Austin Carlile/OC

Rated R

Can you do one where Austin cheats on you on tour and gets her pregnant but regrets cheating and tries everything to get you back? Then finds out that you're pregnant with twins and tries even harder?

You were watching Psych, sitting around the house trying to pass the time while your boyfriend Austin was away on tour. The days usually went on like this, work, TV, eat, sleep. You just wanted Austin to be with you every day. He would always call, text or Skype you every day but as of the last few days he hadn't done any of that. You wondered if he was okay, always trying to call and text him but he never answered. You tried calling Alan and the rest of the guys but they all said he was busy at the moment. You got restless, you couldn't sleep, eating was nearly impossible, but you tried to carry on with your usual schedule. Later that day Austin came home, walking in the door with his bags, his face looked pained and nervous.

"Austin?" You asked, walking over to him and putting your hand under his chin.

"Baby what's wrong?" He sighed, looking into your eyes. He started to tear up, holding back from crying.

"Y/N…" He whispered. He choked up, taking a deep breath he tried again.

"Y/N, I did something bad. And before I tell you what I have to make sure you know that I love you. I always have and this was a mistake, please baby you have to understand I ever meant to hurt you." You stepped back, pain in your chest as you assumed what he meant.

"Austin…" You were on the verge of tears too, stepping back again.

"Y/N, I never meant for it to happen, it was a mistake, I was drunk and-I slept with someone else." Austin confessed. You felt your heart sink into your stomach. Tears rolling down your face.

"And she's pregnant." That was all it took before you cried violently, tears pouring down your face. You panted, trying to breathe through your sobs. You fell to the floor, sitting on the stairs leaning against the railing.

"Baby, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it. I got really hammered and I was thinking of you all day and I was horny. I'm so sorry. I was picturing you the entire time and when I woke up and realized what I had done I felt sick. Please Y/N," He sat next to you, putting his arm on your shoulder. You shrugged him off, getting up and running to the bedroom. You threw yourself on the bed and cried into the pillow. Austin walked in but didn't say anything, he just sat on the chair in the corner watching you. He wanted to comfort you but he didn't know how. Hours passed and you were still crying, you sat up and looked at Austin who was still watching you.

"Y/N…"

"Don't talk." You said. Austin kept quiet. You stood up and walked over to him, sniffling as you glared at him.

"I can't believe you." You rose your hand, smacking it across his face leaving a red mark. He looked at you, not getting mad because he knew he deserved it.

"I stay here, waiting for you! And you cheat on me?! How could you?!" You yelled. Austin stood up, grabbing you by the shoulders and crushing your body to his.

"I'm so sorry Y/N." You cried into his chest.

"I love you, it was a mistake. It will never happen again. Please, I know you won't but could you ever forgive me?" He pleaded. You pulled away from him slightly, looking into his sad, pleading eyes. Your heart broke, you wanted to slap him again and leave him right there but you couldn't. Something was stopping you.

"Austin I-" You paused.

"What about the baby?" You asked. He looked down.

"She doesn't want me to raise it because I'm a rock star." He said.

"Do you want to?" You asked, pulling away from him more.

"I don't want that baby to think it's father abandoned it. But I also don't want to raise a baby that isn't with someone I love." He admitted. You sighed, wiping your tears away.

"You'll have to earn my forgiveness Austin." You said, pulling the blanket off of the bed along with a pillow and handed it to him. He got the hint and took them. He was just about to leave the room when you kissed him. "I still love you, know that." You said. He smiled and ran a hand through your hair kissing your forehead. He took the blankets and went to sleep on the couch as you slept in the bed.

The next day you woke up with a headache. The night before, you had cried so long that your head started to hurt. You got up and walked to the bathroom, examining your tear stained, puffy face. You sighed and cleaned up. You walked into the living room and saw Austin still asleep on the couch, he looked so uncomfortable, but the longer you watched him the more the memories of the night before came back. Tears threatening to fall again. You went into the kitchen and made some breakfast. Austin woke up and walked in the room in just some looked at you, still upset over what he'd done.

"Good morning." He said. You half smiled, and turned your attention back to the pan on the stove. Austin sighed and left the room. He came back dressed and sat down.

"I'm sorry." He said, you exhaled deeply,

"I don't want to talk about it." You said.

"Look, I'll do anything I can to get you to forgive me Y/N, I'm so sorry. I'll say it a million times until you can trust me again." You stayed quiet, placing the pancakes on a plate. Even though you were upset and mad, you had still made Austin some food too. You ate in an awkward silence, both of you wanting to say something but given the situation, you didn't know what to say. When you were almost done, you felt sick. Shifting in your seat a little, you groaned. Standing up and rushing to the bathroom.

"Y/N?" Austin followed you.

"Go away." You said through the door. You stood up, looking at yourself in the mirror. Your hand traveled to your stomach.

"No…" You whispered to yourself.

Austin knocked, waiting impatiently on the other side. You opened the door and rushed to your closet, getting clothes out and changing in front of Austin. You were in such a rush, and the fact he'd seen you naked multiple times, you didn't care that he was there when you changed clothes.

"Y/N, what's going on? Are you okay?" He asked. You ignored him, running out of the house and getting in your car. You went to Alan's house, knocking rapidly.

"Y/N? What's going on?" He asked. Maddie appeared behind him in just an over sized button down shirt. You ran in, slightly trembling.

"I think I'm pregnant." You said. They looked at you shocked, knowing the whole situation with Austin.

"We'll get you to a doctor to see okay?" Alan comforted you. They changed and you all left. You waited in the doctor's office, tapping your foot.

"Y/N, calm down, it'll be okay." Maddie said, resting a hand on your leg. You exhaled,

"Y/N?" The nurse called. You stood up and went into the back. A little bit later you came out, Alan and Maddie waiting for you.

"So?" Alan asked, you looked down.

"I'm pregnant. With twins." You said.

You weren't sure whether to be happy or not. Knowing that Austin was having a kid with someone else, and having twins with you didn't sit well. Maddie hugged you,

"Everything will be okay." She said. You left and went back home.

Austin was pacing the room with his phone in his hand.

"Y/N! Where were you? Are you okay?" He said, putting his hands on your shoulders. You shrugged.

"Austin, I'm pregnant with twins." His mouth dropped. His eyes lit up but also covered with regret. You walked to the bedroom and sat on the bed. Austin followed in, standing in the doorway.

"I don't know what to do, I mean, if this were a few days ago I'd be happy and telling everyone but with everything that's going on, I just-I don't know." You looked at the ground, eyes watery.

"I'm so sorry Y/N. I wish I could take it back. I wish I could change the past but I can't. All I can do is try to make this better because no matter what, I want to be here, I want to raise these kids with you. That's all I ever wanted." Austin said. You took a deep breath, laying on your back. Austin watched you, chest rising and falling with every breath. He wanted to cuddle up next to you, holding you in his arms but he couldn't.

The days went on, you didn't speak to Austin as much as you normally did, still upset over him cheating. It'd been two weeks and Austin was still sleeping on the couch. Every day he tried new things to get you to forgive him, making dinner, cleaning the house, running you a warm bath, buying you sweets and flowers. He tried romancing you, watching your favorite movies, doing whatever you wanted to do, and over time it was slowly working. He was determined to be the father he'd always wanted to be, he took you to your doctors appointments, took care of you through morning sickness and cravings. You were only almost five weeks along but were already craving things like pickles on ice cream and rocks. You had become allergic to strawberries, and you wanted to bathe in laundry soap. A tiny bump was forming on your stomach, not very noticeable but it was there. You were beginning to get excited despite everything. Austin walked in the door, just getting home from band practice. He walked into the living room where you sat on the couch watching a movie. He sat next to you, cupping your face and kissing you. You wanted to pull away and tell him you weren't ready yet but you didn't. His lips moved smoothly with yours, tongues tangling. Your hand moved to the back of his head, gripping his hair and deepening the kiss. If you were pregnant it would've escalated but you were afraid of doing anything more than kissing.

"Austin…" You breathed as you finally separated. His lips lightly pecked yours, he left a trail of soft kisses down your cheek and neck.

"I've missed the feeling of your lips, the softness of your skin, the feeling of your body against mine." Austin whispered in between kisses. You closed your eyes, inhaling deeply and letting out a long, calm breath. You shuddered at the feeling of him touching you.

"Please forgive me?" He pleaded, flicking his eyes up to yours. The look in them was sad, like someone who had lost the most important person in their life. You swallowed hard, placing your hand on his cheek and pulling him to your lips again. You pulled away, barely an inch apart,

"I forgive you." You whispered. Austin's eyes filled with joy, excitement and love. He kissed you again, roughly but passionate.

"I love you Y/N. I love you so much." He chimed, pulling you into a hug. You chuckled, wrapping your arms around him too.

"I love you too Austin." You said. He hugged you tighter, not too tight because of the babies but just tight enough. You stayed like that for awhile until you helped him bring his blankets and pillows back into the bedroom.