Austin Carlile/OC
Rated T
*Possible Trigger Warning*
could you do one where youre best friend austin comforts you when youre really dissapointed in yourself and defeated?
Why can't I do things right? If only I could actually get things done the first time, maybe I wouldn't be such a fucking failure. You thought to yourself as you sat on the floor in your living room. You had just gotten back from a job interview and you were so nervous you messed up a few times, they assured you it was fine but you felt like crap. You felt depressed and like a total screw up. You were on the verge of breaking down when someone knocked on the door. You sat still, not wanting to see anyone. They knocked again and you still ignored it. Instead of knocking a third time they put a key in the door and unlocked it, making their way inside. You lived alone, only one person had a key to your house and that was your best friend Austin. He made his way into the living room and saw you on the floor with your knees to your chest.
"Y/N?" He asked concerned, kneeling beside you.
"That key's only for emergencies," You moved your eyes to look toward Austin.
"Is it?" He asked. You sighed and fell over, laying on your back.
"I just feel like such a failure. Not just about today, but every other day too. I can never do anything right. I've screwed up my whole life." A tear rolled down your face, unexpectedly followed by more. You ended up crying harder, small whimpers escaping your lips. You didn't think you were going to cry this hard, it just hit you. Thinking of everything you've ever done and how you felt like everything was a mistake. Austin pulled you up and wrapped his arms around you. He sat with his back against the couch,
"Y/N listen to me, you're not a screw up okay? I mean look at you, you have your own house, your own clothes, you cook, you clean, you're living. Just because someone fumbles on a word, or misses a step, doesn't mean they are a failure. It means you're human. You're going to make mistakes and that's okay. Everything you've done has led up to now, making you the person you are today and I think that person is quite amazing. You're my best friend, Y/N. I love you." Austin hugged you tighter, kissing your hair. You pulled away and wiped your tears,
"Thank you Austin, I don't know what I'd do without you." You said, hugging him again.
"You'd continue to be an amazing person." He whispered. You smiled and jumped up.
"What'd you come over for anyway?" You asked,
"Right, I wanted to know if you wanted to hang out." He laughed. You smiled and went to get a movie. You put it in and sat next to him with a bowl of popcorn.
"Thank you." You said again. Austin smiled and poked you, telling you to watch the movie.