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Chapter 26

Dark Discovery

"I don't love him." I muttered to Uta looking at him whilst he rested me in the bed fixing the sheets by pulling them aside.

He looked up at me pausing as he moved into the bed sitting down and removed his jacket. "You're just too close to him."

"Only because I'm not as close to you."

"You're the closest to me."

"I'm not." I corrected abruptly. I leaned close to him wrapping my arms around his body burying my face in his chest and closed my eyes tightly. I already had enough on my plate, loving him was hard and accepting him was even harder. Then there was the upcoming war and now there is even something wrong with my body- I'm not interested. Itori seems caught up in that and Renji just wants me to take it easy because he seems to understand how mad this was making me.

"I want to see what makes you such a monster." I mumbled looking up to him while pulling away. If he was the monster that Itori pronounced him to be, then I needed to see with my own eyes. I needed to watch with my own eyes as he committed these crimes then at that point I would be able to judge him.

"You wouldn't want to watch." He said to me seriously. He began combing his finger through my hair as I looked at him sadly.

"Try me."

His fingers stopped and he looked down at me in silence.

"I want to try a lot of things with you." He replied.

I would vouch innocence for this man if he had blood on his hands all in the name of love. But was I going to become like him by accepting him? Purposely stepping into this world of chaos, madness and murder, what am I doing? What have I become?

I cringed on the inside as I tried to mentally prepare myself for the sight of him 'eating' someone. Itori did it….more than likely dead of course so did Renji.

Kaisa, stop- it's not a habit it's an actual lifestyle. This is the way they feed.

"Tomorrow night." He started as he began stroking my back. His hand slowly slipping under my shirt and up my skin as reflexively I jolted because his fingertips were cold. "…I'm hosting my monthly auction."

"Auction?"

"I won't tell you, you have to see for yourself." He mumbled as his fingers slid in curves and shapes as I realized he was drawing something. "…that is of course if you are coming."

"I definitely am!" I said smiling as I did love auctions. I never knew he held an auctioning show as a matter of fact I didn't even know Uta sold his art pieces. I'm not surprised what he does is exceptional craftsmanship but I felt extremely excited to be progressing into his inter-lifestyle.

Knowing I would attend an event with him made me feel like we were much closer. "Uta…this is a big step isn't it?"

He looked at me and I could see his mind was pondering a bit. He was a disclosed person. When it came to his fondness and his interest he could beckon a lifetime conversation that would convince you he was beyond the common wisdom of the knowledgeable average man. But when it was related to his personal life, how he lived- how he acted and reacted within his own shell, he was a blank and dead as an empty room, and very mysterious.

"It's a big step." He finally answered removing his hand from my back and sitting more comfortably before me.

"I'm happy." I mumbled looking down feeling my cheeks become hot as I was sure my face was becoming as red as a rose.

"Do you feel different?"

"Different?"

He stared and me and made me wonder was this in regards to all that was happening or to the fact my skin resets when I get scarred. "You mean….with the cut?"

"Yes."

"My body doesn't feel different, and if I am healing like this does it mean I'm somewhat…ghoulish."

"There is actually no such thing. You are either a ghoul…or a human. Well, that was what we believed until 6 months ago when what sounded like a legend we saw with our own eyes. A one-eyed ghoul."

I swallowed. This was some serious BS.

He looked at me placing his hands on my cheeks pulling me close as I was seeing directly into his eyes. "Do you know what's so special about a half-ghoul? They carry immense strength than the average ghoul, and similarly….the are just like ghouls. Luckily they can pass as a human and are hard to detect as ghouls but sadly as humanistic as they are, they are unable to consume 'human' food."

I pouted but then suddenly it ticked. "But- but I have ghoul qualities and I can still eat human food."

"I know. Kaisa you're different."

I didn't know how to feel about that. I placed my hands on his and settled in comfortably against him as I looked up to him.

"What else?"

"One eyed ghouls taste magnificent. Very tasty to gobble."

I pouted shifting a little it now made sense why Itori had stepped out when I began to bleed. But- Uta was the one who licked me. Without hesitating as well. If it's so addicting how did he manage to hold back after tasting my blood.

"Do I look tasty?"

"Very."

I blushed. "How will my little ravenous wolf hold back?"

"He'll manage."

"Are you sure?" I teased as I crawled onto him sitting in his lap and pushing him back flat against the bed. "Let's test that." I mumbled fixing myself as I closed my eyes and went under his shirt.

My lips met his skin as I kissed his abs my hands gliding over his sides very lightly while my nails daringly teased him. I knew he liked this- he was sensitive in very common places but only if I did it right- which I knew I was doing.

I was doing it, completely right.

All the way up I went as I paused licking my way up causing his shirt to roll further upwards and then finally, I opened my eyes to see him.

He was blushing lightly. Holy crap he was somewhat flustered. But the view- oh the fucking view was just so arousing.

"Love?"

He answered me with a soft grunt. I could see it in his eyes that I was tugging at his strings. I moved up to his lips pecking him as I pulling away biting his bottom lip. "Don't take your eyes off me."

He smirked.

I moved to his chest pulling his shirt completely off leaving him bare as I moved to his pec and lick at his nipple hearing him release a gasp. I nudged him and pulled away sitting on his hips as I watched him curse softly covering his mouth.

He's so sexy and adorable like this!

"Kai-" I jerked my hips on his-feeling his erection. That felt good.

This feels good.

This position felt good.

His words were caught in his breath I could just reach for my phone and video this right now.

I moaned softly feeling his sex against mine as my cheeks got red and hot. I could feel my chest getting erected and worse the way he was looking at me wasn't helping.

"Your right." –he started as I felt his hand rest on my waist and began moving me on him. "I can't manage you-, but not sexually."

I blinked.

What?

He moved so fast I was shocked as he sat up and bit me in the nape of my neck.

I gasped softly as it was a mix of pleasure and pain.

"Y-You're biting me- you're really….fucking biting me?!"

He pulled away with a smirk as blood trickled down his lips and he licked it. He seemed please.

I wasn't.

I would have a scar…

I felt my neck and it had healed. I froze looking at him.

So I wouldn't have a scar.

But I still wasn't pleased.

"That was cute. But you won't feel much, and your blood smells very strong so everyone in the apartment probably knows I bit you."

I blushed a little looking away.

"I want to bite you, again." He said as I blushed even redder. Did he not hear my exclaim of shock cause I'm okay with sexual biting but I'm not kay with bite-biting as in the sort of bite that means I fucking bit you!

"B-But you said everyone will know that I'm bleeding."

"And?"

"And…"

I blushed. Holy shit he has gone dominative all over again. He pushed me back and spread my legs as he reached for my shirt tearing it apart.

Okay. This is the moment where the saying 'Don't play with fire' starts making sense. He yanked my bra down as he looked at me and I blushed looking away. This was way too much.

Let's go back to biting. Let's freaking go back to biting!

"You're aroused."

"D-Don't say it out loud."

"Why, you're erected." He pinched my nipple making me release a sharp moan.

"U-Uta…don't play with it like that."

"I'm sorry Kaisa but I have the right to play with them how I want to."

"Do-Don't sound respectful and sarcastic at the same time! J-Just say it how you want to; I know you have a lot more to say." I dared as I watched his expression changed to being slight shocked and then, relaxed.

He smiled at me. "I want to kiss, lick and suck them until they are swollen. May I?"

"No." I said glaring a little at him.

"Thank You." He said anyways as he leaned over and licked one taking it into his mouth as he began sucking. His other hand got busy with pinching, twisting and pulling the other in his fingers. I gasped softly this man- this- fuck it. I could barely think (AN: / so can I!)

Moans escaped me as I laced my fingers in his hair gripping and tugging as I bit my lip I wanted to just be fucked right now. I was tired of the moments and tired of having to stop all the time I wanted to go all the way and feel him inside me.

"U-Uta-"I was left breathless wrapping my legs around his waist as I arched my back feeling completely aroused and hot and needy. I felt his mouth release me as my chest felt tingly with the breeze hit my damp areolas making me feel cold as gasped softly when I felt him squeeze my breast in his hand.

I can't believe this.

My entire body was hot. I mean I have thought about it before but in the mood it makes you realize how much of an animal your body becomes when it's correctly…dealt with.

"This your lesson."

"F-for what?"

"For the next time you feel like you can tease me as you please."

I blushed puffing my cheeks.

I pulled him to me and began kissing him feeling his body pressed against mine.

"Do it- I can't wait any longer just do it, so that we can do it more often…" I mumbled pulling away looking at him staring into his eyes desperately.

"Being desperate doesn't suit you. It robs away from your disposition."

I frowned. "Uta-"

"When this is all done then I'll do it. I'll meet your request completely."

My eyes welled up with tears gosh I felt like a kid right now crying just because I couldn't get his cock. Literally. Yes. I'm crying because I'm unfucked. Damn you Uta.

"You're unfair." I said my voice breaking as I turned away sniffling.

"Unfair no, but wanting to savor you- yes. Is this your desire speaking or your lust? Tell me."

I blushed as I rubbed my eyes no way in hell these tears were going to fall. Hearing him say that made it different. He wanted to savor me- does that mean he wants to do it seriously and not give in because I need it- of course he does. He's being a gentleman about this. Me- well me- I haven't had a sip of alcohol and I'm acting like a horny teenager.

"Lust….it's lust."

He kissed my lips and looked at me as he rubbed my shoulder. "You can last, but I can tend to it every now and then to release you."

I blushed as I shuffled a little reaching for my blanket covering my chest as I looked away. "Sleep over"

"Okay."

He snuggled under the sheet and I felt so comfortable feeling his body over mine and his scent completely washing over and around me drowning me in comfort.

Let's forget about being targeted, let's forget about my needs, the drama, the issues, the fear, the problems, the hunt and the chaos- Lets just forget it for a couple hours….and relax.

This was my best sleep in mont

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