A/N-I think that many of you will appreciate this chapter after the bump that I threw in the last chapter.
For the last two weeks the couple attempted to get their relationship and their business back on track. Ironically it was Olivia who seemed to have let it go and moved on. Fitz had not been so quick to forgive himself.
When they moved from California to Washington D.C. it was not the best period in their life. Jenny was still a little skittish. She hated even bringing up her ex-husband's name. When Jenny came home to find Fitz naked that was it for her. She had only stayed so that Fitz could grow up with two parents, but now that she knew he was beating him she was out.
Jenny was no dummy. She had taken pictures of the bruises, cuts, and fractures that Jerry caused. She took pictures of Fitz before she clothed him. She called Jerry the next day and told him that she was leaving him. She was clear that if something happened to her he would be ruined because she had collected evidence of the abuse.
They quickly worked out a settlement. Jerry said that he didn't want anything to do with her or their son which is why she moved so far away since there would be no custody issues. Jenny didn't want to talk about that time in their life so he never discussed it with anyone including Olivia out of respect for his mom. He hadn't heard from him since they left so it never dawned on him to share that part of his past as they grew closer. He knew if he told Olivia about the abuse she may ask his mom questions which could trigger some painful memories for his mom so he chose not to say anything at all. That decision had now come back to bite him in the ass.
Fitz had decided that he needed to make things right with his wife even if she felt like he had already. Fitz asked Olivia not to take a new case because he needed her assistance on a case. They would be flying out after they left the doctor's office on Friday to find out the sex of the baby.
Fitz had informed her that they would be gone for five days. He told her to pack for some warm weather.
Since Fitz was so sure they were having a girl Olivia had told him a week ago that if he was right then he could name her. If it was a boy then she got to name him and that including their son being Fitz IV which Fitz wasn't thrilled with saying the name was cursed.
Fitz had spoken with the team in D.C as well as his mom. They would keep an eye on things while they were gone. Huck was in California right now researching potential clients that had requested their help.
The couple had decided that they really didn't want a lot of people in their home including their team so they bought a home specifically for them to stay at when they were in town. To some it may sound selfish, but when they were home work stayed at work. If they had to bring something home they always conducted business from their office, and once they walked out the office they left it there. They also tried not to make it a habit to bring work home a lot.
Olivia woke up Friday morning excited. She got the feeling that it was going to be a great day. They would find out the sex of the baby, and then they were headed out-of-town. Olivia got the feeling that there was no client, but she decided to let it go and allow him to do what he needed to do.
Wherever they went Olivia was determined that once the trip was over that Fitz would let it go. Not only had they talked and sorted things out, but she had talked to Jenny. Jenny admitted it was a rough period for him. She now realizes that her staying only for him to have a father was a mistake, because Jerry was incapable of loving anything other than a good lay, himself, and money. Jenny told Olivia she didn't like talking about it which is why Fitz kept quiet. Jenny really believed that with time he just put it behind him.
Olivia would be the first to admit that Fitz was wrong for leaving, but he was human. His past came barreling in and he lost control. He was looking for Olivia to support him, but it didn't happen that way. In all fairness she had done the same thing when she went to Hawaii. She told him that she needed to find herself, but really she was trying to find herself without him because she knew she was feeling more than friendship feelings. So she was going to allow him room to do whatever, but then she was going to demand he forgive himself and they move on.
Olivia looked over and Fitz wasn't in the bed. She got up and went to empty her bladder which was the norm for her now. It was like the baby sat on her bladder.
Olivia decided to wear her hair in a ponytail since they had to go to the doctor and then travel.
Olivia decided to wear a Rebecca Minkoff Cap Sleeve Embellished Maternity Shirt with a Rebecca Minkoff Lightweight Maternity Skirt. She put on her new Jimmy Choo Genoa flats. Fitz had bought her several pair of flats. Now that she was four months she no longer desired to wear heels everyday.
When she came out the bathroom she noticed that their bags were gone which meant that Fitz had been up preparing for them to head out-of-town.
When she made it downstairs she smelled breakfast. Before she got pregnant she did good to eat twice a day. Now not only did she eat more for the sake of the baby the baby demanded it. It seemed like she now ate 6-8 times a day which Dr. Miles said was good.
Olivia found her husband in the kitchen fixing their plate. He had made them Cashew Butter Pancakes and he had a Gluten Free Breakfast Apple Bar. The couple for the most part only ate gluten and organic foods.
Olivia kissed her husband, "Good morning baby"
Fitz smiled, "Morning baby how are you and my princess doing this morning?"
Olivia laughed, "We are doing fine even though you may have just called your son a princess."
Fitz nodded, "Well if I am wrong I will apologize to him."
Olivia could only laugh. They ate breakfast and cleaned up the kitchen together. Fitz had already packed their car.
They got checked in. Olivia had gained ten pounds. Fitz joked that it was in her hips. Olivia had to agree. At first it bothered her, but then she thought about her baby along with the fact that her husband looked at her the same. Actually she thought he might actually love the new developments even more.
Dr. Miles came in and confirmed that everything looked good. They were going to check on the baby now. They had chosen to do the 4D-Ultrasound which was just so fascinating. Once Olivia heard the heartbeat she relaxed. She was the same way each visit.
Dr. Miles asked the couple, "Do you guys want to know the sex of your baby?"
Olivia laughed, "Yes we do. My husband wants you to confirm that he gets his mini Livvie."
All three of them laughed. Dr. Miles proceeded again to determine the sex of their baby.
Dr. Miles looked at the couple, "Congratulations. Fitz you are right you are getting your princess."
The couple both began to cry after hearing the news. Dr. Miles was no stranger to this type of reaction, but she had to admit that Fitz had to be one of the proudest dad to be that she had ever witnessed in all of her years of practice.
She printed off pictures for the couple. They left the office drunk in love with each other and their baby girl.
Olivia looked at her husband, "I knew I would be happy, but I have a whole other level of happiness that I did not anticipate."
Fitz nodded, "I know. Knowing that it is really a girl is everything."
The couple made it to the air strip where Tom and Lauren were waiting. Since Tom was their pilot Fitz decided that Lauren should come so they could spend some time together. Lauren could manage the phone and email from their location, and if something needed to be done she would call Jenny or the team in D.C.
When they made it on board there was two gifts waiting for Olivia. Fitz had arranged for Lauren to pick them up for him based on what they found out at the doctor.
Olivia had tears in her eyes. This is why it was so easy for her to move on from their fight. She knew deep down the past came back to haunt him, and he handled it wrong. They both did. Now she needed him to forgive himself, but she was going to wait before saying anything. She wanted him to work through this.
In her seat there was a floral arrangement. The flowers were in a little pink lamb case. The arrangement was an assortment of white roses, light pink spray roses, white monte Cassino asters, and pitta negra.
Olivia went over and hugged and thanked her husband. She waited until they took off for her to open the other gift. Before she did that she asked where they were going.
Fitz looked at her and said, "The British Virgin Islands. Lauren made sure to stock up on your favorite snacks and drinks. I also had her pick up salad and sandwiches for us. It is a seven hour flight."
Fitz was waiting for the barrage of questions, but was shocked when Olivia said okay. She was smiling and looked relaxed. He watched as she opened the box. At first he could tell that she didn't understand what the gift was at first and then he heard her gasp.
Fitz went over and sat beside his wife, " I knew that you wouldn't want a traditional pink or blue room so I made some calls and did some research. I had a designer come up with three ideas for the nursery. Hopefully you will like one of them. I want to pay the designer to put up the fixtures, the curtains, and the other remaining furniture and accessories but I thought that together we could put it together. I could paint. Although we can afford it I thought we could do this together."
Olivia could barely see through her tears. Fitz pulled her into his lap and held her close. Olivia finally composed herself.
Olivia looked Fitz in the eye, "Under one condition can we do this together?"
Fitz looked nervous, "What is that?"
Olivia said, "I don't think there is a client. I think that you are still struggling with our fight. I forgave you. We agree that you leaving was wrong. Did it hurt, absolutely? Did I wish you handled it differently? Yes, but after talking to you and to Ma I got it. Not only was it a horrible period in your life; it was worse for your mom. I also sincerely believe that it was out of sight out of mind until you seen him, and it came rushing back to you all at once. I don't for one second believe that every time we have a disagreement that it would be your reaction to leave. I also got that you didn't want to blow up and cause me any flashbacks. So whatever you have planned I will accept it, but I need you to forgive yourself so we can move on. If you don't want Jerry to win don't hold onto this. Don't apologize again. Whatever you planned is the apologize. Let's reconnect and come home and prepare for our baby girl. Deal?"
Fitz smiled, "Agreed. Thank you for loving me despite everything."
Olivia looked at Fitz and he could see how much she loved him with everything she had.
Olivia said, "It is not hard at all."
They enjoyed the rest of their flight looking at the nurseries. Olivia was impressed with the choices that her husband gave her. When she came to the third mock-up she knew that was the one. It was called the Gold Vintage Nursery by Grace Mitchell. The white and gold looked perfect together. Fitz was excited because this was his favorite so he was glad that Olivia agreed with him.
Once they arrived in Saint Thomas they switched to a Water Taxis to take them to the resort where they would be staying.
When they arrived Tom, Lauren, and Olivia were in awe. Fitz had researched the resort so he had an idea of what they would see when they arrived. Although he had to admit that the pictures didn't do the resort justice.
They were staying at Peter Island Resort and Spa. Fitz had reserved a Beach Front Junior Suite for Tom & Lauren. The couple thanked Fitz several times. They offered to try to pay for something, but when they checked in Fitz made sure that anything they the front desk allowed them to enjoy all the amenities of the resort at his cost.
They went their separate ways. Fitz & Olivia was taken to Hawk's Nest which was a villa at the resort. The villa was three bedrooms. The rooms included a jacuzzi bath. They had a private pool which Olivia knew Fitz made sure that amenity was available for her. They had a full kitchen, wet bar, and a private sundeck. The villa also had an outdoor grill. Fitz had arranged one night that the staff would come in and prepare food for him & Tom to grill. He had already talked about one day being set aside for them to double date per say. He paid for the inclusive package which included their meals and a butler.
Olivia stopped trying to figure out how her husband continued to outdo himself. This resort screamed relaxation which is what she needed right now. Other than the few days without Fitz her pregnancy had been great, but it was due to her husband. That is what she wanted him to realize.
Olivia walked over to her husband smiling, "This is perfect baby. I look forward to this down time. Other than the initial scare this pregnancy has been great. I know that you have played a large part. A couple of days compared to four months. Don't focus on the couple of days. Focus on the months."
Fitz smiled, he should have known that he couldn't fool her. He should find it weird that she knew what his problem was, but the fact is that they were in sync with each other. He was just grateful that it wasn't lost, and that he hadn't screwed that up.
Fitz said, "I will Livvie. Thank you understanding and allowing me to do this. I just need to reconnect with you. I know it is more me, but I derailed us so I feel like this can get us back on track."
Olivia nodded, "I understand baby and I am all for this as long as it makes you better in the end."
Fitz smiled, "It will. I want you to know that the reason I chose this destination. I did some research online and found this resort is considered one of the best babymoon trips according to . There are a couple of things I have set up for us. One is spa treatments. They specifically have treatments that are specific for pregnancy. We will go on a picnic to one of the island's five beaches, you will get a baby album, and we will take a course together to prepare for baby week. I hope that is acceptable."
Olivia could only grin at her husband. So not only had he found this island, but he had specially researched a babymoon trip which she had heard of but never taken seriously. The fact that her husband did and took the time to do this meant the world to her. As she looked out at the island it dawned on Olivia that Fitz was worried about being his dad. His dad had shaken his belief in who he was and what he was capable of. She needed to figure out a way for him to see that he had broken the chain. She hoped when she explained something she did it would help.
After they got settled in they took a nap. When they got up they changed and headed out for dinner. They decided to try the Tradewinds Restaurant on their first night at the resort. Olivia ordered the Grilled Chicken Breast with Ginger Glaze, Jasmine Rice. Fitz decided on Angus Beef Tenderloin with Eggplant Cavier & Potato Puree.
Olivia enjoyed the dinner for three reasons. One the food was excellent but she also learned since becoming pregnant that all food seemed good. Two the location, the resort was beyond amazing. It was beautiful and it was so laid back. She could see why they recommended it as a babymoon. The next time she got pregnant she wanted to come back, and maybe bring their moms. They would love it here. Finally, her husband. Since his dad showed up she could feel the tension. Their conversations didn't flow like she was use to. They always talked about everything and nothing without a problem. Tonight it was the way it use to be which was great.
When they got back to the room they enjoyed the Jacuzzi bath. Fitz took care of her. He washed her from head to toe with so much care she thought she would scream. She wanted him so bad. Out of no where her pregnancy hormones began to kick in. That should have excited Fitz, but he was tentative. If she asked he took care of her, but it was like he no longer just took her. Honestly she wanted him to fuck her brains out.
After their bath Fitz massaged her entire body which she loved but was sad. She wanted him and she knew that he did this to wear her down, and it worked. She succumbed to sleep.
The next morning Olivia woke up and went for a swim. When she got out she noticed that breakfast was being delivered. She went in and greeted her husband. They enjoyed breakfast. Olivia showed and changed so they could attend their class.
Afterwards the couple went back to their villa and changed into their swimwear. Fitz went in the kitchen and noticed the picnic basket had been delivered. They headed out and Fitz decided that today they would enjoy Honeymoon Beach. When they got there Olivia was in awe. Olivia got where the name came from. It was the most romantic atmosphere she had ever seen, and that included their trip to Fiji.
Olivia looked at Fitz, "Honey this is amazing. It can't get any better than this."
Fitz smiled. He loved seeing his wife happy. Fitz spread everything out. He helped Olivia onto their blanket. Fitz put suntan lotion on her and she did the same. Olivia wanted the connection back with her husband.
Olivia moved between his legs. He automatically wrapped his arms around her which made Olivia feel desirable.
Olivia asked, "I was worried that you no longer me attractive so it's nice that you are holding me like you use to."
Fitz was shocked at what she just said, "Livvie, pregnancy looks good on you. You will always look beautiful to me. I just have to get out of my own head. I never second guessed my decisions with you until he came in the picture. Now I just feel like I have to think and make sure I'm not doing anything to hurt you."
Olivia turned and faced him, "We can't live like that. You can't live like that. Not once have you put me in harm's way. Don't even consider the few stressful days as harm. How many men do you know that would step aside even when they are suffering to make sure that their woman was okay?"
Fitz said, "Not many, but..."
Olivia shook her head, "No there is no but. If you love me as much as I know you do. If you want us to survive and raise a family and continue to thrive then you have to go back to being Fitz. Let me ask you this, do you think that when Jerry left our office that he went in the corner and sulked and felt bad for what had happened?"
Fitz adamantly shook his head, "No. Jerry only concern what how to get himself out of the mess he was in. "
Olivia nodded, "That is my point. He is fine. He is still Jerry so I deserve to get my Fitz back. The one who wouldn't hesitate to make love to his wife or fuck her brains out. The one who would talk to me about anything even stupid things that mean nothing. You have dreamed of this moment for so long. We are married and expecting our first child. We have a successful business. We have more money than we will ever need. We are giving back. So tell me why are you allowing him to steal your joy."
Fitz put his head down trying to stop the tears from falling, but he was not successful.
Olivia lifted his face so they were eye to eye. There was no judgment there. She smiled, "Talk to me. What is it?"
Fitz whispered, "He was out of sight and out of mind. I had worked hard on who I am with no male influence. Seeing him and knowing after all this time he is the same what makes me think that I am different from who he is. He is my father. His blood runs through me. Livvie you can't go through anymore heartache."
Olivia nodded, "I agree, but I am not worried about that because I have you. See my husband is a real man. He always puts me first even when he should worry more about himself. My husband loves me with everything that he has. There is nothing that he wouldn't;t do for me and his daughter, and I trust him with everything that I have. Fitz, you have his DNA but it doesn't make you him. I have my father's DNA. I'm not like him. Working all the time to be rich and make a name for myself is not who I am. I am my mom like you are your mom. He is winning. You were the one who told me he hadn't changed. He came in and caused drama. That was his goal. He achieved it and the longer you stay in this place then he wins. Why did you not question what was in the folder and how I handled him?"
Fitz seriously said, "Because you asked me to trust you take care of him. I believed you so there was no need to question you."
Olivia smiled, "Good. That night when we made up it bothered me that I have helped so many people since you saved me yet I felt like I was letting you down. The folder I gave your dad was evidence that his secretary was indeed blackmailing him. However, his secretary had already contacted us about him. At the time she had not revealed who her boss was. After I found out who he was I met with her and she confirmed that she worked for Jerry. When she demanded the three million it was because I instructed her to while she had a wire on her desk to capture the conversation. After speaking with Jenny she gave me permission to go nuclear."
Fitz was confused. Olivia pulled out her I-pad. She handed it to Fitz and he was shocked. Jerry was being escorted to a police car. It stated that he was being arrested for embezzlement. Further down the article explained that Jerry had announced his plans to run, but the Los Angeles Times had received a packaged that showed that Jerry had abused his ex-wife and child. To protect them from any additional trauma the paper stated they would not post the pictures they found as proof, but did show hospital records that Jenny had been to the emergency room several times. Her son had been there for a broken arm that the doctors felt like was caused on purpose, but they were told it was an accident. Finally when she left him she had brought her son in for treatment after he had been beaten and left naked for hours. Even if he can talk his way out of the embezzlement charges there was no way he would win a Senate seat.
Fitz was shocked. He was stunned. Fitz knew his wife was a pit bull when it came to her clients. He knew that she loved her family and friends, and she was loyal to them. She had done so much for him, but he had taken care of her so much that it was weird to be on the receiving end. As he soaked in what she had done he couldn't help but smile. She had went to bat for him. He accepted what she did in the office, but seeing this did something to him. Then Fitz thought about. What if he came after her.
Olivia smiled, "The secretary turned him in. She accepted the two million dollars. She told him that she would take the two million if her lawyer could draw up the non-disclosure. Jenny wrote in the clause that she was never allowed to discuss it with family, friends, any future employers, and the media. The police is none of those. Huck has already created her a new identity. She is gone. If she is needed for trial Huck will arrange her to testify and leave back out. He is also keeping tabs on him anyway. You should know that."
Fitz nodded, "Wow Livvie. I am not sure what to say. Thank you for loving me enough to do this. Seeing that he doesn't get to have his cake and eat it too changes things. Damn you are a scary woman. I am so speechless. Damn, I love you. Thank you. I feel free again."
Olivia smiled, "Good. That is all I want. You are mine. Anything and anyone who threatens that will pay. I meant what I said. Jake is the last person that will ever embarrass me or you. If we go down it will be because we tore each other down. Since I know that will never happen we are good. Can I have my husband back completely? I miss him and my body misses him."
Fitz laughed, "You have him back baby. I am sorry I was in my own way. Are you ready to make this babymoon trip memorable?"
Olivia smirked, "If it includes you fucking me then making love to me then yes. My pregnancy hormones are starting to rage, and I need you on all cylinders. Plus, this place is too beautiful to be anything, but excited and happy."
Fitz laughed, "Such a potty mouth Livvie. Hey, I am ready. I have been looking forward to these days."
The couple laughed and relaxed and looked at the water. It was over. The Jerry era was done with. She was proud of herself. She might have not expected the problem, but she fixed it. More than that she enjoyed the hell out of ruining him. She couldn't wait for the day when it was Jake's turn. She still had not come up with a final plan, but she would when the time came it would be in place. She had some things underway now. She figured she had a year maybe two tops. She knew he was being on his best behavior so he could be released on parole. She planned on exterminating him, and in a public way. While she had made a name for herself she would never forget looking at her life being played out on TV and in the newspaper. More than that Huck had sent her the recording of that day when Jake was in the office gloating about raping her. She prayed he was getting his salad tossed, but it was nothing compared to the shit storm she was going to create, and this time they were going to meet face to face. No one was going to speak for her. Jerry was her dress rehearsal.
Fitz brought her out of thought with an earth shattering kiss. It literally took her breath away. Olivia smiled. This was her husband.
Olivia asked, "What was that for?"
Fitz laughed, "One because you wanted it, and two I know that grin. I know you have Huck researching some things for when Jake gets out. That grin only happens when you become the formidable Olivia Grant."
Olivia became nervous. How could she convince him that she needed to do this? As she was thinking of something to say he spoke.
Fitz said, "Just be careful and count me in"
Olivia laughed. "Don't worry I will"
A/N-So I am going to stop right here. Next chapter will focus on the rest of the babymoon trip. I started it, but I wanted to focus on them getting past Jerry. What Fitz did was totally out of character for him. I did that for a reason. Men have a horrible habit of holding things in especially when it is painful. Sure he could have trusted Olivia, but it wasn't about trust. He buried his emotions and seeing Jerry everything came back to him at once. Also I wanted Olivia to handle Fitz in a fragile state. He has done it their entire relationship. You guys know that Olivia wouldn't have let Jerry off so easily. Remember how she read those parents who were trying to blackmail him for more money for the Karen sex tape. She came up with a plan that got everyone what they wanted. I threw you a hint that Jake will be coming back soon, but not before the baby is born. I can only tell you that fireworks will fly.