyes, he looked pained and sad. He was silent, he only opened the door and closed It behind me when I walked in, we stood there in the hallway.
He wasn't saying a word and I could see that he was angry with me. He had his hands in his pockets and was just looking at me with no a current expression.
That awkwardness between us was back. I thought we were through that, but no I was wrong. The air was getting heavier and heavier by every second. It felt like the temperature was rising and I was getting uncomfortable, but I knew it was too late to go back, I had to say something, knew if I just said sorry and ran away crying, I would end up angry and disappointed in myself. I gathered all the courage I had in me, took a deep breath and started talking.
*I got a little confused here, I'm pretty sure I have heard that they call it movie theatre, cinema, even movies, sometimes, and I don't really know which one I should use, so tell me that if you know in the reviews :3
Yeah this chapter, yeah I left you a cliffhanger, I want to tell you guys that the way I planned it they are not getting together in the next chapter, but after I read aesham01-s review I thought, she was jealous and Austin likes Ally,noloves her right? And now Ally has these feelings she can't figure out, what if they got together after Ally apologizes. Tell me what you think and how do you want it to happen, if you have any ideas, maybe something about the kiss scene?Idk tell me what you think in your reviews, maybe if I'll use your ideas writing will be more fun! :D
This chapter is also not corrected I wrote it myself, so sorry for any kind of mistakes, now on to the replies.
mikamimi-R5- I really appreciate that you re-read the story again, thank you for the review, here's the next chapter and depending on the ideas I'll get I'll maybe update sooner ;)
jamesmaslow4evz-haha, your reviews are not that long, but they always make me happy :D yeah now go leave a review again :3
aesham01- and you are totally right Ally was jealous she's not sure what was it and just hasn't realized her feelings for Austin yet.
Isabellurs- I think they won't forget what the story's about it's been little more that twelve hours :D As it says on my profile I'm from Georgia, it's in Europe, and well I speak the language called Georgian, it's nothing like English it's whole other language and I guarantee if I'll start speaking you won't understand a word :D