CHAPTER 10- Giotto's Thoughts

Leading the most influential, strongest, richest, and most powerful mafia family is not a big joke. Being the one to lead it in the age of 15 is quite impossible right? But I did it; I lead the family and accepted the role as Vongola Decimo in the age of 15.

I was not ready yet, but I have to for the sake of my grandfather who is already very old to lead the family. My father in the other hand died a couple of months before I turned 16. We were not really on good terms, because my father insisted that I follow his ideals-which really contrast with mine.

I already graduated from high school last year. I was supposed to end it this year but because I have to devote my entire time in running the family, I decided to finish the two years in just one year- and guess what I got the first honors.

When I was 14 years old, I went back to Japan to do a certain task for the family. And because it requires a lot of time, I decided to settle there for a few years.

When I first entered our middle school classroom, I can already hear a lot of shrieking sounds from all the females of the class. I decided to just shrug that of and decided to do my introductions. While at the front, I can't help but notice a certain brown-haired girl at the farthest corner of the classroom looking at the window. Even though I am so far from her, I can sense that her brown eyes are full of sadness. From that time, I decided to befriend that girl and I never thought that we would end up together.

The times when we were together was always fun. I can still remember when we confessed our feelings to each other,

Flashback:

For the four months we've been together, Tsuna and I are inseparable. I always fetch her from her house and we walk together, or sometimes drive to school. Whenever girls confess their feelings to me, I always said that I already have a girlfriend. Well...actually not yet but deep inside me I secretly think of Tsuna as my own girlfriend.

On weekends, we always went around the town going to parks, and shops. Now that I am with her I can't help but realize that she looks beautiful especially if she smiles.

One day, while we were at the riverside, watching the fireworks display, all that's in my mind is to confess to her already.

'Confess already dude', my conscience always tells me.

'But..what if she rejects me?', I mentally replied.

'She won't, don't worry...but if she will then...' my inner battle was interrupted when Tsuna called my name.

"Yasu...actually I've been meaning to tell you something", Tsuna said and I can't help but think that she looks so beautiful under the glow of the moon.

"Actually Tsuna, I've been meaning to ask you something too", I retorted back and for a second I saw a shadow of nervousness in Tsuna's face but it quickly faded when she forced a smile.

"Yasu...Okay you ask me first", Tsuna said.

"No you ask first, so you tell me first", I said.

"But it is really not important..." she replied in soft voice.

"I'm being a gentleman here, so ladies first", I said and gave Tsuna a smile.

Silence overcome the area and only the fireworks' sounds can be heard. After a few minutes I heard Tsuna sigh, maybe in depression?

I decided to overcome my nervousness and decided to tell her the three words I've been meaning to say since the time we first met.

"I love you Tsuna/ I love you Yasu", Tsuna and I simultaneously said and we were both shocked, not knowing that the other feels the same way. That day however was the best day in my life because at last I knew that the girl I was in love feels the same way. Our first date was at an amusement park, and that was the day that I had a lot of fun.

However, they say that love never lasts, and I never knew that it was true until the day Tsuna ended our relationship. That day, I forgot to live as a person and G and the other Guardians have to forcibly drag me to Italy to start a new life. It was very difficult, every night I have trouble sleeping and I always get nightmares. After some adjustments, I decided to leave the past behind and focus on the future. I studied hard to make everyone proud and to become the ideal boss of the Vongola. I harden myself to avoid being hurt again.

I decided to forget Tsunayuki Sawada- but as they say first love is unforgettable.

A week ago, while I was with Reborn, we went into the meeting room and decided to talk with my Guardians about the upcoming ball. I was focused about giving them the instructions until Reborn spoke up.

"I didn't know your here Tsuna"

Tsuna? Don't tell me...it's impossible right? I mean she lives in Japan. I decided to satisfy my curiosity and what I saw was the familiar brown hair and brown eyes hidden behind a thick eyeglasses.

She's really in here... I heard her say my name, which I adapted in Japan and after a few minutes she rushed out of the room.

Reborn in the other hand just sighed and apologized to me for the trouble. He ran and followed Tsuna afterwards. After the doors were closed, all of my Guardians attention are on me.

"Never thought that she was your first love Giotto", G said and broke the silence of the room. "I mean you never even let us saw a picture of her".

"I think what G would like to say, is why do you fell in love with such an ugly person", a voice said and Ira went inside the room.

"I never said anything like that and besides she's nice", G retorted back.

"Tsunayuki Sawada is really something if she made Giotto fell in love with her", Elena said and went out of the room.

"I'll gather information about her", Viole said and also went outside.

"I can't wait to talk to her again", Arisa said and went out skipping to the door.

"I can't wait to see her again, she looks nice", Knuckles said and went to take a seat at a nearby sofa.

"Someone who hurted Gio-nii is a bad person Knuckles-nii", Lampo exclaimed and plopped his face on a pile of pillows.

"Nufufufu...I agree I think I will haunt her with my illusions. She was the reason why Giotto was in that state for a whole year", Daemon said and started to twirl his finger that lit a Mist flame.

"That's right, anyone who hurts the Decimo will be unforgivable. Prepare yourself-Tsunayuki Sawada because we will let you experience hell", G exclaimed and that made my eyes widen.

"I'll help you with that G, from the first time I saw her I never liked her anyway", Ira said and went out the room.

I decided to leave my guardians in the room and went back to my office to continue signing the paperworks. Seeing Tsuna again...I don't know what to feel. Should I be happy to see her alright? Or should I be angry to her because of hurting me.

I never thought I'd met Tsuna again after a few days; she was talking with a maid named Strella. After she saw me and my guardians she blurted that she forgot some things at her office and quickly ran out of our sight.

My female guardians somehow liked her but my male guardians are another story. Even with my back on them, I can feel them plotting something. I just let out a deep sigh and continued to talk with the Storm Arcobaleno.

While the Arceo were at their daily rounds at the town, we received an emergency call from the Snow Protector, Chrome that an attack was sighted near the park. Gathering my Guardians we went our way to the place and met with the Arcobalenos who just arrived from their missions. Together we went to the park only to see a lot of Triste family members unconscious on the floor and only two remained standing.

The man named Renato demanded that we give him our Rings.

"Heck no way", I can hear G said from the sidelines.

I wanted to stop Viole from beating the man but discarded the idea when I also became irritated of the man.

To our great surprise, the man said that he holds a hostage and would kill the person if we don't surrender. It was later revealed to be Tsuna herself.

I don't know what to do, I wanted to save her because deep inside me I know I still love her but the family's protection comes first to me now. I can't help but want to kill the man myself when I heard the painful sounds emitting from Tsuna's lips. In my mind, I did everything I can think of plotting Renato's painful death.

Suddenly, an orange light burst from nowhere and surrounded Tsuna's body. We waited for minutes and what we saw gave us all a shock.

Right before our eyes we saw the awakening of the Arceo's Sky Protector- Tsunayuki Sawada.