Alan Ashby/OC
Rated T
*Possible Trigger Warning*
can you do one where youre insecure and you feel worthless compared to other girls and your boyfriend alan ashby finds out and tries to make you feel better?c:
You sat on a bench at a park, watching all the people. You watched as all the girls your age played with their younger siblings on the slides and play gyms. All of them were so beautiful, and skinny. You looked down,
"Why can't I be like that?" You thought to yourself. You looked over your body, feeling so ashamed of how you looked. You finally stood up and left the park. You walked down the street deep in thought.
"If only I was like everyone else, they're all so much prettier than me, so much skinnier and funnier. I just feel like so much shit." You pulled your sweater sleeves down and held the ends in your hands, crossing your arms. Tears started to fall from your eyes, sliding down warm wetness across your cheeks. You finally reached your house you shared with your boyfriend Alan, and sat on the steps in front of it for awhile. Depression hitting you. You felt caved in. Trapped in a darkness that had no light at the end. Worthless.
"I'm nothing compared to everyone. Why do I bother trying?" You thought again. More tears running down your face. The cool breeze of the late-January air covered your cheeks. Alan noticed you on the steps and came out,
"Y/N? What's wrong?" He asked as he grabbed your hand, leading you inside into the warmth. He wiped the tears from your face and kissed your forehead.
"Baby, what's going on?" Alan asked concerned. You started crying harder. Explaining everything to him, about how you felt like nothing compared to other girls. How you felt ugly and how you hated yourself. Alan pulled you close, stroking your hair.
"Y/N listen to me. You are beautiful. You are amazing and wonderful. You don't understand how many times a day I am so thankful that I have you in my life. Everyone else can't compare to you. You are the most amazing woman I have ever known and that is never going to change. And I know, these are just words. Irrelevant, useless words. But they're true. Every single day I look at you and I wonder 'How did I get so lucky?' You don't need to compare yourself to other people because you are perfect and unique just the way you are. No one is like you, and you aren't like anyone else. And that's a great thing. You are you're own person and I love every detail about you. I wouldn't change a thing about you Y/N." Alan hugged you, holding you tightly to his chest and kissed the top of your head.
"I love you so much Y/N, don't you ever forget that. I'm always going to be here for you. No matter what." Alan said, never breaking the embrace.
"I love you too Alan, and thank you. I don't know what I'd do without you." You hugged him tighter, tears still streaming down your face. You and him stayed like that for a long time.