How Taking Down Legacy Failed

I hadn't spoken to Randy all week. I was still hurting from how he let Sam treat me. The fact that he hadn't tried to get contact with me hurt even more. I mean he had my number, he knew what room I was in; heck he even knows where my parents live. But nothing. He did nothing. I wanted to yell at him for a complete asshole, but I felt I didn't have the guts. I was hoping to speak to him tonight at Raw, I wanted answers and I was going to get them whether he likes it or not. I will just have to find him without Sam.

As I got to the arena, I went to see what I was scheduled to do tonight. I was going to be part of a lumberjack match, but I wasn't in it, I just had to be around the edge. Looks like Sam has to do it too, it's possible I could get a good cheap shot there without any interruptions. It was also Melina's match so I could help her. I went the long way to my locker room in hope of seeing Randy. I didn't see him and even though a part of me didn't even want to see him, I was disappointed.

I got changed into my ring attire and went to the gorilla position. I met Sam's gaze, Randy wasn't with her. Us divas all went round and surrounded the ring. I winked at Melina, she really deserved her championship.

My eyes were on Sam throughout the match, any sudden movements and I will be there to stop her. Randy can't protect her here.

The match last for 10 minutes before Melina was declared the winner, her last move was amazing, I needed to get her to teach me it! Michelle McCool came and kicked Melina from behind, all the divas climbed into the ring, including Sam. That was my queue. I went straight after her and tackled her. She was screaming her head off, I could see the scratches I caused last week, I decided to create new ones. See if Randy loves her now, she was unconscious by the time I was finished with her. The divas had to carry her backstage, I was proud of my work.

I came back from backstage and decided I needed to find Randy before Sam became conscious again. I went straight to his locker room, I could have gone there earlier, but I didn't want to risk Sam being there and finding out what me and Randy had.

I opened the door slowly. He was in there, but he had his back turned, I closed the door quietly. He still hadn't realised I was there. I opened my mouth to talk to him, to let him know what I thought, to show him how much he has hurt me, but the words wouldn't come out. I looked around the room, there was a big bottle of water, I grabbed it and like a reflex I dumped the whole bottle on his head. He turned around and his eyes widened, I went to storm out, but he grabbed my wrists.

"Girl what is wrong with you!?" He yelled at me.

"What's wrong with me?! What's wrong with you?! Dumping me for that fake blonde?! What are you five?" I yelled back at him, where were these words coming from?

"I didn't dump you" He said lowering his voice.

"I go away, your single, I come back you've moved on already? What about the stuff you said to me Randy explain that" I challenged him.

"I was never single" He replied back to me, I choked on my own breath.

"You told me it was over between you two!"

"I never said It was" I looked down, he hadn't actually told me they were off.

"And I meant the stuff I said to you and I'm not going to apologise for telling you what I feel"

"What you feel? You let your 'girlfriend' talk to me that way last week and your telling me that you love me?" I snapped at him.

"It's stupid I know, but I can't end things with her, please Mickie you've got to understand" He put his arm around my waist and pulled me close towards him.

"I want to be with you, but I can't" He whispered.

"Why not?"

"It doesn't matter; can't we just continue to do what we've done for the past few weeks?" He asked me, I shook my head.

"It's either me or her"

"Mickie, please don't do this"

"No, Randy, no, you did this, what was I just another one of those girls on your list!" I sneered at him.

"No! Don't ever say that, you mean more to me then any other girl I've been with"

"Yeah, shows" I snarled at him. "I'm not going to be with you when your with her, you can't have everything"

"I can't break up with her"

"Why not?"

"Because my parents set us up" He sighed. "They said having a girl like Sam on my arm is good for my career" He continued.

"Is that all I am to you? Another bad career move?"

"What? No, yes, I don't know!" He yelled in frustration. "Stop confusing me!"

"Then stop letting them control your life! Your so much better then her Randy, you don't need her and if you're not going to fight for me then I don't need you!" I pushed him away and stormed out of his locker room.

I went back to my locker room; I sat on the couch, screamed into my pillow and turn Raw on. I wanted so see Randy when he comes on to see if our talk affected him. Roddy Piper was in the ring; calling out Mr McMahon instead he got Randy. He looked pissed. He entered the ring and tried to scare Roddy Piper.

"I need to let out some of my stress" He hissed. I wonder what stress that was…

He attacked Roddy, he beat him down. I shook my head, in the ring he is a completely different person, it's hard to believe that this is the Randy I am falling for. He went to punt Roddy in the head, but Kofi came on to save him.

Randy tried to beat down Kofi, but Kofi beat back just as hard. They were in the crowd, just attacking each other. Kofi flung Randy's legs over the railing and Randy was now on the announcers table. Part of me wanted to go down and help him, I was made at Randy sure, but I didn't want this to happen. I would never want to hurt him this way. I watched as Kofi hit him with a suitcase of some sort, Randy flung back and was back to lying on the table. I was tightening my grip on my pillow every time Randy was hit. He just starred into space with this weird look on his face.

Kofi climbed onto the railing to jump onto Randy when he was on the announcers table, my heart was beating so fast, he couldn't do this, but I can't exactly stop it. I felt helpless; all I could do was watch.

The referees pulled him away, I was thankful, they are finally doing there job! Well done! And where the hell were Ted and Cody? I haven't seen them around much lately either! Kofi was being restrained and he looked like he was going give up, but then he ran towards the railing, climbed on them quickly and jumped and landed on Randy who went through the announce table.

Randy was just laying there, in my head I was begging for him to move, to do something. I wanted to go out there and be by his side, but I knew I couldn't and that's what hurts, I hate having to keep this stupid thing between us a secret. Why did I have to fall for someone I couldn't be with? I mean it's not exactly if we are trying to take them down anymore, ever since the match has been made for John vs. Triple H vs. Shawn their minds have been off taking down Legacy and on getting the title. So what does that mean? We had no plans to do anything tonight as most of Legacy wasn't even here so it seems.

They started taking Randy backstage to seek medical attention. Screw it. I went to meet them down by the gorilla position. His eyes were open, but he wasn't moving much, he was letting the men dragged him to seek some help. His eyes met mine, he tried to talk, but no words would come out. He tried to reach for my hand, but it was like he was too weak to do so. I have never seen him look so helpless. I looked around, Sam wasn't anywhere in sight.

"Miss James, can you give us a hand?" One of the men asked. I nodded and grabbed one of Randy's arms and flung it around my shoulder. He used the only strength he had left to look up at me. We walked him to the first aider. I felt so uncomfortable being there, but I had to stay, I couldn't leave him.

The first aider checked him over to see if he needed to go to the hospital. She then left the room, I was left with him, he was starring at me. He reached for my hand slowly, I closed my eyes at his warm touch, my bottom lip trembled, I bit it to make it stop. Even though he was the one who was put through a table, I was the one who felt weak. I wanted to tell him I forgive him, we can still be together, because that is what I want, I do want to be with him, more then anything, but I know if I do this and let him date both me and Sam, I know I will get hurt, I'm getting hurt either way, but I just can't do it knowing I won't be the only one he will be saying I love you too.

I missed his touch, I tried to pull my hand away, but he held onto it tighter. I looked at him; his eyes were almost begging me to stay. Why does this guy I am supposed to hate have such an affect on me? I would give anything to have the strength to just get up and go and not look back. To be able to move on and think I don't need him.

All these thoughts were going through my head before I finally couldn't take it, I snatched my hand away. I felt all the warmth leave my body. I stood up and headed for the door.

"Mickie" He croaked, I turned around, he was attempting to sit up.

"Don't" I said quickly, he laid back down, but still starred at me.

"Come here" He said to me, I shook my head.

"Mickie, please, come here" He reached out his arm. I walked towards him, I got closer, but then I stopped.

"Please Mickie, I love you" He said to me, what was I suppose to do? Let me and him continue when he is seeing someone else? I can't do that. I just can't.

"You were the one person I thought would never hurt me, at first, it was what I expected, but I trusted you Randy" My voice was breaking.

"I don't want to hurt you, if you could understand this from my view" He stopped and coughed.

"Your view Randy!? Try and see it from mine and then you will understand why I can't do this" He knew I had a point.

"Ok, think of it this way, if you got with John and you wanted to see me because you loved me, what would you do?" He asked me.

"I'm not with John because I was stupid enough to think that something was going to happen with you" I replied, I got him there. He looked down. Damn right.

"Please don't leave me" He whispered.

I wanted to cry on how helpless he looked. Did he mean it? Did he really want me to stay?

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