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"Goodnight baby girl." I whispered closing her bedroom door behind me. Heading towards my own bedroom, our conversation weighed heavily on my mind as I walked.

"I think its a wonderful idea!"

"Mother?! Where did you come from?!" I asked as she seemingly appeared out of thin air.

She smiled. "A mother has her ways."

"what?"

"Not important, did I hear little Greta correctly? She wants to call you mama?"

Squinting my eyes and turning my head sideways. "H-how did you…?"

"Not important."

Blinking a few times too many. "A-ah right… um… yeah she asked me but I didn't give her an answer yet."

Mother crossed her arms. "And why not? Wolfie you know you shouldn't leave girls hanging like that. Right?"

"I'm not. I just needed time to think first."

Mother uncrossed her arms putting her hand on her hip. "Another thing, there's nothing wrong with a man acting like a woman. Its okay to be feminine Wolfie."

"Are you even listing to me? And I never said there was."

Mother smirked. "Oh, then you accept."

"I… I didn't say that."

"Wolfie if you need a little help, not that mama thinks you do, But I can teach you to be a mama."

"I don't need any help with being a parent thank you."

"Of course not, as a papa. But as a mama, yes you do."

"I don't understand, papa, mama, whats the difference? It's just a name."

"Nonsense, It's way more then a name. A mother is nurturing, strong-willed, protective of her kin-"

I Put my hands out to stop her. "I'm protective of my kin."

Mother smiled. "Of course you are sweetheart, But it's still not the same."

"Okay fine, I will give it some serous thought, but for now, I need to get some sleep. I'll see you in the morning mother. Alright?"

"Alright. Goodnight sweetie."

"Goodnight mother." I bid watching her walk away. I soon ran into Eli and Jonathan who bowed respectfully then moved out of the way. Opening my bedroom door, I made sure that it is securely closed behind me before moving further into the room.

Turning towards the bed. "Ah! Yuuri you scared me!" I yelled seeing him siting at the end of our bed fully dressed in his night clothes.

He rubbed his head sheepishly. "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."

"No, it's fine." I breathed. But now that I think about it, I guess this is as good a time as any. "Yuuri I have a question."

"Yes?"

"Did you really tell Greta that it is okay to call me mama?"

Yuuri looked right at me. "Oh… yeah. But only if you are okay with it."

"Why?"

"Because she wanted a mother and out of the both of us your…. Perfect for the role." At that explanation I blindly reached around for a pillow then started hitting him with it.

Yuuri put his hands up to shield his face. "Wolf stop!"

"No!"

"Fine, have it your way brat." Yuuri hit me back with a pillow he just grabbed and before long he had me pinned underneath him on the floor.

I pushed at his chest. "Get off me!"

Yuuri did not move an inch. "Not until you promise to stop using an innocent pillow as a weapon."

"Okay, fine, now get off me!"

Sighing Yuuri moved himself to lay next to me on the floor. "Whats your problem?"

Hmph! "Are you seriously asking? You just said I am perfect for the role."

Yuuri turned onto his side, I did the same, we are now facing each other. "Out of the two of us. Wolf, I'm not trying to change you if that's what your afraid of."

"Yuuri do you prefer I was a woman?" Staring into his eyes I almost had to look away in fear of his reaction.

"No of course not. Didn't you hear what I said?"

Raising my eyebrows. "Really?"

Chuckling Yuuri patted me on the head. "Yes, really."

I shivered from his touch. "That's new."

"What do you mean?"

I turned my eyes away from him. "As long as I've known you, you've made it quite clear that you rather be engaged to a female."

"This and that are two different things wolf."

I looked back at him. "How so? Yuuri you've been acting weird lately and I want to know why."

"Weird? No I haven't."

"Yes you have! Your not cheating on me are you?"

"Of course not!"

"Because if I found out you are I'd never forgive you."

Yuuri held my shoulder his expression serious."I'm not cheating on you wolfram."

Throwing my hands up in frustration. "Then what is it? As your fiance if you have a problem you should tell me."

"like you told me about your father."

Shocked in place, waves of silences washed over us, as if we weren't even in the room. I swear I could hear Eli and Jonathan talking among themselves. Our eyes are locked as a mix of strong emotions build up inside me. First, I felt hurt then anger its not the first time these emotions have been combined but they still have a way of making me feel the need to push them down and ignore it.

"Wolf, I'm sorr-"

"Its fine, Yuuri. Its getting late we should go to bed." I cut him off standing from the floor I made sure to pick up the scattered pillows laying them gently on each side of the bed then moved the covers aside and wrapped it tightly around myself after I laid down.

I felt the bed dip a moment later ignoring it, I tried to fall asleep but my restless mind made it harder like it used to be.

"Wolf I know your not sleeping."

Some part of me wanted to responded but I didn't.

"You don't have to say anything, just listen, I'm sorry about what I said and… I'm sorry I gave the green-light to our daughter without consulting you first. If your mad at me, I understand."

Sighing, I turned over to face him and he did the same. "Yuuri I love our little girl."

"I know."

"I would do anything for her."

"I know."

"If Greta wants to call me mama I'm okay with it."

"I kno- what?"

"If being mama to our daughter will make her happy then I'm okay with it."

Yuuri's eyes widened. "Really?"

"I'm not saying I'm entirely comfortable, I'll need to get used to it. Only…"

"Only?"

"Did you really mean it when you said your not trying to change me?"

"…I did."

"No matter what." I couldn't help but ask.

He smiled. "No matter what."

"Thank you… not just for now but before with Elizabeth you could have hired her back, but you didn't. And… I… thank you."

His eyes brighten. "Your welcome."

I smiled closing my eyes. "Goodnight Yuuri." I yawned.

"Goodnight wolf."

Dreams are a funny thing someone once said though I can't remember who. looking around at the same scenery as last time I guess they were right. The way I feel now if I didn't know this is a dream I would think I was still awake.

My mind began to spark erratically what if I have the same dream everyday for the rest of my life? I know, I might be over exaggerating since its only the second time but for some reason I can't think straight.

The humming is what snaps my attention to the side only just like last time I'm not alone the unnamed woman sits in a rocking chair humming with her baby in her arms.

The sound washes over everything, leaving a sort of glow in its wake the way it made me feel is hard to describe as I begin to cry. Tears ran down my face hindering my ability to see out of my eyes.

Even so, I didn't need my eyesight to hear, to hear her. I only wish I knew her name. More so, I wish I knew why this same dream keeps occurring. Though, on closer examination after wiping my eyes clean there seems to be one or two difference then the first time.

Maybe, humming to her baby is an everyday thing? Shaking my head why am I thinking like this, this is a dream. Closing my eyes, I cleared my mind and listened maybe my subconscious is trying to tell me something important. But the more I listened the more emotional I felt, making it harder to breath.

My heart is hammering inside my chest, the room starts to spin and when I open my eyes it looks like the room is closing in on me. I can't breath I tried to speak but found my ability to do so not working. Yuuri! I screamed inside my head. Yuuri I'm scared!

I woke siting up gasping for air.

"Wolfram are you okay?"

Sharply turning over I witness the concern in Yuuri's eyes staring back at me. Before I could even attempt to answer he gathered me into his arms. Shh "it's only a bad dream."

Was it? Feeling lightheaded as the adrenaline started to pass. I held him back clinging on to him for dear life. His warmth entered into my veins, heating my body temper in places it shouldn't have, after such a dream. "I'm sorry." I whisperer.

Yuuri chuckled. "for what?"

I pouted. "For waking you up."

"Don't be silly we all have bad dreams."

"Yuuri that's the thing I'm not sure it was a bad dream."

Yuuri pulled me back enough to look into my eyes, his expression serious. "What do you mean?"

"I experienced a similar dream last night."

"Oh."

"Yuuri this was only the second time, but both times felt so real, I'm sure I'm just over thinking it but I'm starting to freak out here." Taking a deep breath I peeled myself from him completely and laid back down pulling the covers even tighter around me then the first time. I wasn't sure I'd be able to fall back to sleep and I wasn't even sure if I wanted to, but I at least needed a moment to close my eyes and relaxes.

Feeling the bed shift and Yuuri's arms back around me, I stiffened sightly out of shock. "Yuuri?"

"If I tell you a story about my childhood will you tell me one about yours?" He asked his breath tickling my neck making it harder for me to breathe.

"Why?"

"Because I want to hear it from your point of view not anyone else. I want to know everything about you, even things you never told anyone. Can you do that for me wolf?"

Swallowing, I blinked a few times as if under a trance. "When I was younger I couldn't sleep well, almost as if I had insomnia. I would sneak into the kitchen late at night and eat all the cookies." Blowing air out of my nose laughing. "You know how they serve cookies with our tea everyday?" Yuuri nodded. "Well I would eat those, after all they made them the night before, but in the morning after the first time I did that crazy rumors started circling. Fortunately my insomnia eventually cleared up and I stopped going down to the kitchen to steal cookies and before I knew it the rumor mill moved on." Simultaneously laughing with Yuuri I had a thought. "I just realizes something."

He stopped laughing. "What's that?"

"I went first."

Ha-ha. "True."

I pouted. "You were supposed to go first."

"Sorry, sorry. But I'm glad you did. Lets go."

My eyes widen "Huh? Where?"

He smiled Reaching his hand out for me to take. "Come on wolf."

I grasped his outstretch hand and he used it to pull me up and out of our bed. "Where are we going?"

His expression is neutral. "To the kitchen." He simply answered.

"What? But Yuuri, what about Eil and Jonathan?"

"Don't worry about them, they usually walk to the end of the hall and back at least twice a night if we time it right we should be okay."

I'm not even going to bother asking how he knows that. Yuuri peeks his head out the door then looks left from right. "It's are lucky day wolf, it appears we have really good timing. No ones out here, but since I have no idea when they left we should probably hurry."

Taking my hand Yuuri and I rushed tiptoeing down the hall. I sure hope we don't run into anyone. The last thing I need is to be lectured for taking the king out of his bedroom in the middle of the night, without consulting his personal guards first or anybody else for that matter. That alone had me worried since I wasn't thinking of the consequences until now. It might not have been my idea but as a soldier of the demon kingdom and as Yuuri's fiance it is my duty to protect the stupid wimp, if anything happens to him I'll never forgive myself.

"Yuuri maybe this isn't a good idea."

"Don't worry we're almost there, it'd be fine."

Tiptoeing passed a few more doorways, I could see the door for the kitchen come into view. Despite how dimly lit it is. Years of living here will do that to you.

Carefully opening the kitchen door cringing at the creaking sounds, we really need to do something about these doors. We stuck our heads in to check and see if anybody is already in there. Realizing the coast is clear, I heaved a sigh of relief Yuuri did the same.

"So what exactly are we doing here?" I asked taking a seat at the empty table gently placing my hands on my lap.

"To eat cookies of course."

"But Yuuri you do realizes old rumors will come back to play unless you plan on telling everybody the truth. Right?"

"Oh no, this will be a secret between you and me. You said so yourself no one found out about you, right? then let them speculate I'm sure it will die down eventually."

Shaking my head while smiling. "I didn't know you had it in you Yuuri."

He smirked. "Well I'm full of surprises."

I wanted to laugh out loud but remembering where I am I stopped myself. Instead I reached for a cookie as Yuuri sit down across from me taking one himself.

"Now that you seem calmer do you think you could tell me what your dream was like?"

Nearly chocking, I swallowed with slight difficultly. "What?"

"The dreams you said you had, what were they like?"

"Um… I don't want to get into right now, if that's okay? Mostly because how do you describe a dream you barely understood yourself.

"Sure. But just know I'm available to talk whenever you need too."

"Thank you." I said sincerely even though I knew as the demon king Yuuri wasn't always available, I still appreciated the thought.

"But since we're on the topic of talking you still haven't told me a story about yourself."

Ha-ha. "I was hoping you would forget about that."

I smirked. "Well I didn't, spill."

Chuckling his eyes smiled looking right at me. "Okay fine. Let me think, um… oh I know. You do remember my brother Shouri right.?"

"Yes, I do."

"Okay well, During one summer when I was twelve years old my father went on a business trip taking my mother along with him and Shouri was put in charge of looking after the house and I guess me as well. Only, I wanted to hang out with friends and watch baseball while Shouri wanted to bond with his little brother or so he said. One night Shouri made me so frustrated I went into his room when he was sleeping and was going to stick his hand in warm water only when I got there I accidentally found a picture of a half-naked-woman on his nightstand. Let's just say, I got out of there before I could deliver my prank and never spoke of that night to anyone ever, not even Shouri."

Tilting my head to the side in confusion. "Picture?"

"Oh, It's like a portrait."

Okay, now that, that's cleared up, I wasn't sure if I should be amused by his story or extremely upset Yuuri saw a portrait of a half-naked-woman. But not wanting to cause a scene where a bunch of guards burst through the kitchen door only to find the both of us fighting so instead I stuffed my face with another cookie.

Yuuri smiled knowingly at me. "Wolf, I was twelve and it belong to Shouri."

Grumbling under my breath my face heated up in embarrassment In an attempt to cover it up I reached again for a cookie.

For the rest of the night we spent talking, I even lost track of time. Talking to Yuuri and eating cookies is way more enjoyable with him then it ever was by myself.

…

"Wolfram, your highness, wake up!"

Jolting awake I nearly fell over in my haste to stand up as I reached around for my sword only to realize it wasn't there.

"Relax wolfram it's only me."

Sighing in relief at the familiar tone of voice looking up into the eyes of my brother my racing heartbeat slowly coming down. "Conrart? What are you doing?"

The question isn't what Conrart or I am doing the question is what are you doing with his majesty out of your bedchambers this earlier in the morning, in the kitchen of all places!

"Big brother? You too?" I asked just now noticing him as well.

I took a moment to gather my thoughts and looked around when things became clearer I felt my heartbeat start racing again. Oh no. we fall asleep in the kitchen and Yuuri's clearly dead asleep because Conrart is still tying to wake him.

I held my hands out in front of me. "I can explain."

Enough big brother bellowed. Conrart when you manage to wake up the king I want all three of you in my office immediately! He demanded nearly slamming the door as he went.

When Yuuri finally awoke and realized the situation he acted like nothing is wrong while I on the other hand is freaking out.

Well so much for keeping it a secret, I knew even if no one finds out we ate the cookies there is no way there won't be rumors flying around about the king and his fiance found sleeping together in the kitchen by said fiances two older brothers.

Yuuri grabbed my hand as we walked behind Conrart. I have no idea why Yuuri is being so affectionate lately but I am not complaining. Anything I can get from him I'll take. I hope this is a good sign that one day he'll love me back but I'm also not wanting to jump to conclusions. I mean Yuuri could just be comforting me as a friend because he's a kindhearted person and nothing else.

As soon as we entered big brothers office I saw not only big brother but mother, Gunter, Yozak and his eminence already gather inside.

"Your majesty!" Gunter cheered pushing my body out of the way to grope onto Yuuri's.

"Gunter!?"

"Oh my sweet majesty, I'm sorry I had to spend a whole day away from your glorious self. forgive me your majesty for I had something to take care of, this humble servant is not worthy I'm not worth-"

"That's quite enough!" Big brother snapped pulling Gunter off of yuuri.

Yozak smirked at me raising his left eyebrow looking up and down between Yuuri and I reminding me we're still in our sleepwear. Blushing I turned away from his suspicious stare only to run into his eminence similar expression forcing my eyes to stare down at my feet instead.

I'm honestly surprised mother hasn't say anything yet or grope me like Gunter did Yuuri her silence scares me more then anything else she could possibly do in this situation.

Hearing a throat clearing I looked up to see big brother sit down behind his desk with one eyebrow raised, staring straight at Yuuri. "Now, tell me why, your majesty you and my little brother was alone in the kitchen asleep and not in your room when Gunter came to wake you up this morning?"

Straightening his posture to his full height Yuuri took one step closer to big brother. "I can see that your concerned and I understand why you are as wolfram's older brother but lord von Voltaire what takes place between my fiance and I, is are business and I see no real reason to answer you at this moment."

My eyes enlarged. "Yuuri?!"

I wasn't the only one with enlarged eyes based on the rooms reaction minus Yuuri of course.

"Oh your majesty." Gunter cried in despair.

"Your majesty if I may, we understand your need for privacy but as your retainer's it is also our duty to protect you and when Eil and Jonathan found out you were not in your room, they nearly tore the castle apart looking for you. Until finally, I had to dismiss them with the promise I would look for you myself."

"I'm sorry Conrart, everyone. I will apologize to Eil and Jonathan personally the next time I see them."

Mother clapped her hands scaring me I almost forgot she is in the room. "Well then its fine."

"Really mother?"

"Yes Gwen, his majesty is right. It's none of our business what goes on between him and his fiance. Now, its early. I think we should all go and get ready to eat breakfast.

I wouldn't have believed it, if I hadn't witness it with my own two eyes mother walked out of the office not even glancing in my direction. "Is she seriously not curious at all?"

"Shibuya, a word." His eminence asked without officially waiting for a response as he took a hold of Yuuri's elbow dragging him from the room. Which left big brother, Conrart, Yozak, Gunter and myself. Leaving the atmosphere exactly the same not that I thought it would change.

"Gunter, Yozak, please leave the room. I would like to talk to my younger brothers alone."

"As you wish your excellency." Yozak bowed jokingly turning towards me with a stupid smirk plastered on his face before leaving.

"If I find out you did anything to my majesty I'll- Biting his hand without finishing his sentence Gunter walked out crying.

"Big brother I-"

"Don't." He cut me off glaring, "What were you thinking, better yet what were the two of you doing?!"

"Nothing happen, we fall asleep that's all."

"Really you fall asleep that's it?"

I nodded. "Yes…. Nothing happen."

"But that still doesn't explain why the both of you were in the kitchen, sleeping… in your night clothes."

Blushing, I wasn't sure how to go about answering Conrart. But one things for sure, I need to respond to their satisfaction or I'll never be able to leave this office even if it means lying.

"We… um… couldn't sleep so… I talked Yuuri into taking a walk and we ended up in the kitchen, lost track of time and before I knew it, you were waking us up."

I held my breath as both of them stared me down suspiciously. "Fine, you may go. But remember this wolfram, as your older brother if something like this occurs again before you and his highness are married I will ship you off to Bielefelt is that clear?"

Nodding timidly, I back out of the room in a flash disappearing completely without looking back for even a second not wanting to give big brother the opportunity to change his mind.

Unfortunately I did not get far, as soon as I rounded the corner mother is there waiting for me. "Moth-"

Putting her hand over my mouth. Shh. "Come with me."

We ended up in her bedroom or better yet I was dragged into her bedroom we were seated on her bed facing each other. "Wolfie, I'm only going to asks this once, and I want an honest answer is that understood?

To exhausted to do much else, I nodded.

"Did you have sexual intercourse last night with his majesty?"

"What!? No! Mother!"

"I'm only asking for your sake Wolfie, also I really wanted to know." She added Her eyes sparkling.

Shaking my head and here I thought she was actually going to let it go. I should have known better."Well I'm sorry if this disappoints you mother, but nothing happen."

"I don't even get why everyone is so bent-out-of-shape anyways we have slept in the same bed almost every night since he got here."

"Yes, but Wolfie it isn't the same."

"How so?"

Well for starters, your brothers are under the impression that you sleep with his majesty and nothing more together. But now your falling asleep in strange places, his majesty called you his fiance in front of all of us and to top it all off the both of you were acting very suspicious.

"But I barely said anything."

"Exactly."

Mother, I get everyone's concern but regardless of where the sleeping is taking place, sleep is all we do and nothing more.

"Well that's lame."

"Sorry to disappoint you."

"Wolfie, you have never disappointed me. I only worry about you. The last thing I want for my children is for them to be heartbroken."

Shaking my head. "I won't let history repeat itself."

"Wolfie, is this about your father and I?"

"No… why would you ask that?"

"Your the one who brought up history, sweetie. Let me ask you this, is the reason you haven't tried anything with his majesty because your afraid?"

"I'm in love with Yuuri, I'm not afraid."

"I know you are sweetheart, but you have to admit you hold yourself back. Have you ever told his majesty you love him."

"He knows."

"Deep down maybe, but have you actually said the words I love you to him?"

"No… but…"

Mother's eyes watered. "No butts, I would hate it, if my failed relationship with your father is the cause for your fear of intimacy or your fear of being vulnerable."

Tearing up myself. "If he cheats on me mother, it will break my heart." I opened up.

"I know. But love is all about being vulnerable sweetie and if you can't trust your own fiance then you have no business in being together with him."

Tears ran down my face, this is the first time mother and I spoke of this. "Wolfie I realize I should have talked with you about this sooner, I'm only sorry I didn't. When I met your father I fall madly in love with him."

"Only, I knew he didn't feel the same. Even so, I went ahead and married him anyways. But, in the back of my mind I knew the truth, he only married me because I was the Maoh at the time. I only didn't care because I loved him. The day I walked in on Wolfrik and Elizabeth my heart dropped and reality came crashing down. I had to reevaluate myself, did I want a man who I couldn't make love me no matter how hard I tried or did I love myself enough to know I deserved more then a one-sided-marriage."

"Wolfie, there isn't a soul in this world or any other world for that matter who doesn't make mistakes. But if the person you're in love with doesn't love you back and their feelings do not change regardless of what you do, do mama a favor and give up. Because between you and me the only way history could truly repeat itself is if you settle for less then what you deserve."

Tears fell from my eyes. "Mother…"

"Talk to your fiance Wolfie, and remember that I love you."

"I love you too."

…

I finally changed into my uniform and made sure Greta is dressed for the day then sit down to eat breakfast though mother, Greta, and I were the only ones at the table. I assume everyone else has eaten already.

"Greta sweetheart, slow down the foods not going any place, eat slower please."

"Yes papa."

Papa? …Oh that's right, I still haven't told Greta she can call me mama.

Placing my hand gently on her shoulder. "Baby girl?"

She looked up at me with big innocent eyes only I could see a hint of sadness in them. "Yes?"

"I just remembered I still haven't given you an answer yet. It's fine by me if you start calling me mama from now on."

Her eyes brighten. "Really?! Greta can?!"

I smiled softly. "Yes, of course you can."

Greta throw her little arms around me. "Thank you mama! I love you mama!"

"Your welcome and I love you more."

After mothers long cheer welcoming me to motherhood, I excuse myself from the table taking Greta with me to go play outside. I did need to work today but as crazy as this morning was I decided to skip all obligations and spend time with my daughter instead.

"Mama?"

I looked down at her as Greta picked up a new flower. "Yes sweetheart?"

"Why isn't daddy here playing with us?"

"Oh I'm sure by now he's busy with paperwork or something. But don't worry we'll see him eventually and maybe we can have a picnic for lunch with him if he's not to busy, how dose that sound?"

"Really, really, great!"

"Good. Now lets make us some flower crowns."

"Okay!"

…

When lunch rolled around and Yuuri still hasn't appeared I left Greta with Dacascos and informed Doria of my need for a pack lunch and went to look for him. Walking into Yuuri's office without knocking is a little rude but right now I didn't care. I grabbed his hand dragging him from the room.

"Wolf? What are you doing? I have work to do."

"What I am doing is, taking you with me to have a picnic lunch with our daughter who hasn't seen you all day. First, we are going to pick our lunch up from Doria then we our going outside to eat it. Got it!"

He chuckled. "Since it appears you're not asking there isn't really any point in protesting is there."

Smiling in victory at his playful tone. "That's right!"

Grabbing the food from Doria who tried not to blush after she saw our joined hands then we went back outside I took notice of Greta right away who rushed to Yuuri's side as soon as she saw him.

"Daddy!"

Picking her up Yuuri spun her around in his arms. "How's my little princess?"

"Really, really good and guess what mama said I can call him mama."

Yuuri kissed her head then sit her back down onto the ground. "That's wonderful sweetheart.'

"I know! I'm happy! Mama can we eat now, please? I'm hungry."

"Sure, just let me lay everything out first." Starting with the thin blanket Doria gave me I took out the food as Yuuri sit Greta along with himself onto the blanket. I took a seat next to him.

The food items consisted of three sandwiches, cheese and crackers, different types of cut up fruit, brownies, and drinks.

Picking up a sandwich I unwrapped it from its plastic and gave it to Greta. "Make sure you eat slowly I reminded her."

"Okay."

Smiling Yuuri grab a sandwich as well unwrapping it slowly. Blushing I averting my eyes. It's as if he can make anything look sexy. Shaking my head to clear it, I did the same with the last sandwich. Focusing on eating it and nothing else, besides making sure Greta properly chewed her food.

Once Greta finished eating and got up to play Yuuri and I sit in comfortable silences only it became uncomfortable once mother and I's previous conversation forced it's way back to the surface.

"Wolf?"

"Yes?"

Leaning in he kissed me. My Eyes widen in surprise. Yuuri's kissing me? he's kissing me!? His lips are warm, melting my heart. I closed my eyes, kissing him back. Wanting to savor this gift in case it never happens again.

Yuuri unfortunately pulled back less then a minute later. "Your not the most easiest person to deal with wolf, but the moment I considered living without you, is the moment I realized I couldn't live without you."

"Yuuri…"

"I know your scared, of what I'm not a hundred percent sure. But the moment you decide to let me in fully and trust me completely is the moment you'll believe without any doubt that I'm in love you. Because wolf, I'm in love with you.

"Yuuri… I love you." I couldn't believe what I am hearing. I always hoped this day would happen but I never thought it would happen quite like this. On the plus side at least now I was able to confess to him.

"That makes me happy, deep down I always thought you did. But loving me and trusting me are two different things, wolf. You might love me but you don't trust me."

"I do!"

Yuuri tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear. "Not completely, you don't."

"I'm sorry. Its not you its-"

"Its fine wolf, I can wait." Yuuri smiled then stood up walking away from me towards where Greta is playing.

Crying, I knew I had buried pain inside me, making it hard to open myself up to others. But I never thought it could cost me the man I love. Clenching at my heart, It hurts, my breathing is becoming shallow making it harder to breath. I feel numb all over making it harder to stay afloat laying upon the blanket I lost track of time I could no longer hear Greta's laughter as darkness consumes my conscious mind completely.

"Finn? A familiar voice asked. I could hear clearly, but I couldn't see anything but darkness.

"Finn?" The same voice asked again. Who's speaking? And who's Finn?

"I love you." Huh?

"Finn, your my baby boy."

"Mama loves you, Finn."

Ahh!…..

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