Unfortunately, this is not a new chapter, it's more of an announcement.
I'm going to be taking a break for a few days, just to recharge my batteries, I've been pumping out chapters very occasionally, but with the move and everything happening at the moment, it's been getting stressful to write in the middle of everything happening, I've kind of been rushing the relationship between 3 and 8, and honestly, even though there are plenty of people who have said I'm doing great, I feel like I started botching it after the sleepover chapter, AKA, when I tried to introduce plot and an antagonist and whatnot into the story.
If I feel like I'm doing bad, even if someone tells me I'm doing good, it will affect my writing in general.
Don't get me wrong, it's the best feeling in the world to hear someone loves my story, it's been something I strive for, to make people happy, but I can't do that, if my writing becomes sloppy.
So I'm taking a break, I will relax from the recent move, recharge my creativity batteries, and think about where I'm going to take this story next.
Because the truth is, most of the recent criticisms have actually been true, and I have no excuse other than "I'm tired", and that's not a good excuse, I've been rushing to write chapters in the free time I have recently had little of in the move, and while I don't regret the pace of the chapters, because I love writing this story, it's put a lot of pressure on me to pump out chapters at a quick rate, which I know isn't necessary.
The randomness of the cute moments will likely not change much, but I absolutely need to work on the creativity of it all, I've been veering too close to cliche for my liking, so even if others like it, if I don't like it myself, it doesn't feel right.
The last thing is, this story, I likely wasn't ready for the way I went with it after the sleepover chapter, I've always wanted in this story some Male OC's, but I feel like I'm not doing it properly, and I feel like I just wasn't ready for a story filled with a large plot, like say, I'm level 20, and I went into a room meant for level 30's, maybe I should have waited a bit, kept the lighthearted story going, but in the end I went this way, and I'm too far in to go back.
Therefore, I must take a break to think about what it is I will do from here, as well as what I'll do after the story ends.
Thank you for all the support you've given me, and I'll see you next time, until then, cya!
