Tokyo Ghoul and all it's affiliated characters are property of Sui Ishida.

Warning: Explicit Sexual Content involved. I warned...*hums happily and sips moco*

Chapter 11

Dormant Love Awakening?

I blinked a couple times staring at the clothes I had laid out on my bed. What should I wear?

Itori left already. I heard when she came in last night but when I woke up she wasn't even here, plus it was minutes after 10 and Uta would be here at 11 so what should I wear? How should I even look? I already packed the -change of clothes but the first impression mattered right? Which brings me back to the first damn question- what should I wear?!

I wanted to ask Itori, tell her about the Uta and ask her what I should wear?

A dress maybe, she did say if she put me in a dress he would look at me, but I don't want to seem greedy since day before yesterday's event seemed….fulfilling. But I shouldn't hide it, even though yesterday I was at Renji and dealing with the kittens, it's not like I can hide it; he was on my mind half the time.

I went with something casual: a pair of black skinny jeans, my converse, a grey tank top and my black cardigan. A nice messy ponytail the mildly shaven off side managing to somewhat get in the bun and my shoulder bag with the change of clothes inside. I'm left waiting for a while, until I decided to call Itori. Just to give her my greetings- I won't say nothing much.

"So that's what happened in the bathroom!"

Okay so maybe I said much.

"shhhhhhhh! Don't shout. I was scared to tell you."

"Kaichii has a boyfriend, and it's Uta~"

"What? Wait-no, well, we haven't become official yet..." I mumbled as I walked to the kitchen pouring myself some of Uta's gift; The Mayfield Strawberry-floured Champagne.

Itori speaks to one of her customers before she comes back to the call with a loud sigh, "Kaichi, I never expected your feelings to actually reach him- I don't know what to say are you sure you're not lying?"

I pouted, "Ouch….that hurts," I murmured feeling offended.

"U-chan is special; I'm surprised he feels the same way. Even when I asked I was a bit taken back by U-Chan's response yet still-"

"You're…not happy for me?" I asked feeling my chest tighten a bit, what was the meaning of this; she seemed all comedic and teasing about it all this time. I kept her updated with my feelings; I opened up to her about everything. Why is it that now it seemed like since I actually reached somewhere, she didn't want to support me anymore.

"I'm happy for you, I really am, I just don't think Uta is the guy, I want you to be with someone who-"

"Isn't he your best friend, you know him, plus he is someone who you're not just casual with but someone you have known for years, you treat him with as much love as you treat me!"

"Kaichi, I just don't want you to be hurt!"

"He's not a bad guy!"

"You've only known him for around 3 weeks now; I've known him for years!"

"But- He's not a bad guy; you make it sound like he would kill me for fun or something"

She remained silent, "He would."

I grinned, "Sure, of course he would because he is suddenly a bad guy." I joked drinking the glass of champagne resting it in the sink. "It doesn't -change the fact that I like him."

"Fine Kaichi, you win, you like him, be with him." she said hanging up.

I looked at the screen and hit redial.

"Did you just hang up on me?"

"….yes."

"Don't you do that; this conversation isn't over, why is he a bad guy? Is there something about him you're not telling me?" I asked waiting for an answer.

"Just… his relationships usually don't last long." She said.

I frowned. "Well am I able to enjoy it while it lasts?" I asked

"Yeah….just like, don't get too intimate, if he rapes you let me know."

I laughed at her joke, "Sure thing, I'm sure I would consent to it but if he rapes me I will let you know-ah, I think he is here."

"Oh okay. What are you wearing?"

"Jeans, a cardigan-"

"Sounds ugly, keep it up- remain like this and he won't even lay a finger on you."

My mouth dropped, "Are you serious?!"

"My innocent Kaichi can't be tainted. I would kill the offender regardless of sex age, rank or status- and blood."

"I knowwwwww, now I have to go to the door I can't keep him waiting" I said hanging up pushing my phone in my back pocket. I looked through the hole and it was him.

I opened the door.

"Hello."

"Hello." I replied moving away from the door to the little table with my shoulder bag then back to the door going outdoor with him closing the door behind me pushing the key in my pocket. I turned to him.(A/N- so many doors :/)

"Aum- you look nice,"

"So do you. All set?"

"Yup."

Damn it Kaisa- he was the one to tell you you look nice first and there you go….making your fondness of him ever so obvious.

We were walking on the streets of Tokyo to wherever and as we walked side by side we got a couple stares. We weren't in any weird clothes or anything; Uta was in a splattered ink trendy-looking pant with a yellow and black shirt and an unzipped sweeter. He wore a tam on his head with his usual sunglasses.

"So where are we going?"

"My workplace." he said turning to me the first time he did since we left the apartment. I wondered if he was nervous.

"Oh-wait let's stop here," I said turning into a convenience store. I held his hand pulling him and when I did I realized his palms were soft. He has soft hands, but they felt so strong and muscular.

"Oh hello anything you looking for?"

"Glasses." I said as she pointed to the glasses on display opposite of the counter. I put on sunglasses and turned to him. "See, now where twining, you don't have to feel awkward."

He looked at me for a while, "Try this one" He said removing the one I had on putting another on my face.

"How is it?" I asked

"Twining." He said smiling.

I had to hold back my urge to laugh as I cracked a smile and checked it out in the mirror myself.

I paid for it and we left the convenience store and began having some small talk on the way.

"My mom and my dad both died when I was 7, I am an only child, what about you?" I said looking up at him. We were holding hands it felt so much more comforting and we also got a couple more stares from other couples. Yes, he is mine; all mine….well…not officially as yet but still mine.

"Orphanage."

"Oh, I would never imagine…"

"Really, what did you imagine. Can you share?"

I nodded. "From a nice family since you're so respectful and gentleman-like and you were influenced and like when you got your first piercings they never tolerated it, so then you knew you would leave eventually and after your tattoos your dad told you to leave your mother was sorrowful about it but you left and crashed at your friends then you got intrigued in art and you began to endeavor on it till you got your own place you and the friend split but still remain close from time to time."

"Kaisa, you have a very strong imagination you know that?"

I blushed and looked away, where were we anyways?

"We're here."

"Hy-s-Sy ArtMask..." I said trying to pronounce it getting red. Sounds Uta-ish.

"Welcome to my store~" He said smiling as I blushed even more. The more I get to know this guy the more expressions I see underneath this expressionless mask he wears.

I step in as he opens the store door and leaves the sign on closed. He switches on the lights and I blink looking around the store as I fall into awe. I turned to him to spot him removing his sweater.

"You made all of these?" I questioned walking over to the masks on display.

"Yes." He says as he goes behind the counter and opens a book making some small marks in it. I looked at all the masks running my hand over them very timidly. I would cry if I touch and break or destroy. Looking at all his work suddenly reminded me of my art piece due tomorrow at class but still, I could submit one from my collections. But these, these were art.

"This one is made out of fiber, it's so thick…and well crafted" I mumbled touching it. The zip ran from top to bottom and had threads sewn in a circle like little red eyes.

Another one caught my attention. It was a half mask and kind of had a masquerade style to it. I liked the styles of his work I could really feel the creativity and passion he put into them.

"How long does it take to make these things?" I murmured to myself running my finger over a ceramic hand that was sculpted and on display.

"Usually 2 to three days." He said his voice close, loud and clear. I turned to see him standing behind me. "So this is my Art Store."

"It's so diverse and amazing, it's absolutely….beautiful." I said my eyes moving over the décor it was nice and wild and also had an exotic circus-like feeling with the curtains and the wall designs not to mention the checkered flooring.

"And…these- are my Art."

"They are….professional- I literally have no words they are just….wow."

He smiled and moved closer to me pausing.

"And this….is me…" he added looking at me. I looked at him and watched as he removed his glasses since we were indoors. "No comments?" he asked with a frown.

I shook my head. I refuse to give in- I refffffuuuuuusssssseeeeeee.

He stared at me and I felt the bottom of my stomach getting fluttery. I looked away staring to the checkered floors then looked back up to him and holy shit he was still staring. I eeped on the inside and looked away- Uta was soooo intimidating, without his glasses I felt like he was seeing way beyond the surface of my body.

"I want do something with you, follow me."

No not sex so quick it's too early! Abstinence Abstinence!

I nod and follow him as we go to a room at the back of the store we go through a short small hall where I see a staircase to upstairs and two other doors and then finally into the work room which is quite spacious and clean.

"This is your work space?"

"Yes, did you bring that -change of clothes?"

"Oh-we're gonna do some art?"

"Why not?" He asked looking at me. "Is that bad?"

"No, of course not, I just…..It would be a real honor." I said looking at him. He remains silent just staring at me and I blink a couple times. I look behind me then back at him. "Aumm…well, oh- where can I go and -change."

"Here."

"Huh." I questioned, did he just say 'here'.

"It's nothing I really haven't seen" He said teasingly. He sits on a chair turned backwards and rested his chin on the top of the back of it looking all relaxed.

Is he serious!

"Nothing you haven't seen? There is much you haven't seen, so don't get flattered with your little bathroom prelude." I hissed walking back the way I came in and into the shop my face burning red as it literally felt like it was releasing steam the way how flustered I was at his comment. Nothing you haven't seen?! No way I would change before him. I give a one and two glances as I take off my top and cardigan pull a big T shirt over it. I removed my pants with a lot of…struggle

Dammit, it wasn't that hard to put on!

I get it off and put on a shorts sighing as I stuff everything in the bag. I kept my eyes on the passage ensuring he wasn't coming in. Once I'm done I go back finding him pulling the ceramic mixer into the center of the room.

"Oh ceramics."

"Come." he said as I waked over to him and he turned it on. The clay is already in it and the stool is already there. I sit and begin relaxing my fingers. "Make a vase, don't try and get your black laced bra covered in clay."

"I'll do my best not t-"

I froze.

My eyes glared at him as he puts on an apron and takes out a head he has been working on with his carving tools.

"How do you know that I am wearing that?"

"Wearing what, are we referring to the black-laced bra or the matching underwear?"

I blushed even more.

"How did you-"

"I live here, that is not the only entrance to the shop."

I looked down at the clay. Ignore what he said. He is just teasing. He loves to tease you and you know it. Ignore ignore- I can't fucking ignore the fact that he is a damn peeping tom Uta I shall kill you I shall murder you, relentlessly, destructively and of course with the strength of all the women in this world who have been victims of peeping toms.

I begin sculpting and I realize it seriously has been a while. It takes me a while to even get a good height in my vase to much less start making its shape.

"Relax you hand," Uta says from where he is.

I follow relaxing my hand.

"Loosen the elbows tighten your wrist try and engage more movement into your body and not on the object, it's not the force but the energy you put against it that manipulates its body." He adds sounding the most passionate I've ever heard.

I nodded and tried as he says. I feel his eyes on me and it makes me even more anxious. The damn thing doesn't even budge into getting any better. He clicks his tongue and I feel disappointed as I hear his footsteps come closer to me.

"Kaisa, try and relax your hands." He says from behind me as I feel his body gently against mine, his hand on mine, his finger between mine and on the crappy vase as it spins between our hands.

Body heat is very comforting.

I feel his hair lightly brushing against my cheek as the cold metallic feeling of his ear piercings on my skin make me feel nervous at how close he was to me.

Suddenly, my nail digs into the vase and the wet clay being clawed out sprays onto my face. I pull away immediately cursing under my breath as the clay got in my eye.

"The sink, wash your face off." Uta said directing me to the sink as I manage to follow him as he leads me turning on the tap. I wash out my eyes blinking a couple times, my eyes felt grainy. I continued rinsing over and over. I rose up turning off the tap wiping my eye.

"Turn to me." he ordered as he takes my face and looks at my eye very steadily. Why is that he always ends up caring for me when I'm in a health crisis, there was Sunday the moving day- with the glass, the hospital room after the incident, there was the kitchen at Itori's old apartment, plus the night I met him I got scarred with the broken glass.

"How does it feel?"

"It's a lot better…"

"Does it hurt?"

I blink looking at him, those familiar words reminded me of Sunday. I pulled away walking to my bag getting a rag I packed with me drying my face. "No it doesn't, it feels perfect actually." I said nervously wiping my face. There it was again that rapid heart beating. I swallowed deeply turning around; he was at the sink looking at me. Itori's words passed through my mind. If she was right, all this would be short lived and just a fleeting feeling and something in the pass, then what, we have a weird friendship, if it doesn't work we would end up being friends but it would be awkward between us and we would probably not talk much with one another.

"Scared of me?" He asked walking towards me pulling me out of deep thought.

"Not really, I just, I was thinking about our…what we have."

He stops at the stool sitting down signaling for me to come.

I walk to him as he pulls me to his lap.

I'm sitting on him on the stool, this doesn't feel so safe.

"Aumm...won't we fall?"

"No we won't. Itori said something didn't she?"

Spot on!

I paused, "Ah…yeah." I mumbled as I rest my hands on the vase molding it taking my time this time relaxing as much as I could.

"May I know what she said?"

"Aumm, well she thinks that you're a bit dangerous and she really treats me like a sister so she doesn't want me getting hurt, I mean it's not like you're a bad guy." I smiled with it cause I found it rather amusing. He was a brother to her. I was a sister to her. Why was it the end of the earth if we liked each other?

"I'm not?"

"Y-You are?"

"I think I am." He said and I feel my body tense a little.

"I-I don't mind."

"Even if I told you that if you become my lover, you might get hurt, or even killed."

I pull away from the vase completely my hand covered in clay. "I…the world itself is a dangerous place. I really like you and I would like if you don't look down on me so much. I am capable of taking c-"

"You came to the place of a dangerous man, you came in his home. You've only known me for a short while, regardless of your friends warning…you came, so were you honestly going to say, you're capable of taking care of yourself?"

Itori sighed as she closed the bar entrance door standing outside and pushing the keys into her handbag. She turned around only to be greeted by a very familiar face.

"Ren-chan!"

"Hello Itori. Can we talk?"

"Sure do you want to go back inside?" She asked signaling to the closed door ready to reopen it.

"No we can walk and talk." He said his hand in his pocket in his usual overcoat. Itori smiled and fixed her handbag on her shoulder as they both began walking.

"So what takes Ren-chan to see me after 2?"

"Yesterday I met someone."

"Someone?"

"Her name is Kaisa Terresi."

"How did you meet Kaichi?"

"We met at the convenience store. Still, she is your best friend we have heard of all these years, it was my first time meeting her, but she smelt like Uta, it concerned me."

"Oh, she likes U-chan, today they are out on their first date I'm actually going home early today to talk her out of it. She doesn't know the man she is falling in love with."

Renji looked at her he was surprised at first but then his reaction relaxed.

"Likes him. A relationship?"

"Yes, but imagine, the leader of The Clowns to be in love. Much less, with a human. Preposterous."

"It is imaginable; Uta is fund of humans as much as you are. And more than you he has many emotions"

"Well, Kaichi to me is very special. But to U-chan, if he is not seeing her as a toy it's as food. And he knows I bar him from laying a hand on her for fun moreover food. But meaningless teasing and pranks I don't mind, but he shouldn't kill or even hurt her."

"I doubt that's the issue."

"Huh, think about it, this is U-chan. He would have killed her already if he hadn't known me nor has no interest in her."

"Even if he knew you he would still kill her, Uta loves chaos and Destruction as much as you do, he could brew a fight between you if he pleased if he got tired of the relaxed relationship you share."

Itori paused. Ren-chan had a point but, "…but he hasn't hurt her, instead he helps her, and if you see the way he watches her…"

"Maybe he has feelings for her, maybe he is serous". Renji said stopping as Itori immediately stopped. She turned to him gripping his collar glaring at him.

"You're joking. He could never fall in love with her. He could be sitting down playing with her feelings lying in wait for the perfect time to strike, you know as much as I he loves playing with his food like a child entertaining himself with the unwanted scraps in his plate"

"But he hasn't. If that was his true motive would you have even allowed her to go out with him today?"

Itori paused. Her grip loosened on his clothes. Renji looked around and turned to her, "Itori maybe you have without noticing it come to realization that Uta means no harm to her as entertainment or food?"

"But-"

"If Uta wanted to entertain himself, these streets are more than enough, whether a human or cannibalism. He could be serious."

Itori looked at him, "That's wrong…she is serious about him he couldn't be serious about her."

"If she returns home tonight alive, that should be enough meaning she isn't food or a play thing."

She frowned. Everything made sense now that she thought about. She inhaled deeply and released it turning a page on that for now.

"Now to something else about her I think you should know…the real reason why I'm here."

"I was just getting around to ask you that….I know you're a man of purpose."

I looked at the clay in the wheel. "Isn't this supposed to be a date?" I asked softly. I turned my head to the side looking at him from the corner of my eyes.

"It is, Itori has just clouded your mind about today, what about you?"

"Me?"

"What is making you uncomfortable?"

"I just want to make our relationship clear, I know we both like each other but, can I call you my boyfriend, am I your…girlfriend?"

He blinked, "I believe you are."

My heart skipped a beat and I turned around a little bit more looking at him. What about him makes me so attracted to him anyways? He had such soft subtle skin, he had sleeve tattoos accompanied by one on his chest and maybe he has even more. He has many piercings. He loves art he doesn't talk a lot but when he does speak its very sensible. The more I'm around him the more I learn about him and become more attracted. I can't really find the things that stand out the most but I know there was this wicked attraction.

I slowly lean in kissing his lips as I feel him kissing me back with twice as much desire as my hands goes behind his head pulling him closer and I kiss him even more. I pulled away feeling myself getting hot and aroused no way I could continue under these circumstances and we were both on a stool. Not very safe. Plus it is just a heated kiss.

Abstinence Abstinence!

"What's wrong?" He questioned pulling me to his lips kissing me as I pull away once more pressing my hand against his chest.

"I don't want to fall." I mumble looking at him. You don't get it. I really…hate…falling. Especially from high places- AND NO I'm NOT SCARED OF HIEGHTS! Just you know- scared of falling from high places. The stool isn't that high so it won't be a far fall but falling from this stool doesn't feel like a pretty landing either.

He rose up and pulled me out to the store where there is a lounging couch directly next to the counter adjacent to the store entrance. He sits and I'm looking around wondering why we're here.

"Why did we come around here?"

"There is a lot of precious stuff around the work area which I don't want to break or fall and it's a tight space," He said as he pulled me down to his laps, "and no more stool."

"Wait, but the glass, I mean people can look at us too from outside."

"So."

"But..."

I feel his hands run down my thighs as he wraps my legs around his waist and pulls me to him pressing his lips against mine. I blush feeling us so close I mean, the bathroom was a lot but now I was sitting on him and I am flustered, and so fucking aroused.

Fuck the Abstinence.

Our kiss got more and more intense as he and I could hear his breathing becoming just as rigid as mine. I begged for air once it got too intense it's like he, no….we never wanted to stop.

It hit me just for a second but maybe Uta was just as aroused as I was. He was suppressing all of this from in the bathroom on Monday when we were interrupted a lot. And when I was drunk and led him on, no maybe I was just thinking this up it's just a thought. I put my hands on his shoulders and push him down on the couch as I sat on him looking down. He looked at me with widened eyes, not really expecting me to do that…were you?

"Kaisa?"

"Aumm, are you in any way, let's just say you were holding it all in and you're not the type of guy who waits patiently since you usually get what you want but- are you like, due to all of that….holding back…like suppressing everything."

"…." He was silent then a small smile came on his face. I blushed a little, was that a yes of a no?!

"O-Okay, well if you are… you don't have to like hold back so much- I mean that's unfair right? You can show me other sides of you which I would really like to see it. I want you like, as much as you want me of course if you want me- I mean…d-do you?" Damn it I was starting to mumble bull.

He rose up slowly looking at me tilting his head to the side he was awfully close it sort of made me ease back a little.

"I do want you and I hold back for both our safety, I have to cherish you and my existence with Itori being involved." He said the last part looking away almost like a side thought fearing the Great Itori herself.

I smiled. He was being attractive without even realizing it.

"Don't hold back so much. Cause I can't." I leaned over and kissed him as slipped my hand under his shirt feeling my fingers run over his body. His muscled torso and firm chest and his body heat that radiated off him and onto me making me remember the animals we truly were. I pulled his shirt over his head as I felt his hands remove mines and move to my thighs going upwards gripping it and then to my ass squeezing it before pulling me against his groin slowly and repeatedly.

He pulled away from the kiss and just stares at me.

"What?" I question looking at him as I blush looking at the redness on his shoulders of me gripping and squeezing.

"Nothing" His voice trails off as he begins kissing my neck and the sensation just about makes me moan softly. I cringe at the feeling of his lip on my collar bone making me tingle a lot.

"T-That tickles" I say begging for him to stop.

"No Kaisa, it just really turns you on." He says making me blush.

His hands move to my shoulders as he pulls down my bra straps and then pulls down my bra cuffing my breast groping it as he looks up at me. "See…it just really turns you on."

I cover my mouth as I feel him groping my breast and I nearly go breathless as the sensitivity makes me throb. I look away too embarrassed to even face him while he's doing something like this.

A phone begins ringing and it isn't mine. Uta looks up and over to the counter. "Don't-"he says reaching to the counter for it getting the phone as the cord stretches from the counter and over to the couch. I sit up turning around searching for my bra.

I'm down to my panties. I'm down to my damn panties. When did he even take off my shorts?! I turn away giving him my back as I cover my chest. We were getting so intimate. My entire skin was tingling.

"Answer it."

"Huh?" I asked looking around at him as he hands me the landline and I blink.

"He-Hello" I asked putting the phone at my ears as I hear a man's voice. I am sitting in a couch half naked my body throbbing and the cold AC air of the room hitting my body completely making my chest become erected, and here I am, doing customer service.

I hear Uta shifting behind me as I hear something drop on the floor. I look around at him but before I can spot anything I feel him pull me against him.

"Ut-"

"Hello"

"Talk…" Uta whispers in my other ear as I take a glance at the position we were in fuck no; I could not focus like this.

"Hy-"I go voiceless as I feel Uta fingers move between my legs and against my underwear. I lean back against him as my eyes move to the floor to see his jeans.

"Hello is anyone there?"

He took off his jeans!

"HySy ArtMask….Studio, how may I assist you?" I said as I am breathing heavily feeling his hands caress my body as he continues touching me.

"I made an order last week Saturday, Matsuki Kamamoto, I'm verifying for tomorrow to pick up."

It was a male, he sounded formal and friendly. But I had to do my best not to give myself away as I felt Uta's finger beginning to make circular motions.

No more! Please!

I close my eyes tightly as I bite my lip how could he be doing this! Isn't this against the law of healthy non sexual protocols in Customer Service via telephone?!

"Please…it's embarrassing~"

"Please what?" He asked sucking on the same spot he bit earlier making me twitch. "All you're doing right now is ….." –he finished the sentence in my ear and pulled away return to his very sexual tease.

I blushed intensely

"Ma'am are you okay?"

"I'm okay….for to-tomorrow you ca-ah, you can…..fuck" I murmured pulling the phone away from me as I began moaning feeling myself just getting so fucking horny and turning in to a throbbing mess at what he was doing.

"U-Uta" I covered my mouth embarrassed as I moaned his name. It came even more frequent. I couldn't hold it back anymore. I was still in my underwear and he wasn't even directly touching me. Control yourself Kaisa you just have to exhibit self-control.

"Ma'am are you okay?!"

I blushed deeply, "I'm fine. Tomorrow. You come. Pick it up. Thank you. Bye." I hung up dropping the phone as Uta kissed me and immediately stopped. I fell helplessly against him as he turned me around and I laid backwards on the couch looking at him. Evill Uta evil! I was on a call and you basically stopped before I made it!

"This doesn't usually happen on the first date."

I shook my head. We're different. So different. We never had time for the teenage love life; instead if we went any further we would be having sex. Now I was left breathing heavily looking up to the man that transformed my afternoon into something so erotic.

"You're unfair." I muttered looking at him since he is just staring at me beneath him breathing heavily and weak.

"How so?"

"You did this, and I can't….I haven't…"

"Haven't what?"

"Gotten to have my way with you." I said in a pouty voice

He looked at me and I could feel him thinking.

I turn around completely giving him my back as I laid on my chest enjoying the comfort of the couch. I'm convinced it's a bed. It has to be a bed. It's too comfy.

I feel his fingers in my hair before they slowly run down my spine making me twitch.

"I want to tattoo along your spinal cord."

"No way…if it's against bone it hurts badly, and I don't plan to have a tattoo."

"You should let me do it. May I?"

"I'm not talking to you, like I said you did this and I can't have my way with you."

"Well…" He starts but allows it to trail on as he gave it some thought. "Is there anything you want?"

I smiled. "Let me see you naked." I teased with a playful grin. He rose up getting off the couch maybe he was walking away I mean who would even ask something so elicit?

He pulled down his underpants and I blinked frozen in the chair. "W-What are you doing!" I yelled once it reaches his thing.

"Removing my clothes" He says looking up at me blinking innocently.

"D-Don't do that!"

"It's okay I live here, the housing is upstairs, and I'm okay with nudity. Have you not seen me admiring you before a while ago?"

"Y-Yes but." I mumbled blushing as I looked at him still…aummm…..

(A/N: The visual is too strong readers. Please utilize imagination as per usual. No description available.)

I watched him pull it off completely sighing as he came back to the seat pulling me over to him and I instantly pulled away curling into a ball on the opposite side. I made a quick grab for my shirt putting it on as I covered my exposed chest and….damp underwear.

"Is there something wrong?"

"You're…naked."

"And?"

"I can see you're…stuff"

"Oh…this is your doing, I told you.." he said in a teasing tone as he came closer to me lying beside me comfortable in the couch looking up at me as I was curled up against the wall.

As for the usage of the couch, Kaisa: 11%, Uta: 87%, Space: 2%

I looked at him, my eyes glancing over to it and I stared for a while. This was very awkward. I felt like it was a thing of its own and I was just….meeting it.

"You have never seen a man naked?"

"No, I have, countless times, but you're like…different"

He rose up, "What's the problem?"

"…."

"…"

I blinked, "The size – I mean, Its Yooooouuuu"

He remained silent for a while before sitting up and reaching for his pants putting it on.

"What's wrong?" I asked nervously.

"Kaisa doesn't like me. She thinks I'm unattractive. And my size is a problem."

"What- no…it's the opposite of all of that, well kind of"

"Kind of?"

"I really really like you. I think your very attractive, and the size, the only problem would be its kind off too much for one Kaisa to handle."

"Oh…."He said turning to me. "I know nothing is wrong. I was just teasing" he added playfully. I smiled pushing him a little as we continued talking. Around 8 o' clock we decide to call it a day as he walked me home. I realized there was only just a little tension between us, because we both seemed to like each other just never knew how to really -channel it. Well for me that was mostly it. For Uta he just wanted the tension to go. We held hands, switched sun glasses for fun. We even stopped at an ice cream store so he could by me ice cream. Uta doesn't eat ice cream, he obviously hasn't experienced true life.

Once we reach the apartment he walked me to the apartment door.

"When is our second date?" I asked as I look up at him. He lightly caresses my back with his thumb under my shirt.

"Saturday, is there anywhere you would like to go?" He replied his hand going further up my clothes.

"Umm, would you like to go to a zoo?"

"Okay." He replies leaning in to hug me. Since what happened hugging has been happening more frequently and I didn't mind it. "Your back," he said pulling away "Let me put something on it."

"You are quite persistent aren't you?" I asked suddenly caught off guard by the randomness

"Yes." he said looking at me

"Okay, I'll think about it, aumm" I looked at him a bit eager, "I really don't want you to feel there is something wrong, with you being unattractive or that I don't like you."

"I know, I accept and embrace your feelings and I see it that you really admire me which makes me admire you even more, plus for the size…even if I had to slam it inside you-"

My cheeks went red as I turned around opening the door. I turned around to catch that teasing look on his face as I blushed intensely. I run to my room closing the door behind me.

Why would he say that!

Itori rose out her bed as soon as she heard the door close. She went to the front door opening it to see Uta.

"So you got my message." She muttered looking at him.

" 'don't leave after you drop Kaisa off' you never call her by her first name so I knew it was serious."

"Yes it is." She said looking at him. "Is this a joke? A farce? A cat and mouse game?"

Uta looked at her. His eyes stared at her then elsewhere looking into the room as he checked just to ensure that even if his hearing as a ghoul was sharp, Kaisa was nowhere to be seen.

"You think I want to eat her."

"Then what do you want?" Itori pressed.

"Is it wrong, to like her?"

"You. Romance? It's biologically, universally, anatomically and emotionally impossible."

"Just as much as you living, trusting and loving a human." He said coming back fast and quick.

Itori narrowed her eyes on him, "That's different; I don't want you hurting her."

"You are the one hurting her."

Itori looked at him, "Enough…I know she likes you a lot. Stop messing with her feelings. Your like, the king of 4th ward, the leader of the clowns, the ghoul known as the peacemaker….you make a meal out of either a ghoul or human as you please, stop messing with a human girl's feelings"

Uta looked at her and remained silent. She turned on her heels ready to leave and close the door behind her but he spoke.

"You know, even the king gets lonely, and wants to try the things that the others do. So even I would want to fall in-"

"But she is human. She can't have children with you. She will die probably before you do. It won't work. If it's not long term just let it go."

"I won't." Uta said looking at her.

"Why?" Itori asked looking at him. Her voice was upset but her eyes were weak. She didn't want to see Kaisa get hurt she didn't want to see this.

"Because-"

"What's the reason?!" She asked looking at him.

"I brought her home, alive. Enough said." He spoke looking at her then walked off. Her grip on the door knob tightened so much it cracked and broke in her hand. She closed the door leaning against it.

U-chan you fucking idiot. You're the same as Renji!

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