Another Chance

by rosemarieheathwaybelikov

"By now I was just of seeing my face on moroi TV. Being queen's best friend and guardian made me famous. But I couldn't get just of people judging my relationship with Dimitri. I just wanted a chance to live normal life and I knew Lissa wanted the same." What will Rose have to sacrifice to get a chance in normal life? There will be fluff, drama and fixed-hearts. Read and review!

4. Chapter 4: The BIG NO

Another Chance

By: Rosemarieheathwaybelikov

Chapter 4: The big NO

»What?! You are kidding me, right? Please Liss tell me you are joking." I was practically begging her at this point. This isn't happening. I would never get to be Dimitri's wife. I will never get to be Mrs. Belikov. I hate guarding Lissa! No, that sounded wrong. I hate being queen's guardian. I hate Lissa being a queen. And by the way she was telling me this I knew she felt the same. I could see it every day on her face. She loved helping people and making a change. She really did. But being a queen just meant so much other things.

Lissa's POV

I could see how Rose was begging me to tell her that I am just kidding. That this isn't really happening. I wish I could. I really do. But I can't. Because if I would, then I would be lying. I hate being a queen right now. No, scratch that. I hate being a queen all the time. When I accepted the nomination it was all about saving Rose. But then I was elected. And everything changed. Being queen is not just helping people and making difference. I actually don't do that. I just spend all of my time trying to solve the royal problems. And look at what being queen made to Rose. She was so disappointed right now. Look at what it did to Jill. It almost killed her. No, even worse. It actually killed her. If Adrian wouldn't be there to save her, I would be visiting her grave right now. Look at what it did to Christian. He was so desperate to get out. He had never gotten along with royals. He thought they were rich, spoiled kids. And I couldn't agree more.

Back to Rose's POV

I was looking desperately at Lissa. I was just hoping she would tell me I am joking. All she said was: "I am so sorry Rose. I wish I could do anything but I can't. I am so so sorry." I could fell tears starting to stream down my face. But then I stopped. Rose Hathaway doesn't cry. I was angry at royals. Of what they did to me. To Lissa. To Jill. And the list just kept getting longer. I just wished I could escape this life. That I could just go away and start a normal life. But that is impossible.

Next time:

"Rose it's Buria." Could impossible be becoming true? But no I am getting in front of myself. First we have to get the hell out of here.

A/N: Hey guys! Thank you for your reviews. I know this chapter was boring. And so was the last one. But it is important for the plot. Did you like my preview? Some action and actually interesting things coming up. How did you like little Lissa's POV here? Please hang with me here. R&R